Friday, June 9, 2006

la ti da
Currently thinking: ,cuevo; Current music: Ride On Shooting Star, by the Pillows; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:30 AM



My Life

hi....for the tenth time

Inutaisho: yo

Normal day, again. but I did have a good day at play practice. One of my friends there is like too much like me. She's a huge fan of anime and Tim Burton films. She thinks Koga is hot, even more than Inuyasha, and we watch praticly the same stuff. Oh, and were on a site that I never knew she was on. It's really scary how much we are alike. I've known her for **thinks** mebe two years. It's just too scary.

Inutaisho: You don't look the same.

I know we dont, but our hair is in the same style, kinda. Oh, and at the play practice, we had to do a photo shoot and I got to climb on a wooden...thing...but it was hard because I was wearing a complex tunic. Also, since I'm Posidon, some...scratch that, all of the boys started to have these sword fights with me either with nothing at all or using sticks. They are all saying "Kill Posidon" and we were having great fun. They even ambushed me when we were outside.

Inutaisho: ...you are talking too much today.

**shrugs** anyway, my mom told me about the realiter is coming over to say how much she will sell our house for. And if we are not moving (cause my mom will say no if it ends up not being enough money) then I can't tell Jared an important thing.

Inutaisho: That you looove him.

SHUT THE HELL UP WHY DON'T YOU?

Izayoi How many times did I tell you not to swear

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?

Inutaisho: Sorry sweetie, but it's my month

**watches Izayoi walk away** damn

Inutaisho: you had start being nice to her.

She just creeps me out. I know she's Inuyasha's mother but she just creeps me.

Inutaisho: Akuma...oh, and did you guys know that she cried in the bathroom becuase she was felt like she was a slave, this was when she was a pup though.

That wasn't that humiliating...I think. Oh, and here are questions.

Magnus Lensherr: My mum, well she wants to quit her job because she doesn't ever get to see me and she wants to be with me before I go to collage.

Mrs. Elric: eh, Inutaisho is better and funner than Izayoi. After all, I am his favorite daughter **tomato that was thrown slams on face** WHO IN HELL DID THAT?

babiixkagome: it matters how I'm feeling, takes 10 to 15 minutes to take them out, and yes I yell at them. I talk to inanimate objects.



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Fallen by Sarah McLachlan. Note 2: If you want to read past chapters, you'll have to look in archives.

Chapter 6: Fallen
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Akuma backed off, "What"

"I made your mother lose all her power when you were still inside her." Tsumi has grown into his full demon self. He looked like a giant raven except for the fact that he had stripes on his cheeks, red glowing eyes, crooked beak, and a bit of the skin were scales instead of feathers.

Akuma smirked, "I've been looking for a fight for months" and she got into fighting postition.

Tsumi clacked his beak, "are you kidding, I know you have Ketsueki"

"Wha" Akuma was caught offguard.

"I slipped you the Chi milk. When I transformed into a raven, I brought a packet of it and dropped it into some of your meat."

"YOU BASTARD" Akuma's eyes glowed red.

"Come join me, you were meant to be my daughter" Tsumi's beak clicked.

Akuma growled, "There is no possible way I could be your daughter if my mother went with you"

"But your spirit would be" the raven glared.

"I had enough of you" she barred her fangs. She was about to transform into her full demon self, until, No...not now, her legs buckled and her knees touched the ground. She held her stomach and tasted blood in her mouth, soon she saw it blow out of her mouth. BASTARD.

"So do you join me" Tsumi clacked.

"Heh, no..." Akuma slowly looked up, her face was covered with beads of sweat, she felt the blood coming back through her mouth again, making the puddle of blood bigger.

Tsumi's eyes glowed, "THEN YOU SHALL DIE, " he flapped his wings, "WIND ROPE" and an intense wind was formed.

Akuma got up, but the pain made her slow and she was pushed by the wind. The wind picked her off her feet and slammed her into a tree. The wolfdog fell to the ground, "you bastard," she wanted to fight, I can kill this bastard easy, damn pregnancy limits and Ketsueki, "Is that all you got" she leaned against the tree as she got up, her bangs were covering her right eye.

Tsumi cackeled, "WHY YOU PESKY LITTLE BRAT," he flew up into the sky, "I will give you a taste of my real power, MIDNIGHT VORTEX" he flapped his wings until a small tornado was formed and burst strong black energy into it and made the tornado grow into a black vortex

The wolfdog got ready to run, but then the pain got more intense and made her fall to the ground. She looked up and saw the black vortex come towards her, her vision was blurry. Her pain was so intense, she couldn't stand up, I guess this is it, at least I said good bye, she closed her eyes, I wanted to die in battle, but not like this, but I can't change it.

"DIE" the raven cackeled.

"AKUMA" Kouga screamed as he burst through the trees, he ran to Akuma and picked her up and ran out of the way of the black vortex, his whirlwind mixed with the blackness as the Midnight Vortex ran into the trees, "Akuma, are you all right" Kouga looked at her.

Akuma was being held bridal style in Kouga's arms, "Kouga" she faintly said.

Kouga knew she was in intense pain. "Is the baby okay" Kouga stared into her eyes. Her amber eyes, that were full of pain, and death.

"Yes Kouga" she smiled, but it didn't last long when her pain came back, her eyes closed and her breathing grew heavy.

Don't you DARE die while I'm here, Kouga growled.

"How touching" the raven clicked.

Kouga laied her down by the tree, "You know what, you damn raven," he turned to face Tsumi, "You should never hurt the mate of a wolf,"

"OHHH I'm so scared, I know who you are, Kouga of the wolf tribe" Tsumi laughed, his laugh sounded that of a fairytale witch mixed with the cry of a raven.

The wolf showed his fangs, "You had better be" he ran, he didn't care what he did. He had that feeling again, the feeling to kill whatever stood in his way, no matter who they were, he never felt this way before except for the time when he thought Inuyasha murdered his comrades, only to find out it was Kagura. "DAMN BASTARD" he shouted as he flew in the air to the raven.

"Little man," the raven glared at him, "You think you can kill me" Tsumi made his talons grab Kouga, but Kouga's speed and agility doged the attack, "WHAT"

"You think that trick would work on me" Kouga growled, and slashed at Tsumi's right wing, he added to his speed and landed on Tsumi's back before he slashed at the other wing and to finish it off, he bit and slashed at the raven's windpipe as best he could. Kouga let go and landed to the ground, staring at his work, "I told you not to mess with the mate of a youkai."

Tsumi fell to the ground, "I see your too much of a match for me, but this isn't good bye, I will haunt your life forever" he faded into a black fog and flew off.

