Saturday, June 17, 2006

'see you on the darkside of the moon.'
Currently thinking: , what the? ; Current music: Stalker by the Pillows; Moon's Status: Waning; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:00 PM



My Life

hewo

Inutaisho: yo

Again, a boring day. And I guess you all ended up finding out my little secret. **glares at Inutaisho** For a quick reminder, it's lordsesshomaru's birthday.

Inutaisho: WHAT?

**rolls eyes** nothing.

Inutaisho:Nothing?

**walks around for no reason** I am just having a bad day.

Inutaisho: What? Are you still upset about Kouga being taken from the credits?

...don't ever talk about that again...

Inutaisho: We are currently watching Doctor Who right now.

DOCTOR WHO? **happy face and ends up bouncing around the room** DOCTOR WHO RULES.

Inutaisho: But Doctor Who is going to kill Kouga...

No...no Doctor Who won't kill Kouga. Or else, I will kill Doctor Who.

Inutaisho: ...you aren't that funny tonight.

**watches TV,** awww poor Doctor Who...and that robot thing named Daelic. Doctor Who is all alone in the world, he's the last of his kind. AND DOCTOR WHO IS GOING CRAZY. Not only that, Rose looks like freaken chipmunk with those cheeks, I'm not surprised that Doctor Who is in love with her, but Rose just scares me that way. Oh, sorry, qestions. I'll answer them then go watch more Doctor Who.

Magnus Lensherr: **waits for you to go find other people** thank you. I'm sorry, I guess I was suppose to say they just attacked me playfully. It was fun. some of the girls attacked me playfully too.

Sakabato Samurai: intresting duck story. *heh*, and I'm doing just fine. And he's not old, look at him. Yeah he has gray hair but he acts 18. **shivers** that does sound strange. And I guess it was kinda obvious

babiixkagome: yeah, that's kinda out of the bag now. **blushes** I love him like a brother now though. But, don't go telling this to Inuyasha at any moment. I was actually crying when I wrote Koga dieing. I'm still wondering why I had to make him die to this very day. Even though I knew it had to go through the story, I still can't believe I made KOUGA of all people die. **curls up in a little corner**

KillMeCrimson: Eh, I think it was about these people opening a black hole in a town or something. Didn't get much into it. Yeah, I was in love with Inuyasha, but that was like the very first episode I saw. Now I love him like a brother.



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Mother by Cyndi Lauper. Note 2: I'm sorry, but the chapter numbers are like all mixed up, but this is the 14th chapter. Wow, we are allready half way through the story.

Chapter 14: Mother
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"DAMN" Miyuki punched a tree, making a few leaves fall by the vibration, "DAMN, DAMN DAMN"

Kiba ran behind her, "Miyuki stop it" he grabbed her shoulders and spun her so she could face him.

"LET ME GO KIBA" she tried to worm out off his grasp.

"MIYUKI" he slamed her back against the tree behind her, "please, control yourself."

"Kiba" she studdered, a tear rolled down her cheek. Then she dug her face into his haori, "HOW COULD I JUST STAND THERE AND LET MY FATHER AND MOTHER BE KILLED. DAMN IT. IT'S ALL MY FAULT" the wolf girl said between her tears.

Kiba wrapped his right arm around her waist and brushed her hair with his other hand, "Miyuki...it's not your fault. Remember when I said that the Reaper chooses our time, and plans it out. The plan is so perfect that no one, not even the moon goddess, can change it."

Miyuki's tears slowly stopped, but she didn't tear from his grasp, she felt safe there. And his knowledge made her feel better, "Thank you Kiba" she smiled and wrapped her arms around his body, Am I...in love..., she shook that thought from her head, yeah right, love is no good for me...but still.

"Oh yeah" Kiba leaned back a bit, Miyuki's arms unraveled from his body. Kiba put his arms behind his head, and his hands moved in a wise motion until his arms returned to their normal state, but they were holding a string. The string was holding a water youkai claw, "you dropped this a while back" he held it in front of her.

Miyuki gave a small gasp as her hands fled to her neck to feel around for the necklace, "Kiba..."

"I figured you had an emotion towards this" he tied it around her neck, and brushed her hair out of her eyes, "you look beautiful in it"

Miyuki blushed, "T-thank you."

Kiba turned and blushed as well, OH come on Kiba, this is what you want, your tribe depends on it...you have no time to fall in love...especially with the person you are only suppose to PRETEND to be in love with.

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Kousen let Yuuki sleep on his shoulder. He stared up at the moon, it was so close. Why did my father have to die when I was so young..., he looked closer at the moon, What are Miyuki and I to do. Something didn't seem right about the moon, it seemed so, empty, wait a second, the moon's barrier...it's gone...

"Hello Kousen" a voice came from nearby.

Kousen looked towards the owner of the voice, and he gasped. It was a woman who was a wolfdog youkai with silver hair, dog ears, wolf's tail, and a maroon yukata. She glowed with the shine from the moon. Mother..., "The moon goddess..." he choked out, Is she...my mother...for real, I mean I know she would be a spirit, but is this my own imagination.

"Kousen, you don't have to call me the moon goddess" the woman steped forward.

Kousen looked towards Yuuki, she was still sleeping. He let her lean against a tree while he went to the wolfdog woman. "Excuse me, Akuma..."

