Sunday, June 4, 2006

quick note and a fanfic
hey, welcome to my new layout. I am not at my fast computer at the moment so I cannot give you a real post. On monday I will be back and I can give you the 101 on my life so far. Tell me on what you think of the site and what I should change. I would do it here, but I don't have the right equipment. oh, and I added an element to all my post, just look below. Note: I have my TV recording every anime that I can't see at the moment so I will also do that too



FanFiction

some of you have asked me to post my fanfiction up so they can read it. I was going to give you links, but I don't want some of you reading a few stuff. This story is called 'Why Do I Have To Be Different?' and it's about me (Akuma), and the rest of the inu gang living together in a world. Note: I'm a wolfdog that looks like Inuyasha except for the female qualitys and the wolf's tail. Note 2: Ayame is actually not the Ayame from Inuyasha, she's actually a friend of mine. And she has herself a wolf youkai too. Note 3: Every Chapter has a song, this one is Good Day Sunshine from the Beatles. Note 4: Ayame and I are both married to Kouga. Note 5: when words are in Italics, that means they are thinking. Please enjoy the story

Chapter 1: Good Day Sunshine


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Akuma sat on top of the hill looking down at the river. She leaned back until her back was pressed against a tree, How do I tell him, she sighed and closed her eyes as she let the sun seep through the branches and onto her face. Kouga and her have been married for two months, not to mention he also married Ayame. The wolfdog chuckled as she remembered when Kouga couldn't make up his mind for choosing which one to marry. But her happiness fadded when she felt her ab again. She just went to the healer of the wolf tribe to see what was wrong with her stomach and why she was puking. Ayame had the same thing happen to her and they went there together and found out together.

"Did you tell him yet" a womans voice came out of no where.

Akuma's dog ears twitched to the surprise of the voice and popped open her eyes to see Ayame, "no not yet"

"Me neither" she sighed as she sat down next to her.

"I am just worried how he will react" Akuma again sighed.

"He will figure it out sooner or later, it is gonna be best if it's sooner."

"Figure out what" a man's voice questioned.

Akuma and Ayame both jumped a bit and stared at the man, it was Kouga.

"What are you two hiding," the wolf youkai folded his arms and stared at his two mates.

Ayame turned her head slowly to Akuma and they could both tell, they had to say it NOW.

They both stood up and walked slowly towards him. Ayame's emerald eyes and Akuma's amber eyes both met Kouga's rain-blue ones. They could see in his eyes, questioning and confusion. Ayame took Kouga's hand and gently wrapped her own around it, and Akuma followed.

"Kouga," Akuma began.

Ayame knew what to say as well, "You know we've been sick for a while now"

"we went to the healer and found out it was much more serious than we thought."

Kouga's eyes popped open, Serious?

"Kouga..." whispered in unison Akuma and Ayame stared at the ground, their teeth clenched.

Serious? How serious, like death serious?, Kouga stared at them, holding his breath.

The two couldn't hold it any longer, "KOUGA WE'RE PREGNANT"

Kouga's eyes widened as his mouth dropped, "YOU'RE WHAT" Ayame and Akuma backed off just a bit Kouga calmed down a bit, "for how long"

"the healer said it has been a few weeks. This is our first month" Ayame explained.

Kouga took a moment to think about it, Pregnant, two months after marriage that's sick. It's like being that monk that travels with that inu-mutt. But still, I've always thought what it would be like to have children, maybe it won't be THAT bad, not to mention I need an heir to the alpha male. Kouga smiled and hugged them both.

Ayame and Akuma sighed, they both knew that it was gonna be okay.

At that very moment, Kouga remembered a song that Kagome sang once. He thought of it and hummed the tune to himself as the words played through his mind.

Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine

I need to laugh and when the sun is out
I've got something I can laugh about
I feel good in a special way
I'm in love and it's a sunny day

Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine

We take a walk, the sun is shining down
Burns my feet as they touch the ground

Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine

Then we'd lie beneath the shady tree
I love her and she's loving me
She feels good, she knows she's looking fine
I'm so proud to know that she is mine.

Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine, Good Day Sunshine


Kouga backed off from the wolfdog youkai and the wolf youkai, "Let's go back to the den" he smiled.

Ayame and Akuma both stared at each other, Akuma was the one to reply, "I just want to stay here for a bit, Ayame you can go back with him."

Ayame nodded and went with Kouga back to the den.

Ayame sat down and leaned against the tree again, Now how am I ever gonna tell Inuyasha that I'm bearing his child with out blowing up the whole world, she smiled.