The youkai growled once more, until he heard Akuma's moan. He turned to her, she was standing up, "You should have left some of him for me" Akuma chuckled.

Kouga calmed down and smiled, No matter how much pain she's in, she always finds a way to make a joke, he walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her and held her close, "Akuma...you should have never ran away"

The wolfdog dug her face into his chest, "I know, but I didn't want to put you and Ayame in danger..."

"Danger...HA...I would always protect you, and if I can't then I have no right to be your mate, no matter how much I love you"

Akuma knew that his words came out wrong, but she knew what he meant, "Kouga I..." she stopped when a pain was felt, I'm feeling sick again, no wait, this pain is different., "Kouga..." she gasped, "I think it's..." Kouga stared down at her, Akuma looked up at him, "I think it's time"

Kouga's eyes grew, "but..but...NOW...but"

Akuma held on to Kouga a bit more, "NOW KOUGA, THE BABY'S COMING NOW" she cried.

She was about to collapse, but Kouga caught her and held her bridal style, he looked around until he saw the small edge of a hut in the trees, he ran to it. Once he got a bit closer, he saw it was the hut of a preistess when a woman, dressed in red and white, hair a dark brown and pulled loosly back (no it's not Kikyo) "MIKO" he yelled, it was very uncommon for a youkai to call the aid of a miko at a time like this, but he didn't know how to birth babies, also knowing Kagome is a miko, he trusted her.

The miko looked at him, A youkai,, she gasped. "Leave"

"Miko, we need your help, she's going into labor" Kouga stepped forward, Akuma was yelling with pain.

The miko sighed, she knew that they were youkais, but they weren't giving of any evil aura, and they were needing help, "Bring her inside" she went into the hut while Kouga followed suit, the miko stared back at Akuma, I can feel her life spirit, it's almost gone.

Inside the hut there was the strange scent of herbs, stews, and other scents Kouga never knew of before, "Lay her on the mat" she pointed to a small wooden mat on the floor, Kouga layed Akuma down.

The miko went to the back of the room and gathered some herbs and smashed them in a bowl "What's your name" she calmly asked.

Kouga grabbed Akuma's hand, "my name's Kouga and her's is Akuma"

"Akuma, the late dog general's daughter" the miko concintrated on the herbs.

"If you mean Inutaisho-sama then yes" Kouga growled

The miko turned and walked back, "Mine is Kiri" she layed the herbs and a bowl of water by her. Kiri grabbed a small peice of cloth and dunked it in the water, wrung it out, and wiped off the blood and with the rest of the water Kiri mixed the herbs in it and slowly let it run into Akuma's mouth.

Akuma opened her eyes, "Kouga" she gasped. "AHHHH" she yelled, holding Kouga's hand harder.

"You get out of here" Kiri ordered.

"But..." Kouga growled,

"I don't care, she needs as much air as possible, NOW LEAVE"

Kouga gave the miko a growl, but followed orders and left the hut, giving Akuma one last look before leavng.

Kouga stood under the tree, hearing Akuma's cries and yells. It was darkness now and the moon rose, unusually closer than usual. He kept on getting the feeling of raming the door into the hut, Damn, I should be with her. He stood up and faced the tree and growled, "DAMN" he punched the tree making it shake, "DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN:" hitting the tree after each 'damn'. Then he clasped his claws around the tree and ran them down it, making a deep gash, "Why...I should have been there, I should have stayed with you"

Kouga didn't hear the yells stop and Kiri coming out the door, "Kouga-kun" she calmy said.

Kouga turned to her, "Is Akuma all right Kiri-sama" Kouga's eyes stared in her calm brown eyes.

"The baby is born, but Kouga, " she gave a small frown, "There is...something...bad..."

Bad, Kouga's eyes widened.

"Akuma-sama...her life...it's about to end." she whispered.

Kouga gasped and ran into the hut, blowing by Kiri, NO, AKUMA, NOT NOW.

Kiri looked back at her hut when Kouga burst through the door, It's best to leave them alone.

Kouga saw blood all over the floor, he looked at Akuma's face, blood was dripping from her mouth, Kiri did wipe the blood off her face as best as she could, but it kept on running, in her arms, was a small child, with a white fluff for hair on his head, two white dog ears, and a white wolf's tail, "Akuma" he gasped.

"Kouga" she smiled.

Kouga sat by her and stared at the child, "Are you okay"

"Yes Kouga, but I know I am going to die," she frowned.

"No your not" he growled.

Akuma wanted to lighten up the mood, "Look it's your son" she smiled.

Kouga looked at the small child, it started to open it's eyes to reaveal two ice-blue eyes, "What do you want to name it"

"Kousen" she said, "After all, he survived a battle.

"Kousen," Kouga repeated.

Akuma gave a small gasp, "Kouga..." she fell backwards, Kouga slowly got Kousen from her arms and set him in a bundle of cloth nearby. He wrapped his arms around her, her eyes were slowly fading and she was getting cold.

"Akuma, don't you dare die"

"so this is how it will end, die just like my mother" Akuma's eyes began to tremble.

Kouga growled, "You are not gonna die like your mother"

"Yes I am" Akuma glared, "I was hurt by Tsumi,"

"Tsumi?"

"He's the raven you battled earlier, he almost killed my mother just because she went for my father instead of him," Akuma stressed out.

"But you are not gonna die just like your mother" Kouga stressed out.

Akuma began to shake, "Kouga"

"There is one big difference between your mother's death and..." he stopped before he admitted that she will die, "was your father ever there when she died"

Akuma gasped and stared at Kousen. A tear rolled down Kouga's cheek, then he slowly neared her face, and brushed his lips against hers. Akuma's eyes widened, then kissed back. Akuma, I love you. he made their kiss break as her lips went colder.

"Say goodbye to Ayame" she stressed out, she took off her necklace and placed it around his neck, "Good bye forever...my love" and her body limped and her spirit died.

"Akuma..." Kouga gasped and stared at the corpse.

Heaven Bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere long the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

We all begin out with good intent
When love is raw and young
We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to these I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one wrong step one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem away to be redeemed

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

"no" he gasped, and and another tear rolled down his cheek. A light came at the corner of his eye, he looked to see a wolf youkai woman with black hair.

"The moon goddess" he gasped.

It was true, the youkai was the moon goddess, "Hello Kouga, my son-in-law"

"What" Kouga looked at her, now he heard Kousen crying. At that moment, he saw Akuma, Akuma's spirit. "Akuma..." he gasped.

Akuma glided over to Kousen, "my child" she sighed, and placed a finger on his forehead, I know understand mother, she thought, I now understand why you gave me the curse. I light gleamed from her finger tip and it seemed like it was being sucked into Kousen, Kousen stopped crying.

