Thursday, July 7, 2005

Things you probably don't know

Life Some other things that you probably don't know about me 1. I shoved a peanut up my nose when I was either 3-5. 2. I was the first one to listen to Deadstar Assembly at my school. 3. I was walking a dog once and it started chasing another dog and I ended up running into a tree 4. I was first to get the wednesday 13 cd in school 5. I have no exact best friend Ah ha! I'm not putting 100 again ----------------------------------------------------------- But skipping that, I need to call lucas and i can't ever get in touch with him now, I'm better off just giving him a note and talking to him about it that way

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

100 things

Life 100 things about me... do this on your site too 1. I like all colours except for brown, orange, aqua, sky blue, pea green, and yello I think. 2. I don't like my feelings overcoming me 3. I do like glitter 4. I'm open to all types of friends 5.I love the word emo 6. I don't really like labels 7. I like to date older guys 8. Homosexuals are cool 10. 'Pedaphiles' are cool 11. I don't care about religions 12. I am not a satanist 13. I have to pee alot 14. I like wearing make up 15. I have low self esteem 16. I love rock music 17. Techno is cool 18. Chatspeak bugs me 19. I can't stand being around people when they're depressed 20. Staring into the sun hurts my eyes 21. I'm somewhat intelligent 22. I love pizza 23. I don't like to talk much to people I don't know (like first time meeting) 24. People don't talk to me alot 25. I like to draw 26. My favorite band in 5th grade was either the used or taking back sunday 27. I'm not suppose to eat alot of sugar 28. I like to stalk occasionally 29. I prefer older guys rather than younger guys 30. Boys in makeup are purdy 31. I am greatful that I was born 32. I have been in the hospital before 33. I suck at skateboarding 34. I'm very short 35. I can't stand conceited people 36. My last boyfriend was 4 years older than me (and two months) 37. I lied to my dad that my boyfriend was 16 to proove just because an adult hangs out with a teenage doesn't mean there is anything wrong with them. 38. I'm jumpy 39. At times I still get creeped out by things I got creeped out by when I was little. 40. I believe you shouldn't look into the race, religion, gender, age, physical appearance, or what family a person is in when you love them. 41. I don't like stereotypes 42. I don't believe in doing what I'm not comfortable with 43. In my oppinion, you should wait atleast until your 16 to have sex and be sure you love them. 44. I do promote abortions in certain cases 45. I hate pms 46. I like emo shoos! 47. Platforms are cool 48. I don't like people feeling sorry for me. 49. I occasionally smile 50. I'm easily amused 51. I talk alot 52. It's hard for me to fall asleep at night 53. I have a huge imagination 54. I could care less what the size of a man's thing is 55. Shallowness sucks 56. I say dude alot 57. I use to like country music 58. I have been hurt alot in the past. 59. I don't like digging up the past 60. Wednesday 13 is purdy 61. I sometimes get too obsessed then hurt afterwards 62. I don't feel sorry for anyone that screws alot of people then gets pregnant and doesn't know who the dad is. 63. I don't trust that many people 64. I like taking pictures 65. I followed the dro around at a concert before 66. Candles are purdy 67. I like skulls 68. I have an eye for beauty 69. 69 makes me think of something else 70. I need to loose some weight 71. I can kinda type good with my eyes closed 72. I can't colour that good. 73. I like poetry 74. I know some druggies/drug dealers 75. I like scary movies 76. When I think of 76 I think of 197666 77. I'm the youngest girl in my family. 78. I kinda like the colour pink 79. I prefer red lipstick over black 80. I don't like old people that much 81. It makes me mad when people ask if I'm gothic 82. I don't consider myself gothic 83. I believe Marylin manson is part of shock rock but also an attention whore. 84. When people cheat on me... I don't cheat back. 85. When people cheat on me, I hope they get some s.t.d 86. I don't know if I can trust the last person I dated 87. Jahova(can't spell it) Witness people are annoying to me 88. I forgot how long I've been sitting at the computer 89. Llamas rock 90. My parents were divorced when I was 6 91. I sleep alot 92. I bite hard 93. When I stare at people, I can't help but to laugh. 94. I forget things I wanna remember 95. Cradle of filth annoyed me last year 96. I don't think it kills to smile once in a while 97. Sometimes I feel alone 98. I use to get depressed alot 99. I can't paint my nails without messing them up 100. I'm done with this!

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

It's over

Life Well... Lucas is still in love with this one girl. Yet he is still falling for me, but it is hard. He broke up with me... I feel hurt. But he is still coming over tomorrow, yet, I don't know if I can face him with out breaking down. Things aren't settled yet, as Lyndsey started dating the same time I did, we both broke up at the same time. Her beau is off to college and she cannot wait, mine has not gotten over a past love. I am greatful though that Lucas still wants to see me and such, but Lyndsey has it much harder and so does Jarrod. Jarrod doesn't want to see her now. I do hope that things get better... I need to recover... and get some sleep, then try to comfort the two. I'll be back later

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

GRRR

Life My own boyfriend does his make up better than me, he looked so cute last night. He didn't even have an actual shirt on at Mbp, just a fishnet shirt. I had to pay for him to get into mbp though. then he tried kissing me with black lipstick on, well that didnt turn out good. I have my first red lipstick with some or his black just smeared somewhere on my lips, I could not get that crap off! I tried rubbing it off with my hand and it's still on there now! Meh.. he looked so purdy with only a fishnet shirt on... simply orgasmic. I watched SAW, that movie was cool and confusing, I gotta watch it again before I can remember what was in it... meh. And now some pictures: Purdy My Keetty I did have some other but meya... I kinda deleted them. And some pee pecker kept trying to steal Lucas from me, curse him! Well im done... time to do something

