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Sunday, April 2, 2006


For you viewing: Looking Back on Life
Life

Sitting at home
I took a glimpse into the past
I wonder if I should leave this topic alone
Taking a look at what will last
I shuddered as I remembered
Watch my own life go down the drain
I'm fucked up so much
Never will it be the same
"How did it all happen?"
Many times I questioned this
Things were bad some time ago
But compared to this they seem precious
I admit I have a sense of adventure
And I'm not the purist of girls
But this type of life
Not very much adored
I seem to have an attraction
To the immoral actions
Not sure how I managed it
It's just a reaction
More I ponder about
Remember the accusation of theft
I swear I've done nothing
How I wish I could forget
And the drugs
I tried to keep away
Yet I got contact high
Which appearently, wasn't okay
I'm certain that I can't change anything
And it's killing me
To see what I see
I hate waking up to these memories
Remembering how my friend is in jail
Others on the worst drugs or fucking up
I can't do much but watch everything fail
Then something I really adore
I remember being considered a whore
Too much went on
I didn't care about whatever was going on
But I'm not afraid to say
I've made plenty of mistakes
I know that I cannot change anything
Just I wish I could of planned out everything
Sometimes I tried to make it all safe
But it didn't seem to want to turn out that way
There was a dream in my life
Have this wild lifestyle
I can't decide
I'm not completely sure
If I should of taken this risk
But now it must be endured

(c)Adrienne k

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