Saturday, June 10, 2006

Currently thinking: ,damn it all; Current music: FMA's first ending theme; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:17 AM



My Life

HEYA

Inutaisho: yo

I didn't have to go to play practice. Also I got a new Inuyasha manga, my bookstore is sooo lame. The only good manga they have there now is Beserk, Inuyasha, Kenshin, and Ranma 1/2. So I skimmed through the inu book, and I saw a pic of Kouga so I instantly bought it.

Inutaisho: Is that the only reason you bought it?

no, it had a few cool parts, like when Inuyasha first showed his tears and stuff. I also bought this manga thing for the computer, but it's being a bastard so I have to return it. damn it all, and I went to the cabin again. So there will be a late offical post again **hugs everybody** sorry everybody. But I have good news Kouga has a cute little loincloth. **smiles** And I saved a lot of money on my car insurrance by switching to Geiko

Inutaisho: ...**lifts eyebrow** you are a strange child

**shrugs** keh, at least I'm not boring.

Inutaisho: **whispers** yeah right.

WHAT DID YOU SAY.

Inutaisho: Do you want Izayoi back here?

No...no, I'll be a good little girl. **halo appears on top of head**

Inutaisho: hmph, how long did it take you to learn that scam

**switches to normal mode** you are too good.

Inutaisho: I'm your father, I've known you almost my whole life.

YEAH, BUT WERE YOU THERE WHEN MY ROLE PLAY MOTHER DIED. **read the fan fic** YOU DIDN'T WATCH ME BE BORN **turns and growls**

Inutaisho: Akuma...don't be angry at me **hugs** I never knew you were going to be born.

Okay, just don't start acting like my real father. Who I hate very much. Mebe some questions will make me feel better.

Sakabato Samurai: I have my reasons not to tell him if I'm not moving, I'll tell him at school next year. I know it is, I wanted to tell him next year, but with the moving and all, I have no idea what to do. His brother won't be in the same school for that one year to torture me and Jared. So I have only that year to tell him with out his brother messing it all up.

Mrs. Elric: Hey, he hasn't said a humiliating thing about me all day. Yay



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Sisters of Avalon by Cyndi Lauper. Note 2: Satsuki is a friend of mine who loves Sesshoumaru.

Chapter 7: Another Death in my Life?
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The sun was peaking over the horizon, Kouga was walking back to the tribe, Kousen was sleeping in his arms. Kouga stared at him, Kousen's dog ears were drooping. His mother is the moon now...he sighed as he grasped the fire youkai claw that Akuma placed around his neck.

"Kouga" Ayame's voice was heard, Kouga looked up to see her run towards him, "Who's this little guy" Ayame smiled down at Kousen.

"Kousen" the wolf sighed, "My new son"

"Kousen," she smiled, then looked aound, "Where's Aku..." her eyes fell on the claw, "...ma," she knew what it meant and her eyes got a little glossy.

Kouga knew what his mate was thinking, "She's dead, and became the new Moon Goddess" he stared at the ground, a small tear left a trail on his cheek.

Ayame's emerald eyes looked at Kouga and cleched her teeth, but calmed down and huge tears fell from her eyes, I will never see her again, my friend...we fought over Kouga...but that's how we became friends, she clenched her fist tighter, DAMN, DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN...WHY NOW. If only I was there to stop her..., she faced Kouga, eyes bloodshot from crying, "If only I stopped her, If only I was there to stop her, " she growled, "How...did she...die" she slowly stressed out through her tears.

"A raven, named Tsumi, attacked her and I wasn't there...to save her in time. She died a bit after labor...If I just got there in time, she could've had enough power to live." Kouga placed his arm around her shoulders, "Don't cry, it was not your fault Ayame, Don't blame yourself." he kissed her on the lips. Don't ever blame yourself, it was Akuma's choice, and...it was all my fault she died..

Once Kouga broke the kiss, Ayame stopped crying, "I hope your right Kouga, Ayame took Kousen and let him rest in her arms, "Is he fed" she rocked her arms.

"Yeah." he took his arm away.

"How are we ever gonna explain Kousen to the tribe" Ayame looked into Kouga's rain-blue eyes.

Kouga looked at Kousen, "We can just say that he is a wolf youkai, that should be good enough"

"Kouga, that is the same thing that we did to Akuma, it won't be long until the pack figures out" Ayame yelled in his face.

"Well you think of a better idea"

Ayame looked to Kousen and she agreed, "Okay"

Kouga wrapped his arm around her shoulder, "Don't worry, if Kousen will turn out to have the same spirit as his mother, than he should be just fine." then he kissed her gently on the cheek and with that, they headed back to the tribe.

