Birthday • 1992-03-09 Gender •
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Achievements • Getting away with shit i wasnt spose to Anime Fan Since • I was 5 Favorite Anime • Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, Trinity Blood, Bleach, Fruits Basket, Tenchi Muyo, Naruto, Trigun, FLCL, .Hack//sign, Saiyuki, Amazing Nurse Nanako, Tenjou Tenge, Chrono Crusade, Samurai Champloo Goals • Have a good life Hobbies • chillin, drawin, writin, smokin, music Talents • Not sure...
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We care about things but are careless about how its handled
Life
A friend and I had a discussion, woo yeah im so insightful.
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person#1 : uh nothing...just bored. i think im going to find out what he thinks of me. and if he does thats great, but im pretty shure he doesnt and then i'll find out cause once i do i'll be able to get over him better. [fer shure maybe, fer shure not]
person#1 : cause i'll stop thinking so much about the 'what ifs'.
person#2: i could ask him right now dun dun dunnn.
person#2 : i think of 'what ifs' alot too.
person#1: nah dont.
person#1: its okay, i dont want alot of people asking really. yeah it would get pretty annoying. i just want to know, but tis okay i'll wait to find out myself. =]
person#1 : so bleh
person#2: heh
person#1: i hate thinking of the 'what ifs' i do that all the time and it drives me fucking insane.
person#2 : i do too
person#2 : thats why i no longer think
person#1 : i cant help it
person#1 : i am always like well what if i said this insted? or what if i did this? then what would be different.
person#2 : but you cant go on worrying about the past, its behind you and needs to be that way.
person#2 : and if you worry of the future, there is no definate way of knowing what will happen.
person#2 : you should look before you leap, but life is still about taking chances. So its pretty much blind, but if you find it right then go for it, if it fails then you at least learn something from it and if someone else is in the same predicament then you can tell them to help them better themself.
person#1 : heh yes i think thats a good answer to it. i try to live by the 'no regrets' thing cause it does help me feel better about the shit iv done that im not too proud of.
person#2 : eh i cant help it too.
person#2 : but im trying not to worry about the past i cant change it
person#2: eh yeah but i think its alright if you dont keep doing the same dumb thing over and over.
person#1: but if you do regret it then why arent you more carful?
person#2: you mean me personally or people in general?
person#1: in general.
person#2 : humans arent too smart when it comes to emotion related things.
and it takes time before they actually decide to think things through. we care about things but careless about how its handled.
person#1 : in the end tho you still feel like shit either way (in general).
person#2 : yeah i think thats a good way to put it.
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So i decided to start learning japanese again. Very hard... well maybe remembering katakana, hiragana (prolly the wrong spelling i forget now) and kanji. Kanji especially, i fear i wont be able to remember all this. Plus, learning two laguages at once is hard.
I took some notes after watching this one thing, time to study them
I get to see dir en grey feb 5 yes! I have to buy tickets soon, prolly next thursday
aside from that, I'm going on a diet, hopefully loosing 10 pounds before the concert. Diets suck, so do slow metabolisms
I like how i can look for dir en grey icons and find few but find TONS of Gazette. I will get this out, Aoi is hot.
Final got my science project crap out the way, now to work on math and gym projects. Honors classes suck, never do them if you dont wanna do alot of work.
Eh atleast im not failing, s'alls good
I keep chewing gum and it makes a popping sound... rather queer
and this picture is creepy but cute
dressing up like a panda... odd miyavi, odd. Damn pandas rock though
You know I wonder of two peoples Deaths: Tupac and hide of X-japan. I feel the need to look into them because I wonder if Tupac is really dead and I don't understand hide's quite well. hide hung himself with a towel, but its also consider an accident. He hung it on a door, but I can't entirely picture that, it might be cause I don't want to. It made me sad thinking of it, but I can't help but to sometimes because of my thoughts wandering.
I keep getting killed in final fantasy x-2 by some dragon thing, how lame. My fanfiction is at page 70 so far heh, I havent worked on it much lately cause of school.
