Friday, June 9, 2006

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My Life

hi....for the tenth time

Inutaisho: yo

Normal day, again. but I did have a good day at play practice. One of my friends there is like too much like me. She's a huge fan of anime and Tim Burton films. She thinks Koga is hot, even more than Inuyasha, and we watch praticly the same stuff. Oh, and were on a site that I never knew she was on. It's really scary how much we are alike. I've known her for **thinks** mebe two years. It's just too scary.

Inutaisho: You don't look the same.

I know we dont, but our hair is in the same style, kinda. Oh, and at the play practice, we had to do a photo shoot and I got to climb on a wooden...thing...but it was hard because I was wearing a complex tunic. Also, since I'm Posidon, some...scratch that, all of the boys started to have these sword fights with me either with nothing at all or using sticks. They are all saying "Kill Posidon" and we were having great fun. They even ambushed me when we were outside.

Inutaisho: ...you are talking too much today.

**shrugs** anyway, my mom told me about the realiter is coming over to say how much she will sell our house for. And if we are not moving (cause my mom will say no if it ends up not being enough money) then I can't tell Jared an important thing.

Inutaisho: That you looove him.

SHUT THE HELL UP WHY DON'T YOU?

Izayoi How many times did I tell you not to swear

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?

Inutaisho: Sorry sweetie, but it's my month

**watches Izayoi walk away** damn

Inutaisho: you had start being nice to her.

She just creeps me out. I know she's Inuyasha's mother but she just creeps me.

Inutaisho: Akuma...oh, and did you guys know that she cried in the bathroom becuase she was felt like she was a slave, this was when she was a pup though.

That wasn't that humiliating...I think. Oh, and here are questions.

Magnus Lensherr: My mum, well she wants to quit her job because she doesn't ever get to see me and she wants to be with me before I go to collage.

Mrs. Elric: eh, Inutaisho is better and funner than Izayoi. After all, I am his favorite daughter **tomato that was thrown slams on face** WHO IN HELL DID THAT?

babiixkagome: it matters how I'm feeling, takes 10 to 15 minutes to take them out, and yes I yell at them. I talk to inanimate objects.



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Fallen by Sarah McLachlan. Note 2: If you want to read past chapters, you'll have to look in archives.

Chapter 6: Fallen
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Akuma backed off, "What"

"I made your mother lose all her power when you were still inside her." Tsumi has grown into his full demon self. He looked like a giant raven except for the fact that he had stripes on his cheeks, red glowing eyes, crooked beak, and a bit of the skin were scales instead of feathers.

Akuma smirked, "I've been looking for a fight for months" and she got into fighting postition.

Tsumi clacked his beak, "are you kidding, I know you have Ketsueki"

"Wha" Akuma was caught offguard.

"I slipped you the Chi milk. When I transformed into a raven, I brought a packet of it and dropped it into some of your meat."

"YOU BASTARD" Akuma's eyes glowed red.

"Come join me, you were meant to be my daughter" Tsumi's beak clicked.

Akuma growled, "There is no possible way I could be your daughter if my mother went with you"

"But your spirit would be" the raven glared.

"I had enough of you" she barred her fangs. She was about to transform into her full demon self, until, No...not now, her legs buckled and her knees touched the ground. She held her stomach and tasted blood in her mouth, soon she saw it blow out of her mouth. BASTARD.

"So do you join me" Tsumi clacked.

"Heh, no..." Akuma slowly looked up, her face was covered with beads of sweat, she felt the blood coming back through her mouth again, making the puddle of blood bigger.

Tsumi's eyes glowed, "THEN YOU SHALL DIE, " he flapped his wings, "WIND ROPE" and an intense wind was formed.

Akuma got up, but the pain made her slow and she was pushed by the wind. The wind picked her off her feet and slammed her into a tree. The wolfdog fell to the ground, "you bastard," she wanted to fight, I can kill this bastard easy, damn pregnancy limits and Ketsueki, "Is that all you got" she leaned against the tree as she got up, her bangs were covering her right eye.

Tsumi cackeled, "WHY YOU PESKY LITTLE BRAT," he flew up into the sky, "I will give you a taste of my real power, MIDNIGHT VORTEX" he flapped his wings until a small tornado was formed and burst strong black energy into it and made the tornado grow into a black vortex

The wolfdog got ready to run, but then the pain got more intense and made her fall to the ground. She looked up and saw the black vortex come towards her, her vision was blurry. Her pain was so intense, she couldn't stand up, I guess this is it, at least I said good bye, she closed her eyes, I wanted to die in battle, but not like this, but I can't change it.

"DIE" the raven cackeled.

"AKUMA" Kouga screamed as he burst through the trees, he ran to Akuma and picked her up and ran out of the way of the black vortex, his whirlwind mixed with the blackness as the Midnight Vortex ran into the trees, "Akuma, are you all right" Kouga looked at her.