Akuma got up after the light subsided and looked to Kouga, "Bye Kouga, I'm going to go become the new moon goddess." she turned.

Kouga now got it, "That's your mother" he pointed to the woman.

Akuma nodded, "Yes, my mother was the moon goddess"

And with that, they both disapeared, "I love you Kouga" Akuma whispered to him.

Kouga lifted Kousen, who started crying out of hunger. Kiri stepped in, "I guess you want me to feed him" she sighed.

Kouga nodded.

The wolf youkai left the hut with Akuma in his arms while Kiri nursed Kousen, Kousen should have been nursed by Akuma, but it would be impossible.

Kouga found the spot where they battled Tsumi, blood staining the grass, he walked a bit further until he found a small spot. He dug a hole and placed Akuma in it, covered it back up and placed a rock on top of it, Akuma.

"I will take care of the grave" Kiri came behind him, holding a sleeping Kousen.

"Thank you, Kiri-sama" Kouga took Kousen back, "I wish you protection for helping as much as you can"

Kiri bowed and headed back to the hut.

Kouga sighed and headed back to his tribe, he looked up, and saw a face in the moon, the face of the Moon Goddess, Akuma...

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Thursday, June 8, 2006

A big confession
Currently thinking: ,damn it all; Current music: At your own speed, by Yoko Ishida; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:00 AM



My Life

heya

Inutaisho: yo

Today was a normal, day, but I got to try out my new contacts.

Inutaisho: you were also good at your play practice

yep, I'm a perfect Posidon and yada yada.

Inutaisho: She's in a play called the Oddessy

I didn't get to talk to Joy today, Angel still hasn't sent my manga she borrowed, Jared is ignoring me for some reason for I have to tell him something important **blushes** Ayame won't stop talking to me, and Charlie is talking abou how he's going with the band he is working for now, and my mom is tired

Inutaisho: What are you going to tell Jared? **nudge**

**blushes** nothng

Inutaisho: should I tell InuyashaWindScar about him?

Why do we still need to bring him up!!! anyway, I got to work on sheep today too. YAY. Hard to believe it but it's fun. (read yesterday's post to know what the hell I'm talking about.)

Inutaisho:...Jared loves you

STOP IT. I LO- **covers mouth**

Inutaisho: HA I knew it. Anyway, another humilating thing about Akuma. She has been touched by a lot of boys at her school in the same place as Miroku would, and the principal wont' believe her

yeah, uh huh, sure. And here are questions to answers. You guys hate me don't you?

yamisgirl: yes conacts, they feel...well...strange. And I'm mad as hell at them because they wouldn't come out of my eye today, until I started yelling at them



Fanfiction

Note 1: If your wondering about 'ravens are accepted into the pack', well a year ago I did a report on wolves and I found out that ravens and wolves work together in hunting mostly. Crows, I think they are friends with wolves as well, I am not to sure. Note 2: Today's song is World on Fire by Sarah McLachlan

Chapter 5: World on Fire
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Akuma mostly refused to go outside. Whenever she did, she heard the voices of everyone, calling her scum, traitor, and much more. She knew that she has grown use to people calling her diffrent. but this wasn't the same. These words reminded her of how much pain she gave to Ayame and Kouga, how they had to protect her as best they could. She didn't like it.

"Akuma, I know you want to run away, and I understand why, but you can't just run away from your problems." Ayame conforted her friend.

It was the final month of pregnancy and the two were ordered to rest inside the cave, Akuma's Ketsueki grew worse and she coughed up blood countless times everyday. "Ayame, I need to, it won't be long until people find out you guys knew all along. And of course they will kill you."

Ayame smiled, "don't worry, Kouga and I can take care of ourselves."

"I just hope you're right" Akuma sighed, then felt a sharp pain and more blood blew out, damn.

Ayame had a pail of water by her, she handed some to her, "Thanks Ayame." Akuma drunk a bit.

Ayame's emerald eyes were lost in thought, Akuma doesn't seem like the type to give up on this kind of thing, I know she will run away. I must keep my eye on her as much as possible.

"Yo Ayame, are you okay" Akuma stared at her.

"yeah, Ow" Ayame touched her belly,"The baby kicked again." she smiled.

The wolfdog smiled, "well I can tell your child will be a feisty one."

"oh yeah, you're child I'm guessing is going to be rude and annoying." Ayame smirked.

"What is that suppose to mean..." Akuma glared at her.

"What else is the child of you and Kouga gonna turn out"

"Keh"

"It's the truth"

Akuma rolled her eyes.

"What are you two fighting about" Kouga came through the waterfall.

"just how our son will turn out."

"and our daughter." Ayame added.

"no, sons Ayame, SONS" Kouga growled.

Ayame rolled her eyes, "as if"

Akuma watched the two wolves go at each other in a useless fight, Times like this make you forget the trouble we're going thorugh. I wish I could stay, but I have to go. The wolfdog frowned.

"hey Akuma, what do you think your child will look like." Ayame turned to her.

"what...oh um maybe either have white hair with blue eyes, or black hair with amber eyes." Akuma thought for a minute.

"I think maybe my daughter would look like me but with blue eyes, or black hair and green eyes." Ayame pointed out.

"wench..." Kouga mumbled.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY" Akuma shouted.

Kouga twitched, I think the old Akuma's back., "what WENCH" he said right in her face.

"so, you think that if you call a woman 'wench' she is yours and she is your slave" Akuma pointed out.

Kouga wanted to play along, "of course"

"you BAKA" Akuma hit him on the head. She hit him so hard, it made Inuyasha's 'sit' look painless and like a simple trip. No matter how many times Kagome yelled it or said it.

Yay the old Akuma's back, Ayame smiled.

Kouga growled, great, the old Akuma's back.

"awww...the beauty and the beast are uselessly fighting" Ayame smiled.

"I never knew I was that good looking" Kouga smirked.

Akuma twitched, "Ha ha, very funny"

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It is the full moon again, Akuma stared at the full moon again. No body in the tribe, except Kouga and Ayame, knew about her turning into a wolf on the night of the full moon. So she was safe now. Stars were clear and glimmering. Mother... Akuma thought.

Ayame came out and sat by Akuma, it was a while before Ayame said something, "Thinking of your mother huh" Akuma nodded her head, on the account of wolf's mouth shape. Unless the wolf was given the gift of speech from the Moon Goddess, the wolf can not speak. "You should be happy for what your mother did, if you never did, then you would never be alive and with us now" she calmly explained. Akuma nodded.

"Ayame-sama, we need your help" Hakkaku's voice was heard.