"AWWW look at the little baby" Hakkaku smiled.

Ginta put his finger in Kousen's face, "He's so CUTE"

Ayame twitched, They are acting like total morons...can't believe I'm in the same tribe as them.

Hakkaku put his pointer fingers at the sides of his mouth to streach his lips wider, stuck his tounge out, and crossed his eyes.

Kousen stared at him and tilted his head.

"Stop it your moron, your scaring him" Kouga punched him on the head. Kousen started to laugh, "hey, he likes that," Kouga smirked and puched Ginta this time. Kousen laughed even more.

"His first laugh," Ayame smirked, He doesn't understand that his mother died from running away, just so he won't go through all that she went through.

"Where did Kousen-kun come from" Hakkaku rubbed his head where Kouga hit him.

Hakkaku remembered, "Kouga-sama, we've noticed Akuma isn't around, where is she"

Kouga gave a small gulp, "She's...she's dead"

Ginta smirked, "About time that wolfdog..." he stopped when he saw Kouga bare his teeth, He must still be heartbroken, after all, she broke his heart when he found out she was a wolfdog. Ginta thought, of course he didn't know the half of it.

"Kousen is her son" he calmed down.

Hakkaku growled, "Then he should be killed"

"NO" Kouga growled, "He may be a wolfdog, but he still has my blood" and that goes for everybody, he noticed that the whole tribe was around him, "KOUSEN WILL NOT BE KILLED" The whole tribe gave a huge groan, they most defently didn't want a wolfdog in the tribe.

"hey wait Kouga, wouldn't you need word from the Elders if you intend to keep a wolfdog in the tribe, I mean it's not a dog" Jikken pointed out, and then a murmer of agreement fell on the tribe.

Kouga began to growl, "HE HAS MY BLOOD, the elder's rule doesn't apply to the alpha's pup, YA GOT THAT" everybody in the tribe fell silent and nodded their heads.

"AHHHH" Ayame fell to her knees, Kousen still in her arms, "Kouga, I think it's time" she looked up to him.

Kouga's eyes widened, Hakkaku and Ginta started screaming. Then Kouga picked Ayame up, with Kousen still in her arms, and and took her to Yakuso.

Once inside Yakuso's hut, Ayame was laying on the mat, hand in Kouga's. Kousen was sleeping in a bundle of cloth. Kouga felt this was weird, of course he was still use to when Akuma was in labor. There's hardly any blood, it's strange he looked around. His mind went back to Ayame when she squeezed his hand more, causing it to go purple.

"Kouga-sama I need you to leave," Yakuso carried herbs that were different.

"Why" he turned to the healer.

"Tradition"

Kouga didn't care about tradition, he first broke it when he 'fell in love' with Kagome, then he married a wolfdog and kept it a secret. Tradition didn't mean a damn thing to him anymore, "Tradition, I'm staying wit..."

"KOUGA-SAMA DON'T YOU DARE GO AGAINST THE HEALER, I'm the closest thing to the Moon Goddess there is in this tribe" she growled.

Kouga rolled his eyes, Think again old woman, I was married to the moon goddess' daughter. "did you ever see her" he growled, "I did"

Yokuso sighed, "fine, just don't talk so the spirits won't know your here."

Kouga agreed. Yokuso took the herbs and made Ayame eat a few, Kouga noticed that she was doing the ritual different than Kiri-sama did. Yokuso placed a wet cloth on top of Ayame's forehead, Ayame squeezed his hand more. How long does it take to birth a baby, Kiri-sama did it a lot quicker. I should have gone to her instead, Kouga sighed. His eyelids started to droop, the smell of the herbs around him, many of the scents made him sleepy, then he dozed off.

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A teenage boy, around 18 with white hair, ice-blue eyes, white dog ears, and a white wolf's tail was walking down a forest path, beside him was a teenage girl, about the same age with black hair that was pulled back, a brown wolf's tail, and green eyes. The boy had a red harori with a fire youkai claw on a necklace hung around his neck while the girl wore a dark blue yukata with the water youkai claw on a necklace that was also hung around her neck.

"Kousen, I know you are in love with that girl" the girl smirked.

"I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH YUUKI-CHAN" Kousen growled.

The girl smiled, "What made you think it was Yuuki-chan."

"What about you and Kiba-kun" Kousen glared.

"AHH you got to be kidding me, I'm not in love with him." the girl exploded.

Kousen smiled and started singing, "Kiba and Miyuki sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G." and he started laughing.

