Wednesday, June 21, 2006

yuri
Currently thinking: , bloody blood, it's flying all over the place, eww.; Current music: Music of the Night (Phantom of the Opera music); Moon's Status: waning; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:00 PM



My Life

hewo

Inutaisho: yo

Before I start with the post, I would like to say that my good friend John-Lee from Playpractice leant me some of his manga for tonight, Black Cat and D.Gray-Man. Black Cat was okay, but D.Gray-Man talked about "Akuma" a lot. I was surprised ot find a manga that used my name. Now that's done with, **sings** the phantom of the opera is there, inside your mind.

Inutaisho: sorry, she watched Phantom of the Opera again today, and she has the songs stuck in her head

**still singing** Angel of Music.

Inutaisho: okay, now you are singing words you can remember by random.

**stops** Okay, then I'll sing a song from a movie I KNOW all the words too. **sings** I sense there's something in the wind...**stops** **sings again** THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS THERE, INSIDE YOUR MIND

Inutaisho: **slaps head against forehead then smakes Akuma across the head**

okay, now that I"m out of the singing part, now I want a HUG...**runs towards Inutaisho with her arms spread wide** Come here, I want a nice cute hug.

Inutaisho: AHHHH SHE USED THE C WORD LIKE THE WORD WAS GOOD. , **smakes Akuma across the head again**

**sings** the phantom of the opera is there, inside your mind**stops**

Inutaisho: you know you used the c word.

crap? Cause that's not a big problem

Inutaisho: no, c_te, and you made it sound like it was...good.

AHHH, I didn't use kawaii? DAMN IT ALL, okay questions might make me feel better:

Magnus Lensherr: It all began with Mr. Giggles for me...ZABUZA, **sqeel** he's played by Scott McNeil, the guy who also voiced Kouga and Hohenheim, (did I mention I have a feeling towards Hohenheim. Also he voiced Dinobot, Animal Wars back in my 'Animal Wars Day,' I loved Dino-Bot. Okay back to you. Yeah, the girl who plays Hera is the one that is just like me, the girl who plays Athene loves anime and wolves, and the girl who plays Hermes loves Tim Burton films. And Phantom of the Opera is good.

Sakabato Samurai: CUT AND PRINT. THAT'S A WRAP PEOPLE.' Sorry, your lights, camera, action comment made me say that. Eureka Seven was good, but I was confused about the same thing. "Higher than the sun!!!!"

Veggie-Ann: Heh, **nervouse laugh** sorry about the top part then, and thank you for the five stars. **bows**

babixxkagome: yeah, but I would think some wolves would discriminate dogs because it means a wolf was mastered by a human and turned into a dog and there for tamed and weak and lazy. Some wolves admire power so there is a reason they would hate dogs, and hate wolfdogs more because of a wolf mates a 'weak freak of nature' I'm sorry, I'm guessing Yuuki is your favorite character? Or at least a character you like.

lordsesshomaru: thank you for starting to read this story so late, even though I'm all ready more than half-way through it.



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Fearless by Cyndi Lauper.

Chapter 18:
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Yuuki placed her clothes on, just waking up. She thought it was all a dream, and she was next to Kousen right now, safe. She looked down at the male figure body sleeping on the ground, and wanted to see Kousen's white hair. But her smile faded when all she saw was Tsumi. She backed away from him as possible, only to find out she hit the back part of the cave. She folded her legs and wrapped her arms around them and placed her chin on the knees. Kousen, did you only mate me for those reasons..., she hugged her knees closer when she thought of Tsumi's words, BAKA, don't you see it's mating season. Youkai's don't care about love, they only care about beauty and how well they mate. Kousen doesn't love you, he's just been playing an act so he could mate., Yuuki shook her head, NO, TSUMI'S LYING. Kousen loves me, he said so himself...I think. Her heart felt like it was torn in two, she stared at Tsumi, the raven who raped her. Kousen's smiling face was in her mind, and she started crying.

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Kousen felt his scar burning, Yuuki, I will be there soon. Whatever your in, please hang in there...and believe., his running paced even more

"Brother, the sun" Miyuki pointed.

Kousen stared at the sun, it was heading down almost half-way there. "Run faster" he commanded.

"Kousen-kun, we are running as fast as youkais can. There is no possible way we can run faster." Kiba yelled.