They both looked and saw Ginta and Hakkaku trying to cut up a peice of meat, Ayame was twitching, "I told you never to call me that you got that" she got up and walked towards them.

Ayame, Akuma looked to the fire youkai claw that was still hung around her neck, Kouga. She looked around until she saw a bush...a rose bush. It wasn't the best, but there was no time to waste, she grabbed hold of a rose, and her wolf mouth endured the thorns that made her mouth bleed. She didn't care. She has tasted her own blood before. She placed it in front of the cave and looked once again at the tribe. Good bye...my love, and friend. And with that farewell, she ran. Ran like she never ran before. Of course she had to slow down at first on account of the baby. But she just had to get as far away as possible, I will never see them again...

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
The night has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I'll try to hold it in
Yeah I'll try to hold it in

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table

Bring what I am able
I watch the heavens but I find no calling
Something I can do to change what's coming
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone
Don't wanna be alone

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

Hearts break
Hearts mend
Love still hurts

Visions clash
Planes crash
Still there's talk of

Saving souls
Still the cold's
Closing in on us

We part the veil on our killing sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
The fortune of one man means less for some

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

I promise, your lives are saved. Akuma followed the moon, not knowing who, or what, she will run into.

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Deep in the forest, a voice growled deep inside the throat of a youkai, heh, here she comes, he smiled.

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"Okay Akuma..." Ayame walked back after a few hours bossing around Ginta and Hakkaku. "Akuma" she stared at the ground, "eh, she must have went to bed or gone for a walk." The wolf youkai was about to head into the cave until she noticed the rose. It was wilting a bit. Ayame thought it was weird for a rose to be this far away from the rose bush. She picked it up and sniffed it. On it was the scent of Akuma's blood. She looked at it and saw bite marks on it, Don't tell me...Akuma you didn't.., Ayame looked up and saw stale paw prints running off into the distance, while Akuma's scent was growing stale. "KOUGA" Ayame yelled.

Kouga came out, sleepy-eyed, "What is it...damn wretch, has no respect for..."

"Akuma ran away"

"...What"

"Akuma ran away" Ayame showed him the rose.

Kouga growled, "I'm going after her" he tore the rose from Ayame's grasp and ran off into the distance.

"Kouga..." Ayame looked at him. "Please return with Akuma" she wanted to go with him, but something told her that she should stay behind.

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It was morning and Akuma was her normal self again. She sat by a river, coughing up more blood, "I'm away from them" she smiled, "They are safe"

"Who is safe" a mysterious voice came behind her.

Akuma turned to see a man, he was a raven youkai, she could tell. He had black hair and black eyes. His skin was a deathly pale and he had dark maroon stripes on his cheeks, and a handosom fellow at that. Akuma narrowed her eyes, "who are you"

"Name's Tsumi, dear maiden. Your's"

"Akuma" the wolfdog stood up, Something's weird about this Tsumi.

"Ahhh, I see your pregnant."

"yeah what of it"

"You wouldn't be Akuma-sama, wolfdog daughter of the late dog general, Inutaisho-Sama?" Tsumi stared into her eyes.

Akuma glared at him, "yeah,"

"Well pardon me, " Tsumi bowed, "I didn't know that I was in the presence of the Moon Goddess' daughter."

"What" Akuma raised a brow.

"Don't you remember, when you were born, your mother gave her soul to the moon god to save you, in exchange for her soul. Therefore she became the new Moon Goddess." Tsumi raised.

Why is this guy being nice..."Wait a second, how do you know of my mother's death."

Tsumi smirked, then he started to laugh a bit, "because, dear Akuma-sama..." Tsumi's eyes grew red.

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I can smell her, her blood, wait, what's this scent mixed in...a raven...oh no, Akuma don't tell me your in trouble. Kouga growled and ran faster, Don't die...don't die before I get there.

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Akuma growled, "Tell me you bastard, did you know my mother."

"Of course I did, I knew her very well" Tsumi's red eyes closed, "I even loved her"

Akuma's mouth dropped, could he be my real father,

"Unfourtunately, that Inutaisho stole her away from me, if only your mother went with me, she would still be alive and in the pack" Tsumi growled.

Akuma thought, ulike dogs, ravens were accepted into the pack. He is not my father, of course I have the smell and the blood of a wolfdog, there is no way, "TELL ME NOW, how do you know how my mother died."

"Because dear Akuma", he started to grow feathers on his arms, "I helped in the process of killing your mother" Tsumi grinned as he transformed into his full youkai self.


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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

first time with contacts
Currently thinking: ,stupid faith; Current music: White Fairytail by SHAZNA; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 4:00 PM



My Life

Hi again **waves**

Inutaisho: Hey there.

Welcome to another post by me!!!. Today, I got my contacts.

Inutaisho: I agree, she looks sooo cute in them.

Dad...

Inutaisho: What???

Anyway, I talked to my friend Joy after a long time. She has a sister named Faith who prank called me and said the most strangest thing. Apparently, she 'thinks' she knows that Jared, another one of my friends, and I are in love. BUT IT WAS ALL A STUPID DREAM. So she said, 'Hey it's me Jared, I just want to say 'I love you baby' I was a little creeped out but it was funny. Then she told me that the cow says "moo" and the sheep says "baa."

Inutaisho: Wait, I thought you loved Kouga.

HOW ARE YOU KNOWING ALL THIS STUFF???

Inutaisho: Cause I'm your father, and what about InuyashaWindScar eh. I thought you said that you two are in love.

**blushes** and um, what else I did today. While I was at play practice, I wasn't needed that much so I got to be the head director in making sheep costumes. It was fun. also at the end, the cast had to say something nice about the person to the left of them, and one of my co-workers was at my right and she said that I was the most perfect boss. I made everything clear and understandable. Then she gave me a hug. I'm going to miss everybody there.

Inutaisho: I bet your going to miss them when we move.

yes...**sigh**

Inutaisho: I guess I get to say something humiliating about you, Akuma. If your ever wonder why she chose the name InuyashaDream. She would tell you that it was because it's like your having a dream about the show Inuyasha. But before she knew that Inuyasha was her brother, and before she knew that she was in love with Kouga (she has been in love with Kouga ever since she first saw him, but it took a few months before she realized that she was truely and deeply in love with him.) She was in love with Inuyasha. (Which she regrets because she is Inuyasha's sister.)

Yeah, good story **blushes** Now for the questions.

Magnus Lensherr: When I move, I might take a few days off, first to get the computer ready, then I have to get the internet going. Which might take two days at the most. But I think my mom might let me use her laptop.