I'm tired of typing so ill update some other time, later.
yea i finally got something to right about even though im still lazy
i really need to get out of my laziness and work on my science project its due in a couple days
but i spent all night talking to carleigh about stuff
so basically she agrees with me that miyavi is hot. Dir en grey is playing in maryland in febuary and she wants to go cause it'll be her first concert. If I go I gotta walk around aimlessly and find people in bands like I always do. Of course attempt to get with them as well even though it fails 99.9% of the time, the other percent i dont even know what it goes to.
Maybe I'm imagining too much, yeah thats probably it. I'm in my own fictional little world right about now... ha
We also talked about kittens and she sent me a picture of two horses fucking and tried sending me a old man orgy picture. I told her I'll get my revenge, thinking about sending her that goatse picture because that always does it.
I messed up playing ffx-2 and crap that sucks cause i dont know if ill be able to complete is now or not, well i know its not gonna be completed but eh ah well fuck that game!
Well I'm seriously tired today. I wanna go back to sleep but i cant
I'ma watch tv, peaco
I'm happy cause I'm done with my music quizzes for my project. I must say, the classes are retarded, seriously. The averages were in the 70's and lower.
Everyone hated it when I had to play country and rock, loved the rap. I gave some guy my rap cd cause its censored, and censored music sucks.
I like how dumb certain people can be. I have a headache so these guys brandon and jeff are gonna keep touching and hitting my head til i yell at them. So i went home and slept, cause sleep is good
Am I the only one hear that cries when i see certain things in video games?
I was watching this on youtube and it made me cry, Never will I play dirge of cerberus because I now know what its about... actually have for a month but not the point! But it made me sad, just like some part of final fantasy x-2. I'm alot more emotional than i thought... damn
I feel like a loser, yeah...
I like that song Touched in the video though... its all good and stuff
I feel sick cause i ate too much junk today at school... bleh
Had to stay after school with jaelle to work on a project with an achey tummy, more bleh
come home and sleep for 4 hours, yay
I'm trying to miss schoo tomorrow, Ima be bored because alls we're doing is seeing some christmas shit... nothing fun at all.
But I can't wait for christmas cause I gots err clothes and a camera... I wanted to stop by comics and see what they have but dads all "I'm not spending 500 bucks on you" I wanted little action figure thingerbobers
I want the rest of final fantasy 8, I think I need Quinstis, Zell, and Laguna. Thanks to bubba he already had Seifer and Squall.
I just realized i never finished playing 8... oh well I moved and Kyle had it so oopsy
I heard that lance bass did the voice for sephiroth in kingdom hearts... err 2 i think it was, someone explain that one to me.
Random thought... why is it 50 degrees in winter time where i live... garsh whens it gonna snow
I seriously think we should be able to report people for spamming and sending chain letters
cause you guys are hardhead
im not being nice about it either anymore cause i seriously cant stand them
but im not updating to bitch, just talk
ive been sober for over a month weeeeeeeee. actually i wouldnt say sober i just dont make my life consist of anything
and i broke a glass contain of nitrogen gas... oops. the container cost 50 bucks and i woulda had to pay for it if the teacher didnt have an extra. that made me mad though because someone's gonna wrap it up in bubble wrap right after using it, well it gets hot and bubble wrap and hot dont mix buddo
tim is acting like he likes me again, yesterday he kept licking my cheek, very gross. He's an odd one, but its all good
jurassic park is on, yay
not the point though, there is no point to all this!
i didnt go to mbp tonight, my brothers friends band is playing there and everyone wants to see them cept me, so they'll be watching and ill be bored
but, i am working on muh storeh. currently done 45 and a half pages in about 2 weeks
tomorrow i gots to go x-mas shopping
i should stop by comics and get stuff, it aint open now but it should be tomorrow. it's not far from my house either
I find that I should use my scanner and can some artwork of mine. Maybe the characters from the story I made up. Even though it's a final fantasy 7 story, im making up characters. I gots to, it makes it all juicy and such
nothing nasty though, sadly. Maybe some perverted humor, nothing else though. I got some nosy people in my house.. DAD
Hopefully ill actually finish this story, i told jon to make sure i do.
I need to finish final fantasy x-2 as well. Gah so much to do, so little time neh?