Kousen glared at him, making the eyes his Uncle Sesshoumaru gave to him through genes. Only he mastered it faster because of his ice-blue eyes. "My father did"

"Baka, he had two Sacred Jewel Shards" Miyuki rolled her eyes.

Kiba's eyes grew, "YOU MEAN THE SHARDS FROM THE SHIKON NO TAMA"

"Yes, but our father lost them in a battle. A bit before he died, and he met you" Miyuki sighed, "If only he would have not helped Kousen's uncle...Inu washa or something like that, defeat this dude in a baboon suit, he might still have the shards and passed them down to us." She grasped the water youkai claw that hung around her neck when her parent's death replayed in her mind, and a tear rolled down her cheek.

"Miyuki what's wrong" Kiba lovingly stared at her, he didn't like when she cried.

"nothing" she said in a low growl in her throat.

"Enough chatting you two, we got to save Yuuki before sunset" Kousen yelled back at them. Miyuki and Kiba paced faster to catch up.

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"I see you are awake" Yuuki heard a voice, and she lifted her head. She found out she fell asleep crying. She wanted to see Kousen's smiling face, but all she came face to face with was Tsumi's pale one.

"You stay away from me" Yuuki hissed.

"Woah, for a minute there I thought you were a snake youkai. You look beautiful when you are angry, you are always beautiful, " he placed his hand on her cheek and neared his lips towards hers.

"Get away" she placed her hand over his mouth and pushed him away.

Tsumi grabbed her arm and held it tightly, "I see we are playing hard to get, well sooner or later I'm going to win" he pinned her to the wall, making her motionless and forced a kiss on her lips. This ought to get Kousen insane.

While this was all happening, our heros finally got to the entrance of the cave where Yuuki and Tsumi were hiding.

"Wait, Kousen, are you sure this is even the right cave." Miyuki stared at the opening, "It seems so simple."

"Of course it is," his palm burned even more, "Cause the smell is strong here, and my palm is burning so much it's almost white. That only means that I'm near Yuuki and she's in danger." He stepped forward, then felt a strange out burst in him. "Oh-no" he looked up to the moon and saw it's full face. He fell to his knees, and felt the white furs go through his skin and his skull widen. His arms turned into the forearms of a wolf. Kiba and Miyuki stared at Kousen, he was a pure white wolf with ice-blue eyes. His fire youkai claw dangled.

"Ummmm...Kousen-kun" Kiba blankly studdered.

Kousen growled and rushed into the cave. Miyuki stared at her mate, "We'll explain later, come one we have to go" she ran after her brother. And Kiba followed.

Yuuki tore from Tsumi's kiss, and looked into his black eyes. "I don't love you" she growled.

"You're just saying that, " Tsumi smiled, then he smelt a scent, and he smiled even more, Finally that mutt has come. Time for my plan to go to action. He grabbed a handful of Yuuki's yukata and started to tear it off, Yuuki tried to struggle but he held a tight grip. Then Tsumi stopped and he let go. Yuuki looked and she smiled. A white wolf was knawwing on the leg of the raven.

"Kousen" Yuuki gleamed. The white wolf looked up to her and wolf-smiled.

"Damn wolfdog" Tsumi grabbed Kousen by the scuff of is neck, "I know it's you Kousen." Kousen growled as Tsumi continued with the conversation, "You're really a sin against nature eh." Tsumi smirked when he saw a little red outline Kousen's eyes, So this is how easy Kousen get's angry, I almost got him in an uncontrolable youkai even when he's in his full wolf form. This will be easier than I thought., "I knew your mother, she's the moon goddess, huh. She was a baka for not killing herself, after all she never wanted you."

Kousen's eyes became the color when a bright red mixes with ice-blue, and they were growing even redder. Yuuki's mouth dropped. Until she noticed that Tsumi wasn't paying attention to her, so she smaked against the raven in the back. Tsumi let go of Kousen and fell to the ground. They thought he was knocked out but Kousen didn't care. He ran to Yuuki and stared into her indigo eyes. "Kousen" she smiled and was about to wrap her arms around him, but then she backed off and looked in Kousen's eyes. Kousen tilted his head, and looked deep into her eyes as well. Yuuki thought of Tsumi's words again, No, Tsumi is wrong. Why would Kousen come for me if he didn't love me? but then again he might want me to give myself to him. She slumped down to her knees and slowly petted Kousen. I'm so confused.