SessLover18: I think fahther's day is the 18th...not sure though. Yes I'm moving to Cali, but I'm moving to San Diego.

babiixkagome: yes I'm moving to Cali. The reason I torture myself is for the storie's sake. **peace sign** **reads last chapter again** of course it is. I'm making a sequal too. **peace sign again** on my third chapter again, not to mention the second one is going to be 27 chapters long too.



Fanfiction

Note 1: the story has nothing to do with rain. Note 2: Today's song is 'Across the Universe by the Beatles.

Chapter 4: Across the Universe

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Akuma and Ayame were in thier forth month of pregnancy, and it wasn't a good one at that. Everyone knew of the pregnancy. Some thought it was great, but others thought it was making Kouga a pervert. What even got them more worried, was the fact that Akuma's dog scent got a bit stronger.

"I'm telling you, there is a wolfdog in the tribe." a wolf youkai, named Bujoku, growled at another wolf youkai, named Jikken. Jikken and Bujoku were both part of Kouga's tribe.

Jikken stared at him, "are you even sure that there is a wolfdog in the tribe."

"Of course there is, yesterday I smelt him...or her. It was defentaly a wolf that was mixed with one of those damn inus." Bujoku growled when he said the word inu.

"If what you say is true, then maybe we should keep a look out for this wolfdog scum" Jikken ordered, "And we should tell Kouga-sama as well"

"Damn wolfdogs, created when a wolf goes off the track of being a wolf and goes with those mutts" Bujoku snarled.

At that very moment, Jikken and Bujoku saw Kouga walking towards his cave, "KOUGA-SAMA" they both shouted.

Kouga turned to look at them, "Jikken-kun, Bujoku-kun"

Jikken stared into his eyes, "Bujoku-kun has said that he smells wolfdog in the tribe."

"Wolfdog..." Kouga thought for a second, then he realised, The're talking about Akuma..., "Ummm thanks guys, I will keep an eye out." he nodded to them. Bujoku and Jikken both felt proud and smiled as Kouga walked into the cave, where Akuma and Ayame heard the whole thing.

"Kouga..." Ayame sighed. Akuma's dog ears were lowered. Hopefully, my child, you will never have to go through this treachery. She stared down at her enormous belly, Why did my mother ever met my father...I would not be alive then...but still, my child would never have to worry about this...

"Kouga..." Akuma sighed, "I..." she felt that sharp pain again and leaned forward. Ayame and Kouga got ready to catch her, then she coughed up more blood. The blood gave a small smell of dog and wolf, It's the blood that's giving me away. Akuma thought, "Kouga, I think it's the blood that's giving me away."

"Are you sure" Kouga supported the wolfdog's weak body.

Ayame looked towards them and sniffed, she too reconized the scent of a inu and okami, "I think it is." Ayame noticed a little hint, "remember when the healer said that this was caused by Chi milk," she grasped her blue claw, "Maybe whoever poisoned Akuma, wants everybody in the tribe to know about Akuma."

"Who ever did it, will surely get a beating from me" Kouga made Akuma lean against the cave wall.

"don't be so rash Kouga" Akuma shuddered.

Kouga and Ayame looked at her, Kouga growled, "what do you mean don't be so rash, first of all you would never say that because you always like to jump into a fight, and second of all, YOU CAN DIE FROM THIS, so can the baby."

Akuma didn't want to talk about it and just turned her head to face the back wall, It's not that simple.

Ayame gave a deep growl deep in her throat, she didn't like the new Akuma. The wolfdog wasn't that social anymore, of course her mood swings were because of pregnancy and she understood, but Akuma would never not be social. No matter what. She gasped when she felt a small kick. "Kouga, it's the baby, she's kicking."

Kouga turned and smiled, "don't you mean HE'S kicking."

Baka, "Kouga..." she rolled her eyes.

Akuma would have laughed, but she just stared at the cave floor, what would it be like when the baby is born, if people are soon to figure out I'm a wolfdog, then they find out that the baby is a wolfdog, then the tribe would treat him a lot worse than what Inuyasha went through. She remembered the time he tried to save her brother from a few demons hurting him when they were younger.

Kouga looked into her amber eyes, they seemed to distant, far off in thought, What's she thinking?

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It is two days later. The hunt for the wolfdog in the tribe has been going through the whole tribe. Akuma tried to stay out of it as best she could, giving a truth excuse that she was pregnant. She stayed on the hill by the riverside most of her time. Her eyes followed a small school of fish in the stream, Why did I have to be born a wolfdog? Why did I agree to marry Kouga...I put both Ayame and Kouga in danger. It's all my fault. They will be killed I just know it. A small tear fell down her cheek. "WHY IN HELL -" she stared up to the sky, forgeting the world around her.

"Hey look their's Akuma-sama" Bujoku pointed out.

Jikken stared at her, "I wonder why she isn't helping out."

"She said something about being pregnant and having a sickness called Ketsueki or something like that."

Jikken shruged, "Let's go see if she's seen anything"

Bujoku and Jikken were stepping into the field when Akuma shouted into the air, "WHY DO I HAVE TO BE A WOLFDOG..."

Jikken and Bujoku stopped in their tracks, "Akuma-sama" they both whispered.

Akuma's dog ears picked up their words. They were upscent, and her nose sniffed them out. She turned to them, "Jikken-kun, Bujoku-kun." she knew that she said it, she just hoped that they didn't hear it, which was very unlikely on the account she screamed it into the air, she just hoped for the slim chance that they were deaf.

Jikken and Bujoku turned and ran to the tribe. Akuma stood up, I just hope that they don't find out Kouga and Ayame knew about me. She ran as best she could, her pregnant belly slowing her down.

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"What," Kouga yelled when he heard the news from Jikken and Bujoku, the whole tribe was listening.

"We are serious Kouga-sama, Akuma is the wolfdog scum." Jikken stood there.

Ayame narrowed her eyes, she didn't like people calling her friend 'scum' just because she's a wolfdog"T-there must me some mistake," Ayame lied.

Bujoku shook his head, "we are sorry Ayame-sama, but..."

"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU I DON'T LIKE BEING CALLED -SAMA (or lady in this case)" Ayame growled.

"Sorry, but it is the truth, she said it herself" Bujoku calmly said.

A small buzz began in the tribe, Kouga couldn't take it anymore, "QUIET, Jikken-kun, are you sure you heard Akuma say this."

"yes sir"

"Are you sure she was telling the truth,"

"Of course, she just screamed, 'why do I have to be a wolfdog..' into the air."

Kouga got a deep growl in this throat, They can't figure this out. Not now that Akuma is in the worse postition she can be in.

"Sir, did you know of this" Bujoku asked.