Dir en grey's playing in baltimore in febuary, i gotta figure out if tom's gonna be able to go or not. I really wanna see them but going alone is gay, and boring. Tickets cost thirty buckaroos each so yeh, no reason to bring dad if he doesnt even like them. It mean though, he leaves me at home to go see hinder and nickelback, some nice parent he is.
i feel like singing... yes!
thats all folks, ima get back to writing
from yesterday still today I've probably slept 20 hours of the day away
and missed a test, and some hard stuff in science
tis so bad i didnt even wanna work on my story nor play final fantasy, i only completed 1 last battle in chapter 2 of x-2, then was about to make something to eat and said fuck it im going to bed
atleast i got my appetite back, thats always good
So I ate 2 pieces of pizza, a pickle and made myself cocoa with whipped cream on top that got all over my face
i have to call my dad and tell him something some lawyer said, or some judge
im glad that I've gotten 22 pages of my story done, i didn't think i ever would keep on
and i've only been writing it for 2 weeks, thats actually good seeing that I procrastinate alot
I'm getting dizzy again so I'll prolly go back to bed or something, bye
It's fucking annoying you douchebags
but
Before you read any further, answer meh this:
what do you consider as the basic elements, just earth, wind, water and fire. Or do you go to earth, wind, fire, water, ice, thunder, dark and light I seriously need to know before i go crazy
and updating on junk
theres not much happening hurr, hope all you guys had a gut skanksgiving :)
i didnt eat as much as i thought
I also decided I was gonna write a final fantasy fanfic, this time for 777777777777777777777 yeah
of course I make up my own character.
I watched scenes from DOC, I can't play it, well not yet. If i do then I'll never finish x-2
Lucrecia sucks though, not that I'm jealous or anything... she was just mean, and made the wrong decision. I guess its understandable though
I got my hurr cut, and got emobangs on accident, I fiddled around with it because i didnt like how my hair was cut.
I should definately start doing shit with this site again. I need to start doing stuff to begin with
Someone slap my arse and get it movin
I'm retarded
I feel hyper. Very hyper...
I finally got to see my mommy, she apologized for going all emo on the phone, she wants to go skiing for x-mas... odd.
but ooooo I saw my little cousin colin, I love him. My dad told him to go around saying bang cock and hit people in the nuts, and he did it to my dad XD
So mbp last night was alright.
Me and tim have no beefs anymore, I don't really have any with anyone at the moment. I don't get tim though, he confuses me. He kept trying to hold me at mbp, im assumin him and his girl are broken up.
Jeff isn't mad at me anymore, during gym a couple days ago him and joey sat in front of me just so that I'd scratch their backs. Our teacher looked at me funny, I can't help but to laugh.
I still like him, and tim, and craig, kinda starting to like this boy jake now, woah. They're all connected, well tim and jeff are because they're brothers. I should find that odd, atleast i dont like their bruder john, thatd be a weird pattern. I feel weird liking Tim though... probably cause he talked down to me like some worthless lower being, he might have apologized, but I can't help but to think he didn't mean it.
Jeff'll be mad once he finds out Brittany goes out with this boy Adam, I don't know what after that. I'm not too sure whats going on right now, all jus so confuzzling :)
But.. Craig Craig... dickface. He'll try talking to me every once in a while, I usually ignore him. I have a right to, it's not because he's flirting around with girls. He was flirting with my best friend, when he knows I like him. How low... pathetic. I should beat his ass, I probably could.
I found I don't like missing school, because I'm bored if I don't go to school, no one to talk to at home.
I finally got to watch Advent Children... bubba finally got it back from his friend Brazdon. I liked it. Bur I started crying near the end cause it brought me back to when Sammie and I were watching it in sears while we waited for her papa.
If anyone knows who downtown singapore is, I miss there old music. They should play at Mbp like they use to. But now they're getting kinda known now, I heard they played with the All American Rejects... and they were at the warped tour. I wonder if they even remember their old cd. I liked it better, I lubbed it since i were 7. I should try bugging Spud... cause bubba knows spud. And I could always lie and say i had cancer, no that would scurr me. Watch me get cancer for that.
Theres something like that on an episode of south park, tis funny but fucked up.
My friend jessie is spose to enroll at my school, yet I haven't seen her yet, so eh. I don't know when thats gonna happen
But to sum it all up, I love Chick Fil la! Though they cost alot, delicious. That has nothing to do with any of this.
Oh my gawd a bug just jumped on me :( That scared me