Kousen let his guard down, Yuuki looked like she was torn in two. He smelt Tsumi on her, I get it, he growled, she wants to be with him. He tore from her reach, and walked back. Yuuki and him were unaware of what happened next. Tsumi came to when they were unaware and hit Kousen on the back of the head to knock the wolf out.

"KOUSEN" Yuuki cried, and kneeled down by the wolf and placed her hand on his head where he got hit. She stared into Kousen's eyes, she thought he would be okay by being a youkai. But remembered he could get easily killed being the wolf form he was in right now. Kousen's eyes didn't become the blue of ice that she knew, they started to look like a pale, pale blue. "Kousen" a tear rolled down her cheek and fell on the cave floor.

"YUUKI-CHAN, KOUSEN-KUN" a girl's and a boy's voice bounced of the back of the cave.

Yuuki spun her head, to see Kiba and Miyuki run into the cave. Miyuki gasped when she saw Kousen, and she paused. Kiba did the same. "kousen" Miyuki slowly said under her breath.

Yuuki felt a matter oozing between her fingers and she looked to her hand that was on Kousen. Blood was seeping. "KOUSEN" she cried.

"Wench" Tsumi, who was finally noticed, walked up behind the human and lifted a fist.

"YUUKI-CHAN" Miyuki shouted and ran to Tsumi, but it was too late. Tsumi had slammed his fist into the back of Yuuki's head and Yuuki was knocked out. Her cheek touched the white fur of Kousen and her blood fell on it as well. Yuuki began to dream...

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Kousen's dog ears had a devilish point to them, his fangs were long and dripped over his lower lip, his claws were full of sticky maroon blood, and his eyes glazed an evil red. She gasped when her image of her love changed, and showed him using his out grown claws, slaughtering...something she couldn't see. All she saw was him, getting blood splatering on random spots of his face and his white wolf tail was being stained with red. Then Kousen landed on his feet, and turned to her, his eyes were even redder as he gave an evil smirk.

"Yuuki" he growled. Yuuki backed off just a bit. She stared at the things he was killing, she could see them perfectly.

"Humans" she gasped. She saw innocent villagers eyes open wide, their mouths agape in terror as their blood flowed into their open mouths and on the ground, "Kousen" she yelled.

"Bitch" he growled as he raised a palm and back-slapped Yuuki across the face.

Yuuki fell to the ground. "Kousen what happened to you"

Kousen kelt beside her and grabbed the front of her yukata and pulled the cloth so her face was near her's. She could smell that he had been eating human flesh, "Yuuki" he shook her, "Yuuki" he growled again.

"Kousen, do you love me" the human girl cried. Kousen stopped and stared into her eyes, "Did you only mate me because you needed a mate."

"YOU ONLY FIGURED THAT NOW. how stupid can you get Yuuki" he threw her to the ground, "I never loved you. It was only a trick, so you can go back to that Tsumi and be with him. Or even better..." he gave a wicked smile, "I can kill you right now..."

Yuuki blinked and gasped, she didn't know what to think. Until she stood up and got in his face, I am not a weakling., she thought to herself. But she was still afraid no matter what, but she had to get the old Kousen back

Sometimes I'm afraid when you go
sometimes I'm afraid when you come home
underneath it all...
I think I'm afraid when there's nothing wrong

But if I was fearless...
could I be your reckless friend
and if I was helpless...
could you be the one comes rushing in

There's something that I never told
when I find myself slipping off
of my pedestal
I'm a fierce believer afraid to fall

But I was fearless
could I be your reckless friend
and if I was helpless
could you be the one comes rushing in

Sometimes I'm afraid of the dark
I can't find the light in my heart
I can see my hand
pushing away from you hard as I can

But if I was fearless
I could be your wreckless friend
and if I was helpless
could you be the one comes rushing in

Sometimes I'm afraid
when you go...

"I love you Kousen, and I will stay by you, even when you kill me" Yuuki shouted. Kousen stared at her with guilty eyes, and she swore to see a small tinge of blue around those red eyes.

The blue disappeared and the red came back. Kousen growled, "WENCH" he lifted up his claws, Yuuki shivered, but then stood ground. And waited for the blow.

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Yuuki's eyes popped open, it was morning. She was on someone's back. She lifted her head to see Kousen's white hair. "Good morning Yuuki" Miyuki gleamed. Yuuki turn her head to see the wolf with black hair and emerald eyes. Yuuki noticed Kousen turned his head, and he smiled.