"...well I..."

"He never knew about it, neither did Ayame" a voice came from behind the crowd, everybody turned their heads to face this person.

"It's HER" a disgusted female wolf youkai voice snarled.

The crowd made a small path, and there, Kouga saw Akuma. Her white hair blowing gently in the wind, her red kimono was streched at the belly where the baby was living. Her right hand was grasping the claw that hung around her neck, her wolf tail was drooping so were her ears. Kouga saw in her amber eyes, they were bloodshot. She's been crying, Kouga gasped.

Akuma walked down the small path between the two crowds. A few of the wolf youkais spitted at her, everyone whispered, but she heard them all, "scum" one said, another whispered, "traiter" and a lot more words that broke her heart even more. She tried to escape from the voices, but they surrounded her. "I can't believe she mated with OUR leader" another hissed. "Wolfdog mutts, only created when a wolf goes against the code and weds a dog...the child of a traitor" one shouted.

Words are flowing out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

The wolfdog stared at the ground until she was in front of Kouga. "Kouga..." she whispered, and lowered her head and her hair hung and hid her face

Jikken snarled, "Wolfdog scum"

"She should be burned at the stake" a voice screamed from the crowd.

"NO she should be starved to death" another voice bellowed

Akuma clenched her teeth, Why do they hate wolfdogs this much, a tear rolled down her cheek, why are dogs and wolves enemies, we have the same ancesters...and the same genes.

She's crying, Kouga looked down at a dark spot in the ground that was formed by her tear, it was soon mixed in with the rain that started to pour, everyone gave more suggestions on how to kill her, "QUIET, THAT'S ENOUGH" he shouted. Everyone stopped and was the world was quiet. Even the birds stopped singng. "I will decide her fate" he took Akuma by the elbow and dragged her to the cave.

"Kouga-sama, what..." Jikken growled.

"She will stay with me, until I decide her fate" he spun his head, his face was twisted.

Jikken backed off a bit, and nodded.

Ayame followed Kouga and Akuma inside the cave. "Kouga, I'm sorry" the wolfdog turned away, "I didn't know they were there" Akuma sighed as Kouga let her go and sat down at the back of the room.

Kouga looked away, "Ayame..."

"Yes" Ayame was surprised that Kouga remembered she was there.

"Protect Akuma as best you can. Now that everybody knows, they will do anything to kill her"

Ayame nodded, her short brown hair bobbed.

"Kouga, listen to me" Akuma tried to look into his eyes.

"Akuma, I know...you didn't mean to" Kouga sighed.

Akuma growled, "KOUGA, DON'T YOU GET IT...they might find out about you two knowing of me and kill you guys. I think I should run away"

"NO" Kouga yelled and stood up, "YOU WILL BE FINE HERE YOU GOT THAT"

Akuma knew she couldn't win in this battle, and nodded. Kouga sighed and wrapped his arms around her, "Akuma, I love you too much, I will protect you as best as I can, we need to think about the child."

"But Kouga, you can't protect me forever"

"Yes I can" his hug was a bit tighter, careful of the child.

"Maybe Inuyasha can..."

"NO whatever you are about to say, I won't let Inuyasha get in no matter what."

Akuma dug her face into his chest, "but he is your brother-in-law" ,

"I don't care..."

Akuma growled deep in her throat, I won't let Kouga control me, he can't be hurt, neither must Ayame, I must run away. She clenched her teeth.

Ayame knew what Akuma was thinking, and clenched her fist, Akuma, I know what you have to do, and I agree.

Kouga broke from the hug and turned, At least it's raining.


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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

box of rain
Currently thinking: ,how is a raven like a writting desk; Current music: Family Guy Theme song; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:47 PM



My Life

heya

Inutaisho: I'm here

your probably wondering why Inuyasha's, Sesshomaru's, and my 'Father' is doing here. Well, in celebration of Father's day, I decided to bring my 'father on. It was an easier choice than mother's day.

Inutaisho: Why wouldn't you have your human father on?

...**lowers head** because...

Inutaisho: ...I see.

**cough** well, anyway. Let's see what you guys missed in my life. OH, kaitnic (aka Ayame) and I finally got to talk to each other on the phone. I told her that we are moving to CA in the summer, don't know when. She was so excited cause she lives in CA and in the area where I'm moving so she's so happy. Also, please say Happy Birthday to her. cause today's her B-day. but she doesn't go onto Otaku that much anymore so...I can tell her for you. Also today's 6-6-06, a thing that only happens every 1,000 years. **shivers**

Inutaisho: ...Happy birthday Ayame.

Anyway, I decided I'm going to do these kinds of post every day, except for the review part, that's only on Saturday. Along with the Fan Fiction I'm writting, by the way. THank you, thank you. I'm so glad you love it.

Inutaisho: ...

you don't talk much do you?

Inutaisho nope

howabout I let you say ever day, or every once a week, you tell the good viewers out there something that they don't know about me that you know.

Inutaisho: okay, how about, for today. Akuma, when she was only a wee pup, she loved the color pink and she was a total girly girl, and she wore make-up like a prep and she loved wearing dresses.

**gulp** okay, that's enough. You can only say one thing per day.

Inutaisho: you are so good to your father.

yeah...uh huh, sure. Okay, I promised to answer a few questions, now here we go. Look for your name below to find your answer:
Magnus Lensherr: yes, the story took three months to write. From Christmas to St. Patricks day, I'm serious. When I get to post on a new day, it has to start at 11:00 for me. It goes by the Eastern Paciffic Timezone for me.

babiixkagome: I don't like spoiling the story but, I can't tell you whats happening to me(Akuma) in the story, except that I'm coughing up blood. And yes, something is wrong, but the cough is not natural **wink wink**

Sakabato Samurai: Dont' worry, I keep the story at PG-13, I never really like writting the M (or R) rated stories. There is a rape, but I don't go into detail. No, I did not make the background. And I'm too lazy to tell you where I got it.



Reviews
Inuyasha: The Tragic Love Song of Destiny, Part 2 (Episode Number: 148 Season Num: 6): 4 out of 5

Episode Recap:
Kaede narrates a special episode that explains Kikyo's life as a miko, her recieving the Shikon no Tama and Naraku's trap for her and Inuyasha.

Episode Notes
In the scenes where Kikyo, and Inuyasha are sitting on the hill and riding in the boat the instrumental version of Dearest, by Ayumi Hamasaki, can be heard playing in the background.

This and episode 147 were originally aired as the 1-hour "Spring Special" in Japan on April 19, 2004.

V6's "Change the World" (OP1) is a special ED for this episode only.

