Wednesday, January 3, 2007

   f it
i have lost all reason to keep loving... cecil has taking and ripped my heart out... this is the last thing he ever meant to do this to me that im a good person and i was wonderful to him..i can understand y he did it. i mean he going to try and work things out w/ his babys mom... that way his son will hopfully have both parents there.. yet he could have done other things and the son would still have them both and there would be alot less fighting around the baby.. but i guess he didnt think to much.. hes just happy to b a father.. after he talked about marring me and making me the momma of his 2nd child. the other night he told me u never know what the future has instore for me, well hes right.. so im going to do my best not to go back to my old ways of letting my pain out, that could kill me.. its ok im a litle happy b/c he still says ami i love you.. thats something right.. so if hes not the one i spend the rest of my life w/ then i will not be with another person... sorry im not myself today...
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

   wonderful news!!!!!!!!!!!
things r so much better. my heart is great again. i met the love of my life over the weekend.his name is c.j. and right nows hes n kentucky visiting family. so i wont see him again untill after christmas. but im looking forward to it. hes such a sweetheart. he loves everything bout me. and he REALLY loves it when i talk to him in latin. well im gone . bye all...
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Saturday, December 9, 2006

   life has no meaning at the moment
have u ever thought that u would die because u lost the one u believed to be your one true love. well now thats how i feel. everything between justin and me is over. he broke up with me november 18 two days before my birthday. and im not over him. i loveed him and i still do love him. which i always him not matter what. other that i guess you could say things are going good. school is great. but fell free to say anything you want about this post. bye all........
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

   i miss him
i know when i say i miss him it sounds like im single but im not. the reason i say that is tyler is in new orleans and wont be back untill late saturday night. hes been gone since monday morning. the good thing is hes helping out and no causing any trouble. i love him with all my haert, body, mind, and soul. other then him being gone my fall break is pretty good. how is everyone doing. message me back. love ya'll bye...
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

   update
hey sorry i havent been on in a lil' while. so justin and i broke up again and will not be gettin back together. which that has been bout 4 weeks. now im with tyler chaz sullins hes 17 and the best thing bout him hes from tennessee like me. my parents love that. ~lol~ he is such a gentle man unlike the other guys i've been with. it seems to me like we're going to be together for a long time. i have no problem with that. anyway so how has everyone been. if anyone has any ideas for some pics. i can draw let me now, i've run out. ~lol~ well im going to go bye all.
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

   hey everyone. things have gotten alot better justin and i are back together.. thanks for hoping that would happen. anyhow, how is everyone doing?
11:01 8/20/06
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

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   let me die im not cared for and never will be..............
the thing i fear the most is losing justin and i fear that i have.. he may say that we will get back togther but im not sure... i would love to be w/ him once aagain and stay w/ him, i love him w/ all my heart and more... i've never felt this way b4... when i think about a life w/out justin i cry and i cant stop... at that point in time all i wish to do is kill me self... i know that wont happen that i would be stopped but life means nothing to me if im not w/ the love of my life.. i just wish he knew how i really truely feel about him...
8-13-06 2:11 p.m.
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

   ^^
well things r finally looking up for me justin and i r talking bout getting back togther... other then that my friend jennifer finally got to kiss her crush ray tarr.. yea for her... now if only i can see justin and kiss him i'll be happy... i miss kissing him and i mean i MISS it....well im goin to leave it at that bye ya'll.
-ami
8-10-06 9:51 p.m.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

   ...
well things are o0ok i guess... i talked to justin the other day and i told him that i wanted to get to know him better :(...but no matter anybody says or does, no matter what he says or does, or what i say or do he will always be my one true love and nothing can change the fact that i will always LOVE him no matter what!!!-ami and forever justin hufstetler's sunshine i love you justin.
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