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Tuesday, October 24, 2006


Now Im starting to feel strange
Life

But before i go on to that, i will talk about yesterday

i got hurt a couple times yesterday and that was gay. Jeff shot me in the eye with a rubberband and this one dude pulled a chair out from under me as i was siting down cause he was switching our chairs.

Tim got an attitude because of the death of Valerie. He was okay earlier then randomly got all pissy, how was i to know he was friends with her?

But today... sad day, not many people where at school, they were at Val's funeral. I didnt go, i didnt really know her too well to go, and dad probably wouldnt let me miss school again.

Rj's probation officer wouldnt let him go, he got to go to the viewing but thats it. They're so careless.

And depression is sweeping over us all.

Lately I'm starting to feel like my close friends are drifting away from me, and it hurts. I dont want to loose anymore friends. I've realized kyle and i dont talk much anymore and i dont really hang with him either, same goes for jared and a couple others. Once kyles best friend, now replaced. The people that I consider best friends dont entirely think the same as I.

But I guess it's a little bit better, Kirby and I are kinda talking again, though i wasnt too close to him to begin with. Lauren is too far away, Sammies gone... and yesterday was a month since she died.

Lyndseys coming back to maryland to stay for a couple months, then shes moving to north carolina, or maybe it was south, i dont know.

I kinda feel like turning back time, though i wont know some of the people i know now.

Maybe I'm just lonely, I havent really hung with anyone lately... maybe I just havent tried to. Its something, maybe I'll come to understand this feeling soon enough and stop feeling depressed from it. For now, I'll just sit here and decide on what I'm to do.

Kinda emo sounding neh? Eh we all have our sad days

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