"Son, don't you know me, hasn't your father taught you anything" Akuma laughed.

"ummm...are you truely my mother." Kousen sighed.

Akuma stopped laughing and looked serious, "of course I'm your mother."

"Mother..." Kousen's heart leaped up into his throat, It is her spirit, I just wish she was alive. He choked out, "did you know about father's death"

Akuma looked at her son, "Is that all you can say to me, after me being dead for your whole live..." she stopped when she saw the seriousness on her son's face, I'm sorry to say, but yes."

"Where is he know..."

"He's in the stars right now, Ayame is as well. I choose two spaces for them, right by me, so we can watch over our offspring every night." Akuma sighed, "Or if you want the real facts, they are in the spirit realm. Where I spend most of the time when the moon has no purpose at the moment. I don't have to watch the moon every waking second of my spirit life"

Kousen clenched his fist, "why did they have to die."

"Kousen, that's the same as asking why I had to die, it just is planned out. We have no purpose to die, except to not over populate the earth"

"Why do you think so negative" Kousen folded his arms as her words went through his head, 'We have no purpose to die, except to not over populate the earth'

"Being the moon goddess, usually makes you think logically"

Kousen clenched his teeth, "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE A WOLFDOG" he couldn't contain himself anymore.

"What..." Akuma backed off.

Kousen stepped towards his mother, "I wanted to love you as a mother, but when I found out you were a wolfdog, I didn't know what to think of you"

"KOUSEN, I CAN'T HELP IT IF I'M A WOLFDOG. I am sorry you had to live what I lived through, but you can't change your blood even if you tried."

"mother?" the wolfdog boy choked out.

"I wanted to change my blood when I knew I was a wolfdog, I put your father and Ayame in danger and I never wanted to, but...it was part of the reaper's plan. And being a wolfdog is part of your plan, as Miyuki being a wolf part of her life plan."

Kousen had a tear roll down his cheek as his mother said those wise words, and he ran, ran right into his mother's grasp and hugged her. Surprisingly, she felt solid, It's like, she's still here...alive. He smiled.

"Kousen..." Akuma smiled, and wrapped her arms around her son, like she would have done if she was alive when he was just a little boy.

"Mother..." he cried.

Over land and over sea
She reaches out to me
weaving and threading the loom
from womb to womb
Slaves and merchants
pilgrims and thieves
felt her hand and charted skies
by following her moon
Mother
Mother
Mother

Some came and built with stone and bone
some planted fields on promised land
and harvested their dreams, then disappeared
As generations lose their memory
I'll try and remind my heart
and hope that it will set me free
Mother
Mother
Mother

Condemning my true nature
I stood outside of myself
outside of myself
I stood outside
conditioning is what made me
lose sight of myself
lose sight of myself
lose sight

Ravens cry out, tides pull in,
somehow she replenishes
giving birth again
Mother
Mother
Mother...

Kousen shook off his tears, "What will Miyuki and I do now"

"Son, that's what you have to figure out for yourself, I can't help you choose your path." Akuma petted him between the dog ears.

"Mother, I wish you were still alive" he choked out.

Akuma didn't say anything, all she did was hold her son closer to her. This might be the only chance for her to be with him. Since she has to be with the moon a lot, she finds no time to go down to Earth and spend time with her son. She suddenly felt weak and airy, "sometimes me too, Kousen..." she saw that the moon needed her, "Kousen I have to go"

"NO MOTHER" Kousen held on even harder, "I don't want you to leave me again."

Akuma smiled, and brushed the white hair of her son, "I'm sorry Kousen, but the moon is calling me. I would stay more, but the moon will always pull me to it." she kissed him between the ears and gave him a final hug.

Mother...,Kousen held on even harder, but then felt her turning into her spirit form again, makng his arms go right through her. He looked up, seeing his mother fly up to the moon again, until the barrier around the moon's barrier seemed full again.

"Kousen..." Yuuki's voice was heard behind him.

Kousen turned his head, there stood Yuuki, here eyes were half asleep, "Hi Yuuki" he smiled.

"Who were you talking too" Yuuki yawned.

Kousen gave a final glance towards the moon, "No one..." he lied, "I just wanted to talk to myself"

Yuuki looked at him with a confused face, "Whatever, just come to bed"

Kousen looked towards her, and nodded as he followed her. Holding the fire youkai claw in his right hand, where his mating scar was, Yuuki...please don't leave me..or die. Besides Miyuki, you are the only peson who is there for me...,He grasped the fire youkai claw even tighter.

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Miyuki looked at Kiba, whose back was sitll faced towards her then she placed her hand on Kiba's shoulder, "Kiba..."

Kiba placed his hand on hers, I admit it...no matter how much pride I loose from my tribe by saying this..., he spun around to face her, "Miyuki...I love you"

Miyuki looked at him for a second, until she laughed, "Good one Kiba, I know you are just saying this because of mating season, we are just good friends."

Kiba looked towards her for a minute, "But..."

"Kiba, it's just mating season talking to you, "Forget about it" she turned and walked off, "Come on let's go"

BUT MIYUKI I LOVE YOU DAMN IT, he growled. And followed her, Sorry father, but I will have to give up the plan...

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WORSHIP FAKIR
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