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myOtaku.com: InuYasha Fan019
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Saturday, September 3, 2005
A dash of literature
Life
Current Music: With Or Without you-Dope
Current Mood: Depressed, Worried
Current Phrase: "You always Find a way to keep me right here waiting"- Staind "Right here"
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Yesterday, it was without a doubt frustrating. I waited for Lucas to come back to My brothers place... I saw him earlier and tried getting him to come in but he was smoking. I sat down looking through a window so I could see him come back over. Certain times I decided to get up and walk around. Some time later... about five cop cars pop up out of no where. Before that some dude just zooms across my brothers place running. There was a drug bust at the checkers right by My Brothers Place. Automaticly, I thought Lucas was gonna get in trouble... I thought all my friends there weregonna get in trouble even if they didn't have anything to do with it. There were dogs following trails in the woods and the area was lit up. Well, Lucas was found... I saw him talking to some cop. I was already scared that something might of happened to him, now I was about to break down. I was trying to remain calm and then started digging my nails in my skin, which kinda hurt. Yes... I wish I could of actually seen Lucas better than night seeing how he had no shirt on... But a few of my friends calmed me down when they found out he was let go. He didn't get in trouble... I don't think I haven't talked to him yet. Krista told me to stop worrying... and that he doesn't care about me... I think I'm coming to realize that... I don't know why I'm still chasing after him nor waiting for him, guess I'm that foolish.
More than that, I actually got happier that night, though sorrow seemed to have transfered into one of my friends. I tried making my friend David feel better, I think he has a crush on me now. I do kinda like him but I can't let Lucas go... I don't really want anyone else. For some reason, I don't know what... I care about him alot. I was even attempting to run outside if something happened to him. Not to many people understand that, yet, neither do I.
Atleast I made David happy, I don't want him to think I'm leading him on though. But I think he knows I'm somewhat serious about Lucas... Plus, my friend Geannie likes him, they'd be better off with eachother.
I think I'm obsessing over icons now... I'm finding too many... but they are all so pretty, I can't not have too many.
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