Wednesday, June 7, 2006

first time with contacts
Currently thinking: ,stupid faith; Current music: White Fairytail by SHAZNA; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 4:00 PM



My Life

Hi again **waves**

Inutaisho: Hey there.

Welcome to another post by me!!!. Today, I got my contacts.

Inutaisho: I agree, she looks sooo cute in them.

Dad...

Inutaisho: What???

Anyway, I talked to my friend Joy after a long time. She has a sister named Faith who prank called me and said the most strangest thing. Apparently, she 'thinks' she knows that Jared, another one of my friends, and I are in love. BUT IT WAS ALL A STUPID DREAM. So she said, 'Hey it's me Jared, I just want to say 'I love you baby' I was a little creeped out but it was funny. Then she told me that the cow says "moo" and the sheep says "baa."

Inutaisho: Wait, I thought you loved Kouga.

HOW ARE YOU KNOWING ALL THIS STUFF???

Inutaisho: Cause I'm your father, and what about InuyashaWindScar eh. I thought you said that you two are in love.

**blushes** and um, what else I did today. While I was at play practice, I wasn't needed that much so I got to be the head director in making sheep costumes. It was fun. also at the end, the cast had to say something nice about the person to the left of them, and one of my co-workers was at my right and she said that I was the most perfect boss. I made everything clear and understandable. Then she gave me a hug. I'm going to miss everybody there.

Inutaisho: I bet your going to miss them when we move.

yes...**sigh**

Inutaisho: I guess I get to say something humiliating about you, Akuma. If your ever wonder why she chose the name InuyashaDream. She would tell you that it was because it's like your having a dream about the show Inuyasha. But before she knew that Inuyasha was her brother, and before she knew that she was in love with Kouga (she has been in love with Kouga ever since she first saw him, but it took a few months before she realized that she was truely and deeply in love with him.) She was in love with Inuyasha. (Which she regrets because she is Inuyasha's sister.)

Yeah, good story **blushes** Now for the questions.

Magnus Lensherr: When I move, I might take a few days off, first to get the computer ready, then I have to get the internet going. Which might take two days at the most. But I think my mom might let me use her laptop.

SessLover18: I think fahther's day is the 18th...not sure though. Yes I'm moving to Cali, but I'm moving to San Diego.

babiixkagome: yes I'm moving to Cali. The reason I torture myself is for the storie's sake. **peace sign** **reads last chapter again** of course it is. I'm making a sequal too. **peace sign again** on my third chapter again, not to mention the second one is going to be 27 chapters long too.



Fanfiction

Note 1: the story has nothing to do with rain. Note 2: Today's song is 'Across the Universe by the Beatles.

Chapter 4: Across the Universe

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Akuma and Ayame were in thier forth month of pregnancy, and it wasn't a good one at that. Everyone knew of the pregnancy. Some thought it was great, but others thought it was making Kouga a pervert. What even got them more worried, was the fact that Akuma's dog scent got a bit stronger.

"I'm telling you, there is a wolfdog in the tribe." a wolf youkai, named Bujoku, growled at another wolf youkai, named Jikken. Jikken and Bujoku were both part of Kouga's tribe.

Jikken stared at him, "are you even sure that there is a wolfdog in the tribe."

"Of course there is, yesterday I smelt him...or her. It was defentaly a wolf that was mixed with one of those damn inus." Bujoku growled when he said the word inu.

"If what you say is true, then maybe we should keep a look out for this wolfdog scum" Jikken ordered, "And we should tell Kouga-sama as well"

"Damn wolfdogs, created when a wolf goes off the track of being a wolf and goes with those mutts" Bujoku snarled.

At that very moment, Jikken and Bujoku saw Kouga walking towards his cave, "KOUGA-SAMA" they both shouted.

Kouga turned to look at them, "Jikken-kun, Bujoku-kun"

Jikken stared into his eyes, "Bujoku-kun has said that he smells wolfdog in the tribe."

"Wolfdog..." Kouga thought for a second, then he realised, The're talking about Akuma..., "Ummm thanks guys, I will keep an eye out." he nodded to them. Bujoku and Jikken both felt proud and smiled as Kouga walked into the cave, where Akuma and Ayame heard the whole thing.