Akuma was being held bridal style in Kouga's arms, "Kouga" she faintly said.

Kouga knew she was in intense pain. "Is the baby okay" Kouga stared into her eyes. Her amber eyes, that were full of pain, and death.

"Yes Kouga" she smiled, but it didn't last long when her pain came back, her eyes closed and her breathing grew heavy.

Don't you DARE die while I'm here, Kouga growled.

"How touching" the raven clicked.

Kouga laied her down by the tree, "You know what, you damn raven," he turned to face Tsumi, "You should never hurt the mate of a wolf,"

"OHHH I'm so scared, I know who you are, Kouga of the wolf tribe" Tsumi laughed, his laugh sounded that of a fairytale witch mixed with the cry of a raven.

The wolf showed his fangs, "You had better be" he ran, he didn't care what he did. He had that feeling again, the feeling to kill whatever stood in his way, no matter who they were, he never felt this way before except for the time when he thought Inuyasha murdered his comrades, only to find out it was Kagura. "DAMN BASTARD" he shouted as he flew in the air to the raven.

"Little man," the raven glared at him, "You think you can kill me" Tsumi made his talons grab Kouga, but Kouga's speed and agility doged the attack, "WHAT"

"You think that trick would work on me" Kouga growled, and slashed at Tsumi's right wing, he added to his speed and landed on Tsumi's back before he slashed at the other wing and to finish it off, he bit and slashed at the raven's windpipe as best he could. Kouga let go and landed to the ground, staring at his work, "I told you not to mess with the mate of a youkai."

Tsumi fell to the ground, "I see your too much of a match for me, but this isn't good bye, I will haunt your life forever" he faded into a black fog and flew off.

The youkai growled once more, until he heard Akuma's moan. He turned to her, she was standing up, "You should have left some of him for me" Akuma chuckled.

Kouga calmed down and smiled, No matter how much pain she's in, she always finds a way to make a joke, he walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her and held her close, "Akuma...you should have never ran away"

The wolfdog dug her face into his chest, "I know, but I didn't want to put you and Ayame in danger..."

"Danger...HA...I would always protect you, and if I can't then I have no right to be your mate, no matter how much I love you"

Akuma knew that his words came out wrong, but she knew what he meant, "Kouga I..." she stopped when a pain was felt, I'm feeling sick again, no wait, this pain is different., "Kouga..." she gasped, "I think it's..." Kouga stared down at her, Akuma looked up at him, "I think it's time"

Kouga's eyes grew, "but..but...NOW...but"

Akuma held on to Kouga a bit more, "NOW KOUGA, THE BABY'S COMING NOW" she cried.

She was about to collapse, but Kouga caught her and held her bridal style, he looked around until he saw the small edge of a hut in the trees, he ran to it. Once he got a bit closer, he saw it was the hut of a preistess when a woman, dressed in red and white, hair a dark brown and pulled loosly back (no it's not Kikyo) "MIKO" he yelled, it was very uncommon for a youkai to call the aid of a miko at a time like this, but he didn't know how to birth babies, also knowing Kagome is a miko, he trusted her.

The miko looked at him, A youkai,, she gasped. "Leave"

"Miko, we need your help, she's going into labor" Kouga stepped forward, Akuma was yelling with pain.

The miko sighed, she knew that they were youkais, but they weren't giving of any evil aura, and they were needing help, "Bring her inside" she went into the hut while Kouga followed suit, the miko stared back at Akuma, I can feel her life spirit, it's almost gone.

Inside the hut there was the strange scent of herbs, stews, and other scents Kouga never knew of before, "Lay her on the mat" she pointed to a small wooden mat on the floor, Kouga layed Akuma down.

The miko went to the back of the room and gathered some herbs and smashed them in a bowl "What's your name" she calmly asked.

Kouga grabbed Akuma's hand, "my name's Kouga and her's is Akuma"

"Akuma, the late dog general's daughter" the miko concintrated on the herbs.

"If you mean Inutaisho-sama then yes" Kouga growled

The miko turned and walked back, "Mine is Kiri" she layed the herbs and a bowl of water by her. Kiri grabbed a small peice of cloth and dunked it in the water, wrung it out, and wiped off the blood and with the rest of the water Kiri mixed the herbs in it and slowly let it run into Akuma's mouth.

Akuma opened her eyes, "Kouga" she gasped. "AHHHH" she yelled, holding Kouga's hand harder.

"You get out of here" Kiri ordered.

"But..." Kouga growled,

"I don't care, she needs as much air as possible, NOW LEAVE"

Kouga gave the miko a growl, but followed orders and left the hut, giving Akuma one last look before leavng.

