Friday, June 30, 2006

mr. belvadir
Currently thinking: , damn,; Current music: Pirates of the Carrabean music, ; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:00 PM



My Life

hewo

Inutaisho: yo

Sigh, play practice was fun... But it is the last one before the performnance. Which is today, Friday, June 30th. **sigh**

Inutaisho: what's wrong?

Cause it's the last day of the month... And do you know what that means? **grabs Inutaisho's shirt** DO YOU!!!!!

Inutaisho: uhhh... it's the end of the month?

and... **glare**

Inutaisho: well, your not really happy about it so does it have to do with something bad with Kouga or Kail?

NO YOU BAKA ... IT'S THE LAST DAY YOU'LL BE ON THIS SITE.

Inutaisho: what? Oh well, I guess I'll pack. **goes pack**

NOOOO **grabs Inutaisho and hugs him** I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. NOT ONLY WILL AN EVIL PERSON COME, BUT... I'll **whisper** miss you

Inutaisho: what did you say?

...

Inutaisho: well, I guess I'll be going.

NOOO... **watches Inutasho leave** don't go... **someone else comes in**

Unknown at this moment: Hello, is Akuma here?

I'll pretend she isn't here if I answer questions.

SessLover18 Sesshoumaru is 5' 8'' Kouga's acutally 5' 9''. Animal Planet is awsome too.

swtanimelvr: thank you, **bows** thank you

Magnus Lensherr: That'll be the funnest time ever. You'll have Magnus and I'll have Kouga...then we can do like a business where we can bring fatasy people to life. Sci Fi has been a little boring yesterday too. Yeah, but this is two more lines long. heh heh

kaitnic it would be so awsome to have that same picture (not the flower) on my phone, but alas, I'm not allowed on the browser anymore. Wait, you can send me the picture... I'll make you an icon (was it for otaku? Cause I'm confused on what icon you want) I can make you an icon, if you can text message me that picture...but not yet. And no, my mom didn't find the Kouga pictures yet. She is currently 3 hours away, she works across the state so I don't see her much.

lordsesshomaru: Me neither, and it was about the ant movie. **shrugs** and your comments on my story always make me feel better. Even on this...ever so...evil day.

tinkerbell 1991: Thank you for your concern.



Fanfiction

Note 1: Today's song is Dirty Little Secret by Sarah McLachlan. Note 2: Find this song and listen to it during the chapter. Note 3: Tommorrow is the last chapter.

Chapter 25: Dirty Little Secret
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Yuuki still stood by her mate. She stared at his face, waiting for his eyes to pop open and she could see her eyes that were ice-cold blue, but give her a sense of warmth. She brushed some wild white hair from his sweating face. His breathing was heavy. Yuuki knew she should keep her heart hoping for Kousen to be all right, but she knew she had to expect the worse. When Tsumi went inside the wolfdog youkai's soul, he took most of the power from him, and when Tsumi left, he didn't supply Kousen with the power Kousen lost and it was too much for even a youkai like himself to handle to live. She tried to smile, but then it changed to a gasp when she felt an extreme pain in her left palm. She knew it was the scar, telling her that Kousen was in pain. She felt his pulse, and felt scared at the result. Kousen's pulse was going slower and slower.

She knew that it was no use thinking everything can't be alright. She held Kousen's right hand in her left, making their scars touch another again. "Kousen..." she cried out. She wished she had the amazing medical supplies that Kousen's Aunt Kagome had. She remembered Kagome's box of mediciene that worked almost like magic back when Yuuki lived with her mother and father. "Kousen, don't leave me now." She couldn't hold back her tears anylonger. "What am I to do without you?" She placed her right hand on his bare chest that was covered with dressed wounds. Kousen's pulse was so slow, she couldn't feel it any longer. Yuuki placed her cheek on Kousen's chest, and didn't realize that she was damping the cloth used for the dressing of wounds. "Kousen, don't leave me forever."

If I had the chance love
I would not hesitate
To tell you all things I never said before
Don't tell me its too late
Cause I've relied on my illusion
to keep me warm at night
and I've denied in my capacity to love
but I am willing to give up this fight

Been up all night drinking to drown my sorrows down
But nothing seems to help me since you've gone away
Im so tired of this town where every tongue is wagging
When every back is turned
Theyre telling secrets that should never be revealed
Theres nothing to be gained from this but disaster

Here's a good one
Did you hear about my friend
He's embarrassed to be seen now
Cause we all know his sins

If I had the chance love
I would not hesitate
To tell you all things I never said before
Don't tell me its too late
Cause I've relied on my illusion
to keep me warm at night
and I've denied in my capacity to love
But I am willing to give up this fight
Oh I am willing to give up this fight

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Yuuki gasped, her nightmare became true. Kousen's dog ears had a devilish point to them, his fangs were long and dripped over his lower lip, his claws were full of sticky maroon blood, and his eyes glazed an evil red. "Kousen." Kousen kneeled down and grabbed the front colar of her yukata and brought her face close to his. Yuuki could smell the flesh and blood blowing from Kousen's breath, He has been eating humans

"Tell me, are you Yuuki." Kousen growled.

Yuuki's ears hurt to hear the raspy voice, "Yes." She boomed out, "I am Yuuki."

Kousen narrowed his eyes on her, "You are my mate that never loved me. Just felt sorry for a 'poor wolfdog"

"What are you talking about, Kousen. I l-"

"Don't you dare speak lies you wench," he backslapped her, letting his claws scratch her cheek

Yuuki endured the pain, and looked once again deep into Kousen's blood red eyes, Kousen, I know your true self is inside there. Scratching to get out.

