Thursday, June 22, 2006

hold your tounge
Currently thinking: , kail, kail, kail; Current music: Halloween Sounds ; Moon's Status: waning; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:00 PM



My Life

hewo

Inutaisho: yo

Didn't have to get to play practice till about 12:45 PM in my time, so I got to sleep in. But I found out I slept in a bit too late and woke up at 11. I couldn't take a shower cause it takes to long for it to dry and I have to have it dry so I can stop the frizziness from happineing, I don't like that frizzy stuff. Then my contacts were like hurting me like hell so I decided to wear glasses today, then my stomach was hurting from lack of food. I didn't eat anything since the day before's breakfast and I only drank green tea at play practice. And I was in too much pain to stand up and get something. I mean way too much pain. So I was happy when my dad finally came home to take me to play practice and he got me a banana and milk so I felt better, but was still hungry.

Inutaisho: bad day, eh

Not to mention I almost lost my voice at play practice because of my part requires yelling. And the other actors were making mistakes so I had to say this one line that I had to yell over and over again.

Inutaisho: ...are you done now?

And I was so happy that in Inuyasha last night they used one of my most favorite background music. It became my favorite when I first saw the first Inuyasha movie. It really was. And I thank everyone for trying to help bring Kouga back to the credits, but alas, he's not. **shakes fist at people who control credits** YOU HAVE WON THIS BATTLE, BUT THE WAR ISN'T OVER.

Inutaisho: **smakes Akuma across the head, making sure it's not too hard to make her say the c word**

oww, what in hell was that for?

Inutaisho: hey, that was actually fun **smakes Akuma across the head again**

STOP IT

Inutaisho: no...**smacks Akuma across the head again**

DO YOU WANT ME TO GIVE YOU A NICE HUG? Maybe a little kiss on the cheek between daughter and father.

Inutaisho: **stops** n-no. Don't you dare do that.

**smacks Inutaisho across the head this time** Hey, that was fun. Okay, back to your guy's Questions

Sakabato Samurai: I wanted to write the c-word thing a bit earlier, but when I read lordsesshomaru's post I decided to change a few things. So yeah. the C-word is evil. That's why I use kawaii.

Veggie-Ann: **bows again** I'm writting a sequel to the story I'm currently writting. But I write a lot. This just happens to be my best. The rest suck, except for the one I wrote just after this story, about spies. Sorry about the PotO(...hey Poto ^-^) things yesterday sorry

OnexPeicexNami: Sven is my fav out of Black Cat. Allen is my favorite from D.Gray-Man. Just wanted to point that out. Yeah, I ended up singing the songs from PotO all day. **shakes head**

lordsesshomaru: I know, when I found out a guy from Street Fighter had the same name as me, I was kinda freaked out and excited at the same time. And the C-word is too evil for it's own good. What did I just say? **looks around and sees a shiny peice of material** ohh shiny **praises the shiny thing**



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Stupid by Sarah McLachlan.

Chapter 19: Stupid
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Kiba looked across the feild at the grass moving with the wind and he sighed. It was near noon and Miyuki left to go hunting by herself. The wolf sighed, "Miyuki, what am I to do..." he scowled as he lifted his right palm to reveal the mating scar. "I should have never mated you," he growled deep in his throat and he clenched his right palm into a fist.

"What was that, Kiba" Miyuki came up from behind him.

"M-miyuki" Kiba studdered as he spun his head to face her green eyes, "You're back early."

"Well, it's been over two hours." Miyuki glared at him, "What I want to know is what you said back there." She kneeled to be at eye length with her mate.

Kiba looked away from her, I should tell her, it will be better if I told her now...then if she found it out herself., "Miyuki...I need to speak with you alone." He stood up, Miyuki following suit.

"What is it Kiba?" she noticed he had that serious look on his face.

"Just...follow me" he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and slowly walked into the deep forrest.

Once they were deep enough for Kiba he stopped and turned to face her, "Miyuki...Do you truely love me"

Miyuki kehed, "Of course, why would I mate you if I didn't" she started to laugh until she saw, in Kiba's amber eyes, a look of saddness.

"Just what if, I wasn't the wolf you expected to love. What if...I was only, suppose to love you just for a...plan"

Miyuki stopped breathing, What is Kiba saying?

"You must understand, Miyuki, I love you more than anything. What I'm about to tell you, you must think before you make your decision. Agree?"

"Kiba" Miyuki tilted her head, then nodded in agreement.

Kiba breathed in heavy gulps of air as butterflies fluttered through his stomach. The wolf slowly pulled his mate down to sit on a log. "Miyuki, remember when I came and I knew all about you and your tribe...well I was trained to-"

"Well, well what do we have here?" a booming voice came through the trees.

Kiba and Miyuki both spun to see a huge male wolf youkai with black hair and gray eyes. Kiba's eyes widened as his eyes layed apon the huge youkai. "Father..." Kiba growled.

Miyuki looked towards the youkai then back to Kiba. "Father? Kiba is this your father"

"Yes I'm young Kiba-kun's father. Miyuki-chan." the wolf walked closer. "My name is Kuro"

Miyuki stood up, "Hello Kuro-san"

Kiba growled once more, "Miyuki get behind me"

"Well I see, Kiba, that you won Miyuki's heart. Just like we planned."

"What..." Miyuki stared at Kuro.

"SHUT UP" Kiba shouted at his father.

