Saturday, August 27, 2005

   Long...... post

Life Current music: The Juliana Theory- If I told you this was killing me, would you stop? Mood: Tired, Slightly sad Current Phrase: If I told you this was killing me, would you stop? -The Juliana theory Current Icon Display: Okay, fixed me website finally. It needed a new design and I wanted someone to shut up and stop bitching... or just get them to zip it period... my site is not to please you. So, I've been in an emo-tude lately. I thought I got over Lucas a few days ago to realize I hadn't quite. So I decided to hang out with my friend Sammie and a couple other friends. Faerie came which made me realize how much less I like him ever since the concert ended. But I shouldn't worry too much, he's off to college now. But continuing from the mall, all went to the movies. But me and sammie were broke so called Lucas up to go to the mall because no one else could go. But he got kicked out and now can't go to the mall for a year, smart. So we just decided to hang out at the movies and sneek into the skeleton key. I was trying to sit down until he pulled me down onto his lap, then I heard someone call my name so I immediantly got up because I didn't know who the fuck it was and didn't want it to be one of my brothers friends. Luckly, it was my friend Sean, aka mom. Well oddly, Lucas kept trying to hold me. So I told my friend Sammie for help, he decides to run his finger with "finger armour" down my back (which is a very bad idea because I'm very twitchy) making me bust my side on the chair. I yelp at him and he grabs me and holds me. At that point i don't know what to do so I just sit there, then he decided to kiss me. One more, lost and kinda starting to like him again. But I can't help but do run off saying I have to piss but tell my friend Sean for help... I had no clue what to do. I forgot everything I believed in doing. But he decides to hold me again, then we ended up making out. Hmm funny how he said he stopped cheating on his girlfriends because I know he's taken. Then since we came into the skeleton key late we watch it again and find my friend Kirbie, makes me happy ^^ I missed her. But lucas just lost it, I'm not telling how. He ended up blacking out and hitting his rib cage on a chair, I laughed my ass off. Only one that felt sorry for him was my friends mom. I'm surprised he remembered all this... but he seems to be okay. I need to get snuff straight though, confusing. I highly recommend you see the Skeleton key, funny movie. Uhh not much about mbp, was boring so I went to checkers... Not much more... I'm off to bed, later. "You don't have to tell me, I know I'm a sucker. Now shut up you stupid motherfucker" -Zimmie

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