Sunday, June 25, 2006

head hurts soo much.
Currently thinking: , ow, ow ow,; Current music: Sunshine Daydreams, by Grateful Dead. ; Moon's Status: waning; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:57 PM



My Life

hewo

Inutaisho: yo

I am soo sorry for the one-day delay. I was sick the whole day, but I had to work at the Festival for about **thinks** Six in a half hours. I wouldn't have stayed that long if that rain didn't stop my play preview. This is the first time I am ever mad at rain and thunder. Also the fishing is horrible. Haven't even had a nibble, and the contest ends tommorrow at Noon in my time. Also the parade is tommorrow.

Inutaisho: damn

I couldn't get the fourth instalment of Ghost Hunt, Which is a great manga. But I can't remember if it came out yesterday or not, but I'll check. Ow, my head **sits on ground** damn nap.

Inutaisho: **sigh**

I don't feel that well guys, so I don't feel that humorous. But my head also hurts becasue I had a headach right when I started watching Eureka Seven, and I missed Naruto AGAIN. damn it all. **stares at TV screen** I KNEW she looked like Eureka, but her hair is pink. WHAT, you mean I slept through the first part. damn damn damn.

Inutaisho: mad?

Hell ya, **head aches in pain again and sits on floor** I need something to drink, I can't even type that well.

Inutaisho: **sigh** then why are you still typing?

Because I want to fill this space.

Inutaisho: No, you don't have to, for once in your life can you make a short post.

no...

Inutaisho: you are strange

How many times do I have to tell you that? Okay, maybe questions will get stuff off my head:

Sakabato Samurai: I don't write chapters in parts like you do. Can you tell me what chapters did you miss?

SessLover18: Do you want me to send you the chapters that you missed?

lordsesshomaru: Yeah, I guess it does. And thank you again, woops, sorry. I am just so happy you like it.

Magnus Lensherr: thanks



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's Song is Drifting by Sarah McLachlan

Chapter 21: Drifting
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"Kousen..." Yuuki slowly whispered, while her and Kousen were walking on a path.

Kousen's ears twitched, "Yeah..."

Yuuki gulped as she thought about the words she was about to say, "Kousen...if you were to change, somehow," she paused as her indigo eyes shivered, "Would you still, love me?"

Kousen's mouth dropped, "Are you kidding me" he kehed, "Like I said before, why would I mate you if I didn't love you." And with that, he wrapped his arms around her waist and gently kissed her on the lips. Once he seperated their loving kiss; he whispered, "And I will never leave your side, no matter how much I change."

Yuuki stopped breathing, and stared into the deep ice-blue eyes of her mate. The very mate that always seemed to make things better. Her only love in the whole world. A tear rolled down her cheek as she quickly dug her face into his harori. Kousen paused then wrapped his arms around her as the salty water's scent ran through his nostrals. Yuuki tried to hold back her tears, Kousen, I know you will always be near me, but. She thought of the dreams when Kousen was attacking her, what if you ever forget about me...

Kousen brushed her hair, "We have to get going. Miyuki and Kiba are waiting for us" He looked down at her. She still didn't tear from him, and he didn't want to force it too. The youkai sighed and picked her up bridal style. Yuuki gasped as she saw Kousen's smiling face, and she smiled.

A while down the road, Yuuki asked for Kousen to let her down. Kousen hesitated then slowly let her down and kissed her on the cheek. Yuuki laughed. But their joy didn't last long, when a huge red youkai came out of no where, "hey puny, tasty human."

Kousen growled as he wrapped his arm around Yuuki and pulled her closer to him. "You mind saying that again you bastard"

The youkai smiled, "I see you are in love with her. I thought you were going to eat her." he stepped forward, "But no matter what, I'm going to have to battle for a scrap of meat like that human."

"You have no idea what you are dealing with," Kousen flexed his claws, while he motioned for Yuuki to get behind him.

"Of course I do. I am weak with major hunger, but you know why I chose to battle a youkai for a human" he asked Kousen, "Because your a wolfdog. And wolfdogs are weaker than hanyous"

"Fucking bastard," Yuuki glimpsed towards Kousen, and she gasped. His eyes had a red tinge around them, she knew he was getting tired of people saying he was weaker than a hanyou. "Kousen, don't get over the top now" she tried to stop him, before it was something she couldn't stop.

"No Yuuki, this youkai and I have serious business to deal with," Kousen grinned and flexed his claws even more. Yuuki saw that his fangs seemed to be growing, and his eyes were growing a tint of red, which made his eyes seem purple.

"Keh, it's you're funneral little man." the huge youkai hissed and lunged forward, teeth barred.

Yuuki thought fast, Kousen will most defently turn uncontrolable in the battle. There is only one thing I should do, even if it won't work...or I die. She unsheathed her katana, then half way she sheathed it again, No, I can't do it.

"Come at me" Kousen's voice sounded raspy. Eyes were even more red. This gave Yuuki second thoughts.

Now, at least try. She saw the youkai was just a few feet away when, with the speed she developed over the years of training, unsheathed her sword. And right before Kousen's nose, slashed the youkai to death.

Kousen stared at the red youkai's body, which now was more red due to the maroon blood that was splattered. "What did you do Yuuki," Kousen's raspy voice was still there.

Yuuki hung her head, knowing that it didn't help except to stop the transformation. But not bring him back. She slowly sheathed her katana. "I'm sorry Kousen."