"KOUSEN YOU ARE SO DEAD" Miyuki growled and chased Kousen.

Kousen ran while Miyuki cursed and chased him.

"HEY YOU TWO," a woman's voice was heard, "No rough-housing today"

"Kay Okaa-san" they both cried.

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"KOUGA-SAMA, WAKE UP" Yokuso shook him violently. Kouga popped open his eyes, Yokuso had a sad look in her face. "The baby is born" she whispered.

Kouga looked down to see a baby girl in Ayame's arms. She had black hair and a brown wolf's tail. Kouga smiled until he noticed something wrong with the child. She's...She's not breathing, It was true, the child was there, but it's chest wasn't going up and down like it was suppose to. Kouga turned to Ayame, she had tears flowing out of her emerald eyes. "Ayame..." he wanted to cry as well, No, I musn't cry, her best friend died, now her child. She needs a person to tell her that everything is gonna turn out okay...even if it's not...,he clenched his teeth.

"Koug..." Ayame tried to say though her tears, damn, why do two people have to die today...DAMN.

Kouga wraped his arms around her, "Shh...try to calm down, he stroked her short brown hair," he turned to Yokuso, "Is there anyway...

Yokuso shook her head, "Us healers have amazing powers, but...there is no way to bring back the dead."

Kouga thought of his dream and remembered that girl, the girl with black hair. Miyuki....Kouga looked out the window and saw that the moon was out, man I was asleep for a long time, he stared at it, until he noticed, the barrier, the barrier around the moon, it's broken..., a bright light came at the corner of his eye, he turned his head to see a bright light there. Ayame and Yokuso saw it as well.

"It's..It's" Yokuso studdered.

The light formed into the shape of a woman.

"It's the Moon Goddess." she bowed.

Akuma, Kouga gasped.

It was true, Akuma stood there, she glowed with the brightness of the full moon, "Hello Kouga, Hello Ayame" she nodded towards them.

Ayame's tears were drying up slowly, Akuma...

"How does she know your names," Yokuso looked to Kouga and Ayame., "No duh she's the Moon Goddess, she knows everybody." she looked at the Moon Goddess, "Moon Goddess, why do you take the form of that damn wolfdog..." Yokuso growled.

Akuma ignored her and walked towards Ayame, she sat down by Kouga and looked at Ayame and the girl. Kouga stared at her, she was there, but she was not there. He wanted to hug her. But couldn't. No matter how much he wanted to. He looked away, he wanted Akuma to sit somewhere else besides near him. It was to tempting, knowing that the spirit of her was there.

"Ayame, let me have the child" Akuma streched out her arms.

Ayame looked in her eyes and slowly placed the girl in her arms. Akuma slowly started singing

"Felt someone calling me into the howling of the wind...
I heard the reflection of a sound echoing through my skin...
And a distant drum rumbling under the ground gently guides me on...
Through my wild heart...
Whispering to me the Sisters of Avalon...
Sisters of Avalon...Sisters of Avalon...
She is a awakening in the dark swells and mystery.
Unbridled night mares powerful and running free.
You could still hear her cries reverberating, through the trees...
For the trampled flowers, the daughters of Eve, The Sisters of Avalon...
Sisters of Avalon...Sisters of Avalon...
They brought her in in a new white dress...
But the stain left an ache on her mother's breast...
Now all that's left are the ghostly steps from a distant corridor...
And a distant drum rumbling under ground gently guides me on...
Through my wild heart...
Whispering to me the Sisters of Avalon...
Sisters of Avalon...
Come on sisters...come on sister..."

The baby began to suck in air, and her eyes opened to reavel dark emerald-green eyes. Everybody gasped. "Here you go" she handed the child to Ayame.

Ayame took the girl into her arms, "Akuma..."

Akuma turned to Kouga and smiled, then got up. She slowly walked towards the other side of the hut, "WAIT MOON GODDESS, " Yokuso yelled, "I thought that after you do something for someone, they have to do something in return."

"Keh, all I want from them is to give Kousen and their child parental love." she smiled at them, and glowed until she was gone.

They all were silent, except for the baby's crying, Ayame started to nurse her, Thank you...Akuma, she smiled. "So what should we name her" Ayame faced Kouga.

Yokuso stared at them, they were all in the same room as the Moon Goddess, and they act like nothing happened.

Kouga remembered his dream, "How about Miyuki" he smiled.

Ayame nodded, "Miyuki"

Akuma looked down at them from the sky, "Be happy my friend, and my love. I wouldn't want to make you cry anymore." she turned and continued to the moon.