"Kouga..." Ayame sighed. Akuma's dog ears were lowered. Hopefully, my child, you will never have to go through this treachery. She stared down at her enormous belly, Why did my mother ever met my father...I would not be alive then...but still, my child would never have to worry about this...

"Kouga..." Akuma sighed, "I..." she felt that sharp pain again and leaned forward. Ayame and Kouga got ready to catch her, then she coughed up more blood. The blood gave a small smell of dog and wolf, It's the blood that's giving me away. Akuma thought, "Kouga, I think it's the blood that's giving me away."

"Are you sure" Kouga supported the wolfdog's weak body.

Ayame looked towards them and sniffed, she too reconized the scent of a inu and okami, "I think it is." Ayame noticed a little hint, "remember when the healer said that this was caused by Chi milk," she grasped her blue claw, "Maybe whoever poisoned Akuma, wants everybody in the tribe to know about Akuma."

"Who ever did it, will surely get a beating from me" Kouga made Akuma lean against the cave wall.

"don't be so rash Kouga" Akuma shuddered.

Kouga and Ayame looked at her, Kouga growled, "what do you mean don't be so rash, first of all you would never say that because you always like to jump into a fight, and second of all, YOU CAN DIE FROM THIS, so can the baby."

Akuma didn't want to talk about it and just turned her head to face the back wall, It's not that simple.

Ayame gave a deep growl deep in her throat, she didn't like the new Akuma. The wolfdog wasn't that social anymore, of course her mood swings were because of pregnancy and she understood, but Akuma would never not be social. No matter what. She gasped when she felt a small kick. "Kouga, it's the baby, she's kicking."

Kouga turned and smiled, "don't you mean HE'S kicking."

Baka, "Kouga..." she rolled her eyes.

Akuma would have laughed, but she just stared at the cave floor, what would it be like when the baby is born, if people are soon to figure out I'm a wolfdog, then they find out that the baby is a wolfdog, then the tribe would treat him a lot worse than what Inuyasha went through. She remembered the time he tried to save her brother from a few demons hurting him when they were younger.

Kouga looked into her amber eyes, they seemed to distant, far off in thought, What's she thinking?

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It is two days later. The hunt for the wolfdog in the tribe has been going through the whole tribe. Akuma tried to stay out of it as best she could, giving a truth excuse that she was pregnant. She stayed on the hill by the riverside most of her time. Her eyes followed a small school of fish in the stream, Why did I have to be born a wolfdog? Why did I agree to marry Kouga...I put both Ayame and Kouga in danger. It's all my fault. They will be killed I just know it. A small tear fell down her cheek. "WHY IN HELL -" she stared up to the sky, forgeting the world around her.

"Hey look their's Akuma-sama" Bujoku pointed out.

Jikken stared at her, "I wonder why she isn't helping out."

"She said something about being pregnant and having a sickness called Ketsueki or something like that."

Jikken shruged, "Let's go see if she's seen anything"

Bujoku and Jikken were stepping into the field when Akuma shouted into the air, "WHY DO I HAVE TO BE A WOLFDOG..."

Jikken and Bujoku stopped in their tracks, "Akuma-sama" they both whispered.

Akuma's dog ears picked up their words. They were upscent, and her nose sniffed them out. She turned to them, "Jikken-kun, Bujoku-kun." she knew that she said it, she just hoped that they didn't hear it, which was very unlikely on the account she screamed it into the air, she just hoped for the slim chance that they were deaf.

Jikken and Bujoku turned and ran to the tribe. Akuma stood up, I just hope that they don't find out Kouga and Ayame knew about me. She ran as best she could, her pregnant belly slowing her down.

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"What," Kouga yelled when he heard the news from Jikken and Bujoku, the whole tribe was listening.

"We are serious Kouga-sama, Akuma is the wolfdog scum." Jikken stood there.

Ayame narrowed her eyes, she didn't like people calling her friend 'scum' just because she's a wolfdog"T-there must me some mistake," Ayame lied.

Bujoku shook his head, "we are sorry Ayame-sama, but..."