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Monday, June 20, 2005

Funny

Life At the same time, aka really late last night. My friend Lyndsey went out with Jarrod, or is now dating him. At the same time Lucas asked me out. This is weird... she goes out with a guy I like and I go out with the guy she likes, or she use to. But both are purdy and cool. I'm kinda worried about with her dating Faerie... he's 18 and might get in trouble. Lucas is 4 years and 2 months older than me. Well I'm gonna make this girl mad when she finds out, I think my dad might already know, but Lucas is actually nice and the biting and stuff is just flirting. Why does the age have to matter anyway? Meh... evil laws and stuff

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It was cool

Life Once again.. I'm posting the day after. Today was great. My dad actually let me go over Lucas's house. Usually he disagrees with it. But I stayed over from about 8-11. We didn't really do much but walk around and hold hands... maybe something else. And no for some pervs thinking we screwed. Lucas doesn't really care about screwing. Dad thinks he's nice but he knows we lied about Lucas's age, and Lucas smokes. He doesn't like Lucas's piercings either. But he said we can't go out, or he suggest i don't. It's not dad's choice though, and Lucas is nice. Well he can be cruel when he claws or bites but other than that... he's really nice. He just makes me happy because he's not all about sex shit and stuff... for example... my old boyfriend wanting a picture of me naked. I haven't heard that out of Lucas yet. Plus he's more mature. I think everything is going pretty good right now, except for my bitch ass friend... fuck her. I don't even trust her anymore, ah well. I spent all last night watching Jackass... I really wanted to see the movie and finally did. Almost every movie i wanna see I finally got to. I swear those guys have balls... damn they're crazy. Well I'm gonna go because I just missed robot chicken, crap! Later

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Stuff that happened yesterday

Life Well today was cool. Hung out with Lucas at the mall. I almost died laughing when I saw him in a yellow Manson shirt, blue and white skull swinshorts and rollerblades. I should of gotten a picture of it, but it was nice of him to hang out with me... no one was really at the mall. So we pretty much just hung out in the arcade, Hot Topic and Spencers. He kept making those irritating squeaky noises that i dont like (the noise when you rub your had against a glass wall.) Evil little person... he's still cool to hang out with though. My brother gave him some mean look though when Lucas waved to him in Sears. Well Faerie finally showed up at the mall even though I didnt ask him to this time. But I think he'll most likely get a job at Sears, more time for me to bug him. Dad met him oh ya, Faerie said I kept him up til 3 last night... FAERIE IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU WERE ALREADY AWAKE... AND STILL ON AIM! Try blaming me... feh. Well I didn't know what to get dad for fathers day so I got him a Gelatti at Ritas... those thingies are gued. All the yummy in my tummy.

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

More pictures

Life You're gonna love some of these, I changes the link adress for the others, I'll fix it later. But tonight at Mbp, Faerie and Lucas made out, wonderful when two dudes you like make out... yay! I can't put much more because I'm lazy right now... but I'll add more later. Me getting molested by a cat The simply orgasmic Talk to me later if you wanna know whats going on. Twas confusing tonight

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Muhahaha

Life So meya schools out and I'm kinda bored, and sitting on lyndsey... muhaahaha. Well yesterday we hung out at the mall and evil Faerie never went, so we hung out with Lucas. My dad met Lucas be he said he was his brother Courtney... which brings me up to when Lucas wasn't talking to me, it was Courtney, not him. Turns out the two are twins, or something like that. But he met my dad and told my dad he was Courtney so my dad wouldn't question him about biting me, didn't work because Lucas and Courtney look kinda different,no wonder why i thought Lucas's hair looked different. Wait, am I even spelling Courtney right? Ah well. Well hanging out with Lucas was cool except evil little Lyndsey told him to bite me. I'll get her back but she needs to stop pulling at my back, she cant find my bra strap to pull on it, muhahaha. And Lucas is good at DDR, and Lyndsey fell in love with the songs. John was there for a little while but left. Weirdest thing, so we were walking around and someone decided to go into up against the wall. But there was some cool shirt in there and I got it... ya... I gotta show you a weird picture of me in there. Lucas hated it... but he doesn't have a choice when I'm dragging him around! Ha! Thats what he gets for rubbing his hands against the glass and making that screatchy sound. I gotta go before I kill Lyndsey and I'll add some more pictures later, bye Last day of school: At the mall Lucas in Sears, though he said he was Courtney (his brother) to my dad so he wouldnt get in trouble <Don't I look cool? Ha they had some cool shirt in up against the wall... they're spoise to have tripp clothes but they dont. < Billy and Lyndsey, awww Other >My DAWG Me And some moth thingy... weird More later

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Monday, June 13, 2005

10 Wishes?

Life What would you do with each of the following catagory of wishes. 1. Apearence- how would you like to look? What do you wanna change? 2. Social abilities- Would you want to have alot of friends? Be able to have famous friends? 3. Fame- Would you like to be a famous artist? Famous musician? 4. Home- Would you like to live in a mansion in the country? City Apartment? 5. Love- Who in your life would you want? 6. Riches- How much money would you want to have? 7. Skills- What do you want to be good at? 8. Possessions- What items to you want? 9. Age- Think you weren't born at the right time? What age do you want? 10. Other- What else do you want? ---------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Apearence- Long black and red hair. About 5'7", a perfect, thin body. Blue eyes, pale skin. 2. Social abilities- Able to make people laugh. Have some band members as friends. 3. Fame- Music or art, maybe photography. 4. Home- A house near a cemetary :). 5. Love- Lucas or Jarrod, or Eric Griffin and the Dro (let me dream people!) 6. Riches- ALOT, I guess a millionare. 7. Skills- Get musician, poetry/art, photography, good imagination. 8. Possessions- Anything scary, or death related 9. Age- between 17-28 10. Other- To be happy, a good life.

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