Kouga stood under the tree, hearing Akuma's cries and yells. It was darkness now and the moon rose, unusually closer than usual. He kept on getting the feeling of raming the door into the hut, Damn, I should be with her. He stood up and faced the tree and growled, "DAMN" he punched the tree making it shake, "DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN:" hitting the tree after each 'damn'. Then he clasped his claws around the tree and ran them down it, making a deep gash, "Why...I should have been there, I should have stayed with you"

Kouga didn't hear the yells stop and Kiri coming out the door, "Kouga-kun" she calmy said.

Kouga turned to her, "Is Akuma all right Kiri-sama" Kouga's eyes stared in her calm brown eyes.

"The baby is born, but Kouga, " she gave a small frown, "There is...something...bad..."

Bad, Kouga's eyes widened.

"Akuma-sama...her life...it's about to end." she whispered.

Kouga gasped and ran into the hut, blowing by Kiri, NO, AKUMA, NOT NOW.

Kiri looked back at her hut when Kouga burst through the door, It's best to leave them alone.

Kouga saw blood all over the floor, he looked at Akuma's face, blood was dripping from her mouth, Kiri did wipe the blood off her face as best as she could, but it kept on running, in her arms, was a small child, with a white fluff for hair on his head, two white dog ears, and a white wolf's tail, "Akuma" he gasped.

"Kouga" she smiled.

Kouga sat by her and stared at the child, "Are you okay"

"Yes Kouga, but I know I am going to die," she frowned.

"No your not" he growled.

Akuma wanted to lighten up the mood, "Look it's your son" she smiled.

Kouga looked at the small child, it started to open it's eyes to reaveal two ice-blue eyes, "What do you want to name it"

"Kousen" she said, "After all, he survived a battle.

"Kousen," Kouga repeated.

Akuma gave a small gasp, "Kouga..." she fell backwards, Kouga slowly got Kousen from her arms and set him in a bundle of cloth nearby. He wrapped his arms around her, her eyes were slowly fading and she was getting cold.

"Akuma, don't you dare die"

"so this is how it will end, die just like my mother" Akuma's eyes began to tremble.

Kouga growled, "You are not gonna die like your mother"

"Yes I am" Akuma glared, "I was hurt by Tsumi,"

"Tsumi?"

"He's the raven you battled earlier, he almost killed my mother just because she went for my father instead of him," Akuma stressed out.

"But you are not gonna die just like your mother" Kouga stressed out.

Akuma began to shake, "Kouga"

"There is one big difference between your mother's death and..." he stopped before he admitted that she will die, "was your father ever there when she died"

Akuma gasped and stared at Kousen. A tear rolled down Kouga's cheek, then he slowly neared her face, and brushed his lips against hers. Akuma's eyes widened, then kissed back. Akuma, I love you. he made their kiss break as her lips went colder.

"Say goodbye to Ayame" she stressed out, she took off her necklace and placed it around his neck, "Good bye forever...my love" and her body limped and her spirit died.

"Akuma..." Kouga gasped and stared at the corpse.

Heaven Bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere long the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

We all begin out with good intent
When love is raw and young
We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to these I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one wrong step one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem away to be redeemed

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

"no" he gasped, and and another tear rolled down his cheek. A light came at the corner of his eye, he looked to see a wolf youkai woman with black hair.

"The moon goddess" he gasped.

It was true, the youkai was the moon goddess, "Hello Kouga, my son-in-law"

"What" Kouga looked at her, now he heard Kousen crying. At that moment, he saw Akuma, Akuma's spirit. "Akuma..." he gasped.

Akuma glided over to Kousen, "my child" she sighed, and placed a finger on his forehead, I know understand mother, she thought, I now understand why you gave me the curse. I light gleamed from her finger tip and it seemed like it was being sucked into Kousen, Kousen stopped crying.

Akuma got up after the light subsided and looked to Kouga, "Bye Kouga, I'm going to go become the new moon goddess." she turned.

Kouga now got it, "That's your mother" he pointed to the woman.

Akuma nodded, "Yes, my mother was the moon goddess"

And with that, they both disapeared, "I love you Kouga" Akuma whispered to him.

Kouga lifted Kousen, who started crying out of hunger. Kiri stepped in, "I guess you want me to feed him" she sighed.

Kouga nodded.

The wolf youkai left the hut with Akuma in his arms while Kiri nursed Kousen, Kousen should have been nursed by Akuma, but it would be impossible.

Kouga found the spot where they battled Tsumi, blood staining the grass, he walked a bit further until he found a small spot. He dug a hole and placed Akuma in it, covered it back up and placed a rock on top of it, Akuma.

"I will take care of the grave" Kiri came behind him, holding a sleeping Kousen.

"Thank you, Kiri-sama" Kouga took Kousen back, "I wish you protection for helping as much as you can"

Kiri bowed and headed back to the hut.

Kouga sighed and headed back to his tribe, he looked up, and saw a face in the moon, the face of the Moon Goddess, Akuma...

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WORSHIP FAKIR
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