Kuro just continued, "Well I guess Kiba hasn't told you he never loved you." the wolf youkai leaned against a tree.

"kiba..." Miyuki turned to him, "What's this all about. I don't understand."

Kiba walked up to her, "I was just about to tell you it..."

"Then why don't you..." Kuro smirked.

Kiba stared straight into is father's eyes. "Miyuki...I

Kuro shook his head, "That won't do Kiba...Miyuki, I shall tell you. Before Kiba was born, your mother led our tribe. She was the best leader we had, until we learned that she was engaged to Kouga. The whole tribe thought this would bring out the peace between the two tribes. But when Ayame married Kouga, nothing changed because when we noticed Kouga's other mate was Akuma, we knew she was a wolfdog. So we went to warn them

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FlashBack:

"Don't you all see...Akuma is a wolfdog" Kuro, a few years back, yelled.

Jikken growled, "HOW DARE YOU SPEAK OF AKUMA-SAMA LIKE THAT"

Bujuko then came up, "Go back to your tribe, you are not welcomed here."

"What..." Kuro snarled, "OUR TRIBES ARE CONNECTED BY KOUGA AND AYAME'S MATING, Right Ayame." Kuro stared at Ayame, who was surprised by the fact that they knew Akuma was a wolfdog. But she didn't say anything.

"That doesn't prove anything" Bujuko stepped up, "Go"

Kuro glanced one more at them, "You will all be sorry" and he ran off, his wolf compainions behind him.

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Present:

Miyuki rolled her eyes, "What does this have to do with anything...what I want to know is what you said earlier. About a 'plan'"

The huge wolf youkai sighed, "You are a persistant girl aren't you...well you should let me continue. Well, after Ayame left, I became the Alpha-male. I soon mated and we got Kiba. Of course, before Kiba was given life, the whole tribe and I decided on training him to win the heart of you, Miyuki, and get close to Ayame.

"Why would you want to get close to my mother" Miyuki shuddered at the thing she just said, "AND I STILL NEED TO KNOW OF THIS PLAN." Her mind then went through Kuro's words, 'I decided on training him to win the heart of you, Miyuki, and get close to Ayame.' Kuro's lying, Kiba loves me. He would never lie to me...would he?

"Remember what I told you, Ayame didn't help her tribe she grew up in or the one she was in charge in. She knew Akuma was a wolfdog and therefore kept it a secret. Ayame wanted tribes to be hateful of each other. And them all to kill. So I needed to get near her to kill her"

"YOU BASTARD" Miyuki shouted, "MY MOTHER DIDN'T WANT THE TRIBES TO KILL ONE ANOTHER. SHE WANTED PEACE AS MUCH AS YOU DO." She started to go head on to fight Kuro when Kiba grabbed her shoulders.

"Miyuki don't listen to my father, besides" he gulped as Miyuki faced him, "I have more important things to tell you"

Miyuki stopped and stared into Kiba's amber eyes, "What is it"

"Remember when my father said he trained me to win your heart." he shuddered, "He's...He's telling the truth. I was taught at a very young age, just like my father said, and once I reached the mating age. I confronted you and asked you to be my mate, I never loved you..." Kiba paused.

Miyuki slowly stared at Kiba, "What..." she slowly whispered.

"Miyuki, listen to me" Kiba pleaded.

"NO, YOU SELFISH BAKA. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN" she punched him straight in the face and ran off.

Kiba paused, then smelled water and salt, ...Miyuki's tears.

Miyuki ran as fast as she could, "That f---ing baka." she cried out. After all we went through together. She clumsly tripped on a fallen branch. She landed on her knees and palms, and didn't bother to get up. Rain drops fell on her back, and soon mixed with her tears. She grabbed a handful of soon-to-be-wet soil when she clenched her right hand, then pounded it with her left. I was just a puppet, damn it. Just a puppet that helped with the plan to kill my mother. She lifted her left palm, I thought..., and glared at the mating scar, I thought, she clenched it tightly, I thought you really loved me.

Night lift up the shades let in the brilliant light of morning
But steady me now for I am weak and starving for mercy
Sleep has left me alone to carry the weight of unraveling where we went wrong
And all I can do to hang on, to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes

How stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that youre no good for me
but youre the only one I see

Love has made me a fool set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer
and you come around in your time speaking of fabulous places create
an oasis that dries up as soon as youre gone
you leave me here burning in this desert without you

How stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that youre no good for me
but youre the only one I see

Everything changes everything falls apart
I cant stand to feel myself losing control
In the deep of my weakness I know

How stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that youre no good for me
but you're the only one I see

Kuro laughed, "That was a sight to see, now I know you finished off Ayame. I smelt her dead corpse a few days ago so I thought you went ahead without me."

Kiba didn't think this was funny, "I didn't kill Ayame...her tribe did"

"Well she's dead, and that's all that matters." Kuro turned, "Come, I found a nice female wolf to mate you"

Kiba glanced at his mating scar on his right palm, "no Otou-san"

"What was that you runt" Kuro growled, "You dare disobey me"

"Yes Otou-san," he gave his father the death glare, "I mated Miyuki"

"Jeeze Kiba, you didn't have to go that far to win her heart."

"No Otou-san, I mated her for a way different reason..." Kiba's glare dug deeper into his father's soul, "I love her. And I love her more than anything in this damn hell of a world."

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