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Kouga saw the tribe's village in their territory come into focus. Ayame sighed, until she felt something snaking up her throat. She ran off the path and went behind a tree while Kouga stared at her, knowing she was okay then he thought of something, What if Hakkaku and Ginta find out about this they will never let it down that Ayame and Akuma BOTH got pregnant in the two months of marriage. But I know it won't be a secret once they get 'fatter' and once the babies are born

"What's wrong Kouga" Ayame limped out. Her face was a bit pale.

"Listen Ayame, how about we don't tell anybody about 'this' for a while" Kouga asked her.

"Why" Ayame tilted her head.

Kouga didn't want to explain all of it now, "Just because I just don't want you too, wait did you tell anybody allready"

"nope, except the healer, and I told her not to tell any one eirther"

"Good," he sighed as he wrapped his arm around her. She felt so weak, maybe because of her 'current sickness'. He started stroking her hair as they continued their walk.

They got inside their cave and Kouga laied Ayame down on a small mat and kissed her gently on the cheek.

"KOUGA, KOUGA" two voices screamed through the waterfall that held Kouga, Ayame, and Akuma's enterence to their cave.

OH great those two at a time like this, Kouga snarled and turned to see Hakkaku and Ginta smiling at him, along with a few wolves, "What"

Ginta's smile fadded, "are we interupting something"

Kouga was confused until he remembered that Ayame was behind him, sleeping from the sounds he hear. "No, Ayame just been sick a bit so she laid down to rest"

"What about Akuma" Hakkaku tilted his head, "Isn't she sick as well"

"Yeah but she's been stuck to that river all day and I don't know how to tear her apart from it." Kouga stood up.

Ginta sighed, "Well anyway, you know how we've been having trouble with prey for a while, even during Spring"

Kouga wasn't following, "yeah"

"And now that it's the begining of Summer and we found a whole feild full of prey" Hakkaku smiled.

Ginta followed, "and it's full, I mean FULL of prey"

Kouga stared at the two and sighed, "So you two found lots of prey huh" Ginta and Hakkaku both smiled wide, they knew that somehow they were gonna get a reward, Kouga continued, "heh" he chuckeled a bit. He twitched and yelled, "AND YOU BOTHERED ME JUST FOR THAT, YOU KNOW THAT'S THE FIELD WHERE WE GET OUR FOOD WHEN REAL PREY IS SCARCE"

Ginta, "it is"

Kouga was mad now, "OF COURSE YOU BAKA"

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While Ginta and Hakkaku both got a beating from Kouga, Akuma was still staring down at the river's side. "Now that Kouga knows about it," I guess I have nothing to worry about." she slowly got up, she felt a little sick. She decided to get back to the den and lay down. She walked for a bit until she noticed that her stomach was feeling much worse now than ever. Her eyes got a little cross-eyed, but she kept on going on. "I shouldn't feel THIS sick." she held her stomach for a bit and leaned against the nearest tree until she felt a bit better, I don't get it, Ayame is feeling sick as well, but I feel like I'm gonna die this can't be part of pregnancy, it's only been a few weeks, she started walking again and soon she came into the clan. She was about to get to the cave when two wolf youkai children ran up to her.

"Lady Akuma" they both cried, one was a girl and the other was a boy. Lady Akuma was what the clan called her, allthough Akuma never liked it. She wanted to dig the children's faces into the ground but she wasn't feeling like she wanted to do that NOW, "Lady Akuma we are wondering why you have pointy triangle ears and the rest of us don't" their faces stared up into hers.

She could have easly given the answer by saying she was half dog, but there was a problem. In this tribe, dogs are considered 'scum' or something else. No one liked dogs. Even worse, nobody like wolfdogs, like Akuma. If a dog ever came into the tribe without one of the alpha's word, then they will be punished with death. I know what your thinking, your thinking that Kouga or Ayame could easly say that Akuma is part dog and is allowed in the tribe, but dogs can't be alpha, even IF they ARE wolfdogs. They are instantly killed and anybody else that knew of it without saying would get killed as well. "I just have a weird family past" Akuma, didn't lie she did have a weird family past but she didn't say the whole truth, "Now if you will excuse me, I need to get inside"

"Bye Bye Lady Akuma." they both smiled and waved.

Akuma didn't want to enter the cave just yet. She followed the outside of the cave for a minute until she came to a small pond, her secret pond. She stared down into the water. It was clear and crisp. She felt that sickness again and saw her sway in her reflection. This time she felt really sick and her legs couldn't support her anymore. Her knees banged against the ground as she wrapped her arms around her stomach and leaned forward. Then came the blood, she puked blood into the small pond. She slowly opened her eyes and saw the blood swirl in the water. Am I gonna die, her pain slowly subsided and she was able to stand again. She turned and decided, It was nothing, just a simple cough with blood that's all, and she walked back to the cave, There's no reason to tell anyone, not even Kouga.



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