Miyuki was fed and Kouga looked down at her. She looked like Ayame but with black hair.

Their peace was broken by a shout from Jikken, "YOU DOG, LEAVE NOW"

Kouga sniffed the air, Not my brother-in-law AGAIN, Kouga stood up, with Kousen in his arms, and so did Ayame, with Miyuki in her arms. They exited the hut to find a male inu youkai with long white hair and anber eyes. Beside him was a wolf youkai woman with black hair and black eyes in a purple yukata, a girl with black hair in a orange plaid yukata, an imp with a huge staff, and a two-headed dragon.

"Get away you inu, and take your humans and imp with you. The wolf youkai can stay" Bujoku growled.

"Damn okamis" the inu youkai growled.

"What was that" the woman glared at him.

Kouga knew these people, "Bujoku, Jikken, let them be, I know them."

Bujoku and Jikken glared, then let them pass.

"So what brings ya here, Sesshoumaru" Kouga crossed his arms.

"Ayame" the female wolf youkai stared at Ayame.

"Satsuki" Ayame smiled.

"Ayame, it's been such a long time." Satsuki steped up to her.

"yeah" Ayame cradled Miyuki.

The little girl came up to Satsuki, "Satsuki, who is that"

"Rin, don't you remember Ayame-sama" Satsuki looked down at her.

"Satsuki..." Ayame growled, "You called me THAT"

"keh, sorry AYAME, hey who's the runt" Satsuki pointed at Miyuki.

Ayame looked down, "Miyuki, my daughter"

"DAUGHTER, well it seems you and Kouga have been 'busy" Satsuki grinned.

"Keh, what about you and Sesshoumaru, I smell him ALL over you" Ayame smirked, "So what have you been up to lately."

"Ah you know, being the healer of the Northern Tribe...and all that jazz." Satsuki sighed.

Ayame looked at her, "Oh yeah, I forgot you were the healer for the Northern Tribe"

"I'll never understand woman" Kouga growled.

Sesshoumaru nodded. Ayame and Satsuki turned to them, "WHAT WAS THAT"

Kouga sighed, "let's go inside," he saw the crowd forming around them,

Sesshoumaru turned to the imp,"Jaken stay here with Ah Un"

Jaken looked up to him, "Yes m'lord."

They all went inside the cave that is Kouga and Ayame's home. Kouga handed Kousen to Ayame. "So what did you come for Sesshoumaru" Kouga growled.

"It was all Satsuki's idea," Sesshoumaru sighed, "never knew that once you marry a wench, she becomes the winner of all the battles."

"Just think about marring TWO woman" Kouga chuckeled, Sesshoumaru gave a small smile.

Ayame and Satsuki both glared at them, "Men"

"So who's the other runt" Sesshoumaru looked at Kousen.

"Kousen" Ayame looked at him

Rin stared at Kousen, "Sessoumaru-sama, Kousen-kun has the same ears as Inuyasha-sama and Akuma-sama"

Sesshoumaru looked apon Kousen, "So where's my sister"

Kouga lowered his head, "she's dead" he whispered.

"Dead" Satsuki and Sesshoumaru repeated.

Ayame nodded, "and this is her child, Ayame looked towards Kousen.

"Sesshoumaru," Satsuki wondered, Did I just hear Sesshoumaru sniffle...no, impossible, "what should we do about Akuma's share of the western lands."

Sesshoumaru thought for a minute, "I guess I will leave it in the hands of Kouga, until Kousen grows of age"

"ME" Kouga stared blank-eyed at the inu youkai.

"Of course, after all, you were Akuma's husband and Kousen is all what's left of Akuma's blood" Sesshoumaru gave a small parchment to Kouga, "Take care of it well, brother-in-law."

Kouga opened to look at it, it was the deed to the lands, then he rolled it up and stuck it in his armor, "So is that all you need"

Sesshoumaru got up, "I think that's it...right Satsuki"

Satsuki got up as well, "yeah, ready to go Rin"

Rin nodded and followed suit. Kouga and Ayame did as well, "Well thank you..." Kouga bowed.

"NOT ANOTHER ONE" Jikken growled, "GET AWAY YOU DAMN INU"

"Back off, damn it" a man's voice was heard.

"DON'T BE SO RASH" a woman's voice screamed.

"No you can't go in there, " Bojuko yelled.

"MAKE ME" the man growled. Soon the waterfall was broken to reveal Inuyasha with Kagome by his side, Sango, Miroku, and Shippou were hiding behind them, "Well ya mangy wolf, long time no see

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