"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU I DON'T LIKE BEING CALLED -SAMA (or lady in this case)" Ayame growled.

"Sorry, but it is the truth, she said it herself" Bujoku calmly said.

A small buzz began in the tribe, Kouga couldn't take it anymore, "QUIET, Jikken-kun, are you sure you heard Akuma say this."

"yes sir"

"Are you sure she was telling the truth,"

"Of course, she just screamed, 'why do I have to be a wolfdog..' into the air."

Kouga got a deep growl in this throat, They can't figure this out. Not now that Akuma is in the worse postition she can be in.

"Sir, did you know of this" Bujoku asked.

"...well I..."

"He never knew about it, neither did Ayame" a voice came from behind the crowd, everybody turned their heads to face this person.

"It's HER" a disgusted female wolf youkai voice snarled.

The crowd made a small path, and there, Kouga saw Akuma. Her white hair blowing gently in the wind, her red kimono was streched at the belly where the baby was living. Her right hand was grasping the claw that hung around her neck, her wolf tail was drooping so were her ears. Kouga saw in her amber eyes, they were bloodshot. She's been crying, Kouga gasped.

Akuma walked down the small path between the two crowds. A few of the wolf youkais spitted at her, everyone whispered, but she heard them all, "scum" one said, another whispered, "traiter" and a lot more words that broke her heart even more. She tried to escape from the voices, but they surrounded her. "I can't believe she mated with OUR leader" another hissed. "Wolfdog mutts, only created when a wolf goes against the code and weds a dog...the child of a traitor" one shouted.

Words are flowing out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

The wolfdog stared at the ground until she was in front of Kouga. "Kouga..." she whispered, and lowered her head and her hair hung and hid her face

Jikken snarled, "Wolfdog scum"

"She should be burned at the stake" a voice screamed from the crowd.

"NO she should be starved to death" another voice bellowed

Akuma clenched her teeth, Why do they hate wolfdogs this much, a tear rolled down her cheek, why are dogs and wolves enemies, we have the same ancesters...and the same genes.

She's crying, Kouga looked down at a dark spot in the ground that was formed by her tear, it was soon mixed in with the rain that started to pour, everyone gave more suggestions on how to kill her, "QUIET, THAT'S ENOUGH" he shouted. Everyone stopped and was the world was quiet. Even the birds stopped singng. "I will decide her fate" he took Akuma by the elbow and dragged her to the cave.

"Kouga-sama, what..." Jikken growled.

"She will stay with me, until I decide her fate" he spun his head, his face was twisted.

Jikken backed off a bit, and nodded.

Ayame followed Kouga and Akuma inside the cave. "Kouga, I'm sorry" the wolfdog turned away, "I didn't know they were there" Akuma sighed as Kouga let her go and sat down at the back of the room.

Kouga looked away, "Ayame..."

"Yes" Ayame was surprised that Kouga remembered she was there.

"Protect Akuma as best you can. Now that everybody knows, they will do anything to kill her"

Ayame nodded, her short brown hair bobbed.

"Kouga, listen to me" Akuma tried to look into his eyes.

"Akuma, I know...you didn't mean to" Kouga sighed.

Akuma growled, "KOUGA, DON'T YOU GET IT...they might find out about you two knowing of me and kill you guys. I think I should run away"

"NO" Kouga yelled and stood up, "YOU WILL BE FINE HERE YOU GOT THAT"

Akuma knew she couldn't win in this battle, and nodded. Kouga sighed and wrapped his arms around her, "Akuma, I love you too much, I will protect you as best as I can, we need to think about the child."

"But Kouga, you can't protect me forever"

"Yes I can" his hug was a bit tighter, careful of the child.

"Maybe Inuyasha can..."

"NO whatever you are about to say, I won't let Inuyasha get in no matter what."

Akuma dug her face into his chest, "but he is your brother-in-law" ,

"I don't care..."

Akuma growled deep in her throat, I won't let Kouga control me, he can't be hurt, neither must Ayame, I must run away. She clenched her teeth.

Ayame knew what Akuma was thinking, and clenched her fist, Akuma, I know what you have to do, and I agree.

Kouga broke from the hug and turned, At least it's raining.


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