Kousen growled"You better be sorry, I almost had that youkai's blood under my claws. You had to stain your katana." He grasped her shoulders with his over-grown claws. "You understand that I'm the only one who fights, not some weak human."

"KOUSEN, I HAD TO DO IT" she screamed. "You will be changed if I didn't help you." She still didn't look into his eyes

Kousen stopped, and thought, Change? What does she mean. I'm still a wolfdog youkai that no one likes., "Yuuki, what do you mean?"

Yuuki gasped, and she noticed his voice, It's...I'ts back to normal. She glanced up, and saw his ice-blue eyes stare at her with that look she fell in love with. "Kousen" she whimpered, then smashed her head into his chest and stained the wolfdog youkai's haori with salty tears again.

"Yuuki, what's wrong?" Kousen grasped her.

Yuuki didn't tear away, "Never leave me again."

Kousen didn't know what to think. "Yuuki, please tell me?"

"Kousen..." was all Yuuki could say, when her dream flashed in her mind.

Kousen's dog ears had a devilish point to them, his fangs were long and dripped over his lower lip, his claws were full of sticky maroon blood, and his eyes glazed an evil red. She gasped when her image of her love changed, and showed him using his out grown claws, slaughtering...something she couldn't see. All she saw was him, getting blood splatering on random spots of his face and his white wolf tail was being stained with red. Then Kousen landed on his feet, and turned to her, his eyes were even redder as he gave an evil smirk.

"Yuuki" he growled. Yuuki backed off just a bit. She stared at the things he was killing, she could see them perfectly.

"Humans" she gasped. She saw innocent villagers eyes open wide, their mouths agape in terror as their blood flowed into their open mouths and on the ground, "Kousen" she yelled.

"Bitch" he growled as he raised a palm and back-slapped Yuuki across the face.

Yuuki fell to the ground. "Kousen what happened to you"

Kousen kelt beside her and grabbed the front of her yukata and pulled the cloth so her face was near her's. She could smell that he had been eating human flesh, "Yuuki" he shook her, "Yuuki" he growled again.

"I can't tell you" her muffled voice came through the coth.

Kousen snarled, It all makes sense. She didn't mate me because she loved me. She mated me for..., "You don't trust me do you."

Yuuki stopped, and glanced up to him, "What..."

"You felt sorry for me, and therefore agreed to mate me. Even though you didn't want to." Kousen tore from her grasp. "It is all clear to me now, you don't want to tell me because you feel like it's going to hurt my feelings. WELL GET THIS STRAIGHT YOU BITCH. I'M A YOUKAI AND IT WON'T. But I guess you are not dumb enought to think that, so you are thinking I am weaker than a hanyou because I'm a wolfdog"

"No Kousen, whatever made you think that." Yuuki calmly said.

Kousen spun on his heels, "It should have been clear to me when I first fell in love with you, wolfdogs don't deserve love. No one loves mixed breeds like hanyous. and me." He gave one final growl at Yuuki and ran off into the forest.

Yuuki stared at the red and white that was dissapearing, "Kousen..."

You've been gone for so long all that you know
Has been shuffled aside as you bask in the glow
of the beautiful strangers that whisper your name
do they fill up the emptiness
Larger than life is your fiction in a universe made up of one

cause you have been drifting for so long
I know you dont want to come down
But somewhere below you theres people who love you
and they're waiting for you to come home please come home

You walk in a room and the world stops to stare
You mesmerize all who are caught in the glare
of the spotlight that follows wherever you go
does it light up the emptiness
Larger than life is your fiction in a universe made up of one

cause you have been drifting for so long
I know you dont want to come down
But somewhere below you theres people who love you
and they're waiting for you to come home please come home


When Kousen knew he was far away from Yuuki as possible, he paused and walked. He growled and grumbled. "Damn it all" Kousen remembered the mating scar in his right hand, and stared at it. "I should have never mated you. You could have had a better mate. And I should have never fell in love with you"

"Marriage problems eh?" a voice came from up above.

Kousen glared up, and saw Tsumi, "What are you doing here"

"Now you see why I raped and hurt Yuuki. I was trying to give you a warning that she was lying to you" Tsumi jumped down. I never wanted to be enemies with you. You are too powerful of a foe."

"Don't give me the same lies. Like what everybody has told me." Kousen clenched his hands.

Tsumi sighed, "Fine, then I won't tell you how to get your revenge." Tsumi smirked as he slowly walked away.

Kousen's anger got the better of him, "Fine, I see you want to be my friend. But...how do I know you are telling the truth."

Tsumi spun, a smile played across his face, "Just trust me."

"Fine." Kousen's mind wasn't thinking straight, "But how do I do it"

"Just shake, and everything will be clear." Tsumi streached out a hand.

Kousen stared at it, then thought of all the lies that he thought people gave him over the years he had been alive, and instantly grabbed Tsumi's hand. Tsumi's smile turned into a evil grin, in a second he felt the raven youkai bite it's neck.

Kousen screamed out in pain as the bite deepened. Just then, a voice went thought his mind.

"They all lied. They all hated you. No one loves you. I'm your only friend. I can help you kill everybody who lied, who cheated, who hated you. All you need to do...is trust me."

Kousen felt his body drop on all fours as he tried to endure a pain he could not pin point where it was. Except all over his body. His fangs grew tremendensely, his dog ears pointed devilishly, eyes blood red. "Yes Master," his raspy voice growled, as his taste craved for the warmth of blood.

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