Episode Quotes

Inuyasha: Kikyo, I will become a human. I swear I'm not just saying this. I will become a human.
Kikyo: Inuyasha.
Inuyasha: So that you can become a human too, and be my . . .
Kikyo: Enough. Stop, that's all I need to hear.
Inuyasha: Kikyo, I truly am. . .
**Kikyo suddenly kisses Inuyasha, then Inuyasha returns the kiss**

Episode Trivia
In this episode, we find out that Kaede lost her sight in her right eye all because Kikyo shot a demon, which injured Kaede's eye.

Kikyo had never brought any weapons with her when she went to meet Inuyasha nor did she have any as she struggled back to the village. So where'd she get the arrow and bow to shoot him with? It seemed she had just arrived, so there would be no time to get weapons.

How did Naraku know that calling Inuyasha half-demon (hanyou) would hurt him?

Answer: Because Naraku is in the same boat as Inuyasha, and knows how it feels to be called a half-demon.

What is tragic about this is that Kikyo and Inuyasha did not meet at the same time at the same place, because Naraku had disguised himself as Inuyasha the previous night and changed the date with Kikyo to morning instead of noon, as it was originally supposed to be.

If Naraku had the skill to look like anyone he wants, why didn't he look like Inuyasha again and kill Kagome and the others?

The reason Naraku didn't transform into Inuyasha again, is because Miroku and Sango are highly trained and can sense the auras of different beings. Inuyasha and Naraku's auras are different.

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Eureka Seven: Glorious Brilliance (Episode Number: 8 Season Num: 1 ) : 3. out of 5

Episode Recap:
Eureka, Renton, and the kids meet an old woman named Tiptory while on a shopping trip. When they join her for a cup of tea, they're interrupted by Holland, who forces his way into Tiptory's apartment. Tiptory happens to be the key to an anti-government organization, which leads to the Gekkostate capturing her.

Episode Notes
This is the first episode where Eureka scolds Maeter.

Episode Quotes
Renton: Uh, hey, Eureka.
Eureka: Hmm?
Renton: Look! **holds out the "Ray=Out" magazine with him on the cover** Do you think it's cool?
Eureka: "Do I think it's cool?" What's cool?

Episode Trivia
This episode featured the song "Tiger Track" by KAGAMI.

Episode Allusions
Code Names: Alice in Wonderland
Alice's adventures in Wonderland is referenced by Holland and his gang by using code names consisting of: The Mad Hatter, Queen of Hearts, Alice, and the White Rabbit. (Like I didn't know that **rolls eyes**)




FanFiction

Note 1: **professer like** Today's chapter's song is Box of Rain by the Grateful Dead. Note 2: when they are talking and theres ' and ' around the words, thats Japanese translations when they are giving names. I have nothing further to say **everyone sighs in relief due to how I would blab on and on at this point**

Fanfiction: Why Do I Have To Be Different, Written by Akuma (AKA InuyashaDream)

Chapter 3: Box of Rain

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It is now three months of pregnancy. Ayame and Akuma's stomachs were now 'fat'. Kouga told Ayame of what happened the full moon night but never mentioned it to Akuma.

While Akuma was inside the cave, alone, Kouga and Ayame were walking.

"Kouga...why do you think you smell Akuma's blood lately." Ayame turned to him.

Kouga shook his head, "I just don't know. It must not be serious if Akuma hasn't mentioned it."

They walked back into the cave and they didn't know it. "I just think we should talk about..."

"About what" Akuma popped up.

Kouga was shocked so was Ayame, Kouga wanted to tell the truth but couldn't, "Baby names" he lied.

"Baby names" Akuma lifted one of her eyebrows.

Ayame knew there was no turning back, "yes baby names. I mean we only have two months until we give birth."

Akuma knew something was wrong here but she decided to play along, "okay...what kind of names."

Kouga and Ayame sighed, she was fooled. They both sat down as they thought for a minute.

Ayame was the first to shoot up with an answer, "I was thinking of naming our daughter something like Ame"

"'Rain'...name our SON after rain? Why don't we give HIM a name like Kari"

Ayame rolled her eyes, name HER after the 'hunt' you got to be kidding me. Name it after the moon, Tsuki."

"I think my son should have a powerful name like Gekido, 'rage'." Akuma popped up

Kouga thought for a moment, "No that seems a bit too...evil like, but I do like how you think"

"How about something like Kagekiha, 'radical'" Akuma shrugged.

Ayame replied, "that seems a bit like the language of those guys from Kagome's time...what did she call them...oh yeah, surfers. I think a perfect daughter name would be Yorokobi"

Kouga and Akuma stared at her,"'Delight?'"

Ayame stared at them, "okay maybe not Yorokobi but maybe...something like Arashi"

Kouga smiled,"Now that's a alpha's name, 'storm'"

Akuma growled in her throat, "oh yeah just because your name means 'steel fang' or something like that doesn't mean that every alpha has a powerful name. Look at Ayame's name, it means 'Iris' and my name means...just forget about it."

"Wait a second, what does Akuma mean" Ayame thought.
"JUST FORGET ABOUT IT OKAY, let's just say it means...'devilish person'" Akuma folded her arms, Ayame and Kouga stared at her, "what, can't some one have that kind of name or something. Now lets get back to baby names, I've been thinking. I know that my son will have a great 'fighting spirit' so how about Toshi."

"Nice but...a girls name would be something 'sly' like Zurui." Ayame thought.

"Maybe Kousen, after all, him being a wolfdog and all, he will go through a lot of 'battles'." Akuma slowly rubbed her stomach, knowing that there was life inside.

"I think that's enough for now" Kouga streached.

Akuma looked up, "yes, I think maybe we should stop." she got up and leaned against the wall, her white wolf tail wagged a bit. "I need to go outside for a bit..." she sighed and walked out the cave.

"Akuma has been taking a lot of walks lately" Ayame stared at the waterfall.

Kouga stood there, something told him that he should follow her, "I have to see what's she's up too" he shouted and ran out the cave.

Ayame felt it too, she felt the instict of something weird, and followed as well.

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Akuma ran to a small hill in the middle of no where. It was the beginning of fall and the trees were slowly turning red, orange, yellow, and other colors. The wolfdog youkai grasped the claw that hung around her neck. Damn that pain agian she started to sweat. I think this is serious...maybe Kouga should know...no Kouga should not know...maybe I should just tell Ayame...no she would make Kouga suspicious. I can't go to the healer, she would tell Kouga no matter what I say...why do I feel like, her thoughts trailed off, like I should keep this from Kouga. Akuma felt weak again and fell, Kouga just came into the feild when she fell

"AKUMA" Kouga shouted.