Kousen sighed and turned his head to turn back to the trail and his thoughts came back to when she hesitated to touch him when he saved her, Being away from that cave confirms that she has mated with Tsumi. If Tsumi forced this on her, then I'm going to rip his heart out, his eyes became red again, like they were in the cave but soon became the blue ice they were always before, But what if Yuuki...

"Thank the Moon Goddess your alive" Kiba laughed. And Yuuki looked to see him as well.

"Where's Tsumi" Yuuki suddenly shouted and looked around.

"Gah, that old raven. We almost got him, when he flew up and went into this gassy matter and flew away." Miyuki growled, "Weakling. I wanted something to hurt, I was getting bored with no killing."

Kiba laughed and wrapped his arm around her, "I know I was pretty pissed as well." He drew his face closer to kiss her cheek. Yuuki noticed Miyuki didn't back away as the wolf's lips pressed against her cheek.

"Kousen, are you okay" Yuuki saw dry blood on Kousen.

Kousen paused in his steps and twisted his head to look at her, "yes, but are you okay."

"Yes," she massaged a bump on her head. "Umm...Kousen. I don't mind you carrying me and all, but would you mind just letting me walk."

"Sure" Kousen sighed and let the human off his back. Yuuki, who was on her feet again, looked at the wolfdog.

Miyuki and Kiba twisted their head back and forth to stare at the mates.

"Kousen" Yuuki stepped forward, then glanced towards Miyuki and Kiba, "May I speak to him alone, please"

"umm...sure" Miyuki and Kiba shrugged and slowly departed. Miyuki side-glanced towards them, Yuuki was looking at Kousen and Kousen's back was turned to Yuuki.

Once Kiba and Miyuki were behind bushes, Miyuki whispered to Kiba, "Let's watch"

"Wouldn't that be evesdropping" Kiba lifted an eyebrow.

"Come on you scardy cat" she pulled on his sleeve and pushed him behind the bushes where they got a perfect veiw of Kousen and Yuuki.

"Kousen," Yuuki whispered again, "may I ask you something?"

Kousen turned and fully looked at her for the first time today, "Go ahead."

Tsumi's words flashed through Yuuki's mind again, BAKA, don't you see it's mating season. Youkai's don't care about love, they only care about beauty and how well they mate. Kousen doesn't love you, he's just been playing an act so he could mate., her stomach tied into a knot, "Kousen, why did you mate me?"

Kousen tilted his head at her, "What do you mean Yuuki" he walked towards her and brushed a few strands of tangled hair out of her eyes. "I love you more than anything else, that's why I mated you"

"But Tsumi said that-" she stopped once Kousen's mouth dropped when she said those words.

"So this is all Tsumi's saying. What did he say to you, please tell me!" Kousen grasped her shoulders, "Yuuki you must tell me."

Yuuki gulped and she took hold of one of Kousen's arms, "Tsumi said something like, 'BAKA, don't you see it's mating season. Youkai's don't care about love, they only care about beauty and how well they mate. Kousen doesn't love you, he's just been playing an act so he could mate', then he..." Yuuki choked a bit, "he raped me Kousen"

Miyuki and Kiba's eyes were wider than they were ever and their mouths were almost touching the ground. Kousen looked the same, "Yuuki...I..." he didn't know what to say, all he wanted to do was rip Tsumi's heart out and eat it raw, he also felt a force inside him that made him feel like going insane. But he looked at Yuuki, her eyes looked like they were forcing tears inside her indigo eyes. Kousen grasped her in his arms and slowly whispered, "Yuuki, I am so sorry. If I have never left your side none of this would have happened to you. It's all my fault." he grasped her even tighter.

"Kousen, it was fate. You-"

"Don't make it any different Yuuki. Tsumi tricked me with a Dairi Spirit and I left you undef-"

"SHUT UP YOU BAKA" Yuuki yelled, forcing him to let go, "YOU'RE MAKING A COMPLETE FOOL OF YOURSELF TALKING LIKE THIS. It was not your fault. It was only trial and error. Let's just hope that this won't scar us for life." Kousen's eyes were confused and Yuuki sighed, releaved to get that off her shoulders, "Kousen, I'm sorry." She then placed a kiss on his lips.

Kousen forgot all about Tsumi and the sexual harassment he did to his mate, all he cared about was that Yuuki was safe, with him. And he never wanted her to leave her again. Yuuki, I know we survived through this one. But next time...I could lose you forever.

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