Akuma slowly got up, What was that voice, it sounded like...no he can't be here...not now...while...,she grasped her stomach as blood flowed out of her mouth.

"AKUMA" Kouga shouted even more when he saw it. Akuma couldn't take the pain anymore and leaned forward until her world went black and she fell head first into the puddle of blood. Staining her white hair.

"Aku-" Kouga gasped and lifted her up a bit.

"Kouga" Ayame's voice came.

Kouga looked down to see Ayame at the bottom of the hill, "Ayame, come here"

"WHAT" Ayame was confused.

"GET UP HERE."

Ayame didn't see what happend, and was confused until she saw blood dripping from Akuma's face. She knew then and ran up the hill.

"Stay here with Akuma while I go get our healer, Yakuso." Kouga ordered.

Ayame agreed while Kouga laid Akuma in the grass away from the puddle of blood. Ayame sat down next to her. Doing whatever she can to help.

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A while later Yakuso got there and was examining Akuma. After a few minutes of looking and questioning Kouga, she came with a conclusion, "Well she has Shukketsu Suru, or for shorter Ketsueki. This sickness makes the victim cough up blood and in violent ways, from what I noticed it's been happening for three months at the least."

"THREE MONTHS" Ayame was shocked, "but she's been pregnant for three months."

"That's one on the things I'm worried about, of course one of the syptoms is not telling anyone about it, no wonder she didn't even come to me about it." Yakuso sighed, "what I am really worried about is the fact of how you can get it, and there is only one way."

"And that is..." Kouga was serious.

"milk from the Chi plant. If milk from the Chi plant is ever put inside a body through the mouth and into the stomach, then they get this sickness, I am not sure if anybody in the tribe would try to poison her." Yokuso rubbed her head.

Ayame looked at Akuma's pale face, If someone found out she's a wolfdog, then maybe there is, "Is there a cure."

"Well no," the wolf youkai healer lowered her face, "but it won't kill her, I hope, but I am more worried about the baby, whatever goes in her stomach goes to the baby, but Chi milk sometimes doesn't go to the baby at all. I just hope it's the matter here. Also I know she will lose a lot of blood so keep trying to make her drink water and while she is like this, it's best not to go in a lot of fights"

"How long will it be before she is cured." Kouga clenched his fist.

The healer shook her head, "It's hard to say, from what I know she took a few drops, so it will pass in a month or so."

"thank you" Ayame bowed respectfully. Kouga followed.

Yakuso smiled and bowed, "come to me for any other problems."

"eh..." Akuma started to awake as Yakuso left the feild.

"I think I should leave for a while" Ayame knew Kouga had to talk to the wolfdog and left the feild.

"Kouga" Akuma got up.

Kouga sat down next to her, "Akuma...you should have told me." he sighed.

"About what"

"About your sickness, Yakuso called it Ketsueki. I know it makes you not want to tell others, but still that's not like you, you should have told me."

Akuma looked away, "I've been thinking lately, I just figured that you didn't care about me anymore. I mean the necklace was one thing but, I know you've been kissing Ayame a lot more. I just figured that-"

"Akuma.." Kouga remembered that night a month ago when Akuma saw Ayame and him kissing, "I do care about you, you've just not been yourself lately. And I've been worried."

"THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY ANYTHING" Akuma glared at him, her eyes were getting a bit mosture. She never like crying, but she couldn't contain herself, "I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT IT TO AYAME. And I know you told her not to tell me" her face was twisted with angst, "I bet you don't even love me anymore" she whispered quietly.

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, I CARE ABOUT YOU" he turned to her.

"I know your speaking lies, speaking lies just to make me feel better" she growled.

Kouga couldn't take it anymore, "I LOVE YOU AKUMA DAMN IT"

Look out of any window, any morning, any evening, any day.
Maybe the sun is shining, birds are singing,
No rain is falling from a heavy sky
What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through?
For this is all a dream we dreamed one afternoon, long ago.


Walk out of any doorway, feel you way, feel your way like the day before.
Maybe you'll find direction,
Around some corner where it's been waiting to meet you.
What do you want me to do, to watch for you while you are sleeping?
The please don't be surprised whe you find me dreaming too.


Look into any eyes find you find by you, you can see clear to another day,
Maybe been seen before, through other eyes on other days while going home.
What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through?
It's all a dream we dreamed one afternoon, long ago.


Walk into splintered sunlight,
Inch your way through dead dreams to another land.
Maybe you're tired and broken,
Your tongue is twisted with words half spoken and thoughts unclear


What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through?
A box of rain will ease the pain, and love will see you through.


Just a box of rain, wind and water,
Sun and shower, wind and rain,
In and out the window like a moth before a flame.


And it's just a box of rain, I don't know who put it there,
Believe it you you need it, or leave it if you dare.


And it's just a box of rain, or a ribbon for tour hair;
Such a long long time to be gone, and a short time to be there.


He grasped her in his arms and kissed her on the lips. That kiss made Akuma realise, Kouga did love her. She slowly kissed back. Kouga... she melted into his grasp and forgot everything...and nothing else in the world mattered...

"erm..." Ayame's voice was heard from behind them.

Akuma and Kouga tore from the kiss and stared at her, Kouga was having major de jah vuu, "Umm do you know I still love you both." he smiled.

Ayame rolled her eyes, "of course I do" she got into the big hug and kissed Kouga on the cheek.

Kouga smiled, so how is my son doing after that 'episode' he looked towards Akuma.

"I think he wil..."

"WHAT" two voices screamed.

The youkais turned to see Ginta and Hakkaku staring up at them, "Ginta, Hakkaku" Kouga growled.

"Is Akuma pregnant" Ginta screamed.

Hakkaku looked at Ayame, "SHE TOO?"

"I guess the cat's out of the bag," Akuma sighed as she rememberd that line Kagome said.

Kouga surfaced his fangs, "yeah, I guess you can tell the whole tribe then."

"Jezz Kouga, it's been like five months already since you married them, how long have they been pregnant." Ginta asked.

Kouga growled deep in his throat and whispered, "three months"

Hakkaku looked up at him, "WHAT WAS THAT"

"THREE MONTHS" he shouted, "AND IF YOUR GOING TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE I'M A PERVERT, THEN YOU BETTER NOT SAY IT WHILE YOU'RE ALIVE." Kouga raised a fist at them.

Ginta and Hakkaku shivered, "No-o...s-sir" they shivered.

"Wait until the tribe finds out" Ginta shouted.

"LET'S GO TELL EVERYBODY" Hakkaku followed.

Kouga placed his forehead in his hand and growled, "great, now the whole tribe will think I'm a pervert"



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