"Kousen, I love you. And nothing can change it." Yuuki snapped, "I know the real Kousen is inside there. I know you are no human eating youkai."

Kousen curled his lips and hit her once again. "You will die in my arms if you do not fight back."

"I don't need to fight back." Yuuki smirked.

Kousen growled, "Then die."

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Kousen memory replayed over and over again in his mind ever since he caugh conncincios. Yuuki was to upset to notice, Kousen's heart rate was increasing. Kousen slowly opened his eyes to a blury world. It took him a few seconds to get into full focus. He felt that his haori was off and a force was in the middle of his chest. He scented Yuuki, and her tears. What's wrong with her, Kousen wondered. "Yuuki?" he said but noticed that his voice was soar and very soft.

Yuuki's eye popped open by the soft voice of Kousen. She felt the pulse again, and it was normal. Kousen, she lifted her head up and looked at his face. Her heart leapt when she saw the sight that was too good to be true, "Kousen...I thought you died on me."

Kousen's voice still felt sore, and he couldn't say anything. He tried to get up but his body felt sore. "Damn it" he whispered.

"Don't get up, you are still weak." Yuuki pushed him down to relax. She brushed more hair out of his eyes, "Sleep, it will be good for you."

Kousen sighed, there was no use argueing, and he did need the sleep. He stared at the celing, So bored..., he told himself over and over again until he fell asleep.

Yuuki stayed by his side, she never wanted to leave him alone again. After a while watching Kousen, she started to feel sleepy herself. She layed down with her head on Kousen's chest, and she let her droopy eyes take her to sleep.

A few hours later, Kousen's eyes popped open again, he felt Yuuki's sleeping body on him. He smiled and realized he felt a lot better than before. He slowly stood up, careful not to wake Yuuki. But alas, his task failed when Yuuki gave a stir and she woke up herself. "Well, good morning." Kousen smirked.

Yuuki looked up at him, and lifted her body to face him at eye length. "Good night actually, I think." She spied outside, it was almost dusk. "Yep, it's night." She turned her face back to him, "Well, I see you are well."

"Strong as before." Kousen smiled.

"Good."

Kousen smiled at her, until his words came back, You will die in my arms if you do not fight back. "Yuuki, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"When I was that human eating youkai. I never meant to hurt you in anyway."

"Kousen, you don't have to say sorry for that. I knew that was Tsumi making you say that." Yuuki stood up.

Kousen, with his full streanght back, stood by her, "Was Tsumi killed?"

"No, he flew away before we could get to him." Yuuki knew Kousen was going to be mad.

"Good, now I can personaly smash his head in for what he made me do to you and Miyuki and what he did to you." Kousen cracked his knuckles.

Yuuki smiled, "I am surprised you can remember what happened to you."

"Painful memmories they are. But I'm glad I remember them, no matter how painful they are. Makes me want revenge more." Kousen sighed, "What happened to Miyuki and Kiba. When Kiba saved Miyuki, they seemed like they were in a fight or something."

"Well, Kiba told Miyuki some stuff that meant that he never loved her and it was all a huge plan to get to Ayame when Kiba first met her. Kiba's father, Kuro, didn't let Kiba explain the whole thing and Miyuki turned a cold shoulder towards Kiba."

Kousen shrugged, then looked out the window, "Well, they don't seem like it now."

Yuuki looked at Kousen in a strange fasion, "What?"

"Look outside." Kousen smiled.

Yuuki spied outside and saw Miyuki leaning on Kiba's shoulder. "Well, it seems Miyuki did let Kiba have a second chance." She giggled, then leaned on Kousen's shoulder. "And I'm glad your back."

"I don't think I'm going to be leaving for a long time." Kousen let Yuuki's head lay in the curve of his neck and wrapped his arm around her shoulder, "But Yuuki, we need to kill Tsumi."

He just ruined a good moment, Yuuki glared, "I guess so."

"We should leave as soon as possible." Kousen stated.

Again, Yuuki knew she had to agree. Their life was never to be in peace again until their enemy is killed once and for all. "We should go tell Miyuki and Kiba."

"And ruin their alone time?"

"Yep."

"Let's do it."

Yuuki and Kousen left the hut, and Miyuki and Kiba stood up instantly. "Well well Kousen, I see you are up and running." Miyuki smirked.

"And I see you two are back together," Yuuki smiled.

"Enough chit chat, down to work. We need to kill Tsumi as soon as possible." Kousen shouted out.

"So early?" a voice boomed.

Everybody knew the voice like they knew the back of their hand, "Tsumi." they all growled.

There was Tsumi in his human form again, with pale skin, black hair, black eyes, and maroon stripes on his cheeks. "I wanted to have more fun with you four."

"Well, Tsumi, your reign of terror has to end sometime." Kousen growled.

Miyuki and Kiba stepped forward, "Kousen, stay back. You need to rest just a bit longer. We will weaken him for ya."

"Does that have to do anything about me being a wolfdog." Kousen growled.

Miyuki glared back at her brother, "You should stop thinking that. You're my brother and I've lived with you for my whole life. If I wanted to see you dead because of your being of a wolfdog I would have done it when I first learned my first fighting move."

Kousen couldn't help but retreat for just a bit. "Fine."

"Kiba, come on." Miyuki motioned and KIba followed.

"Well, bring it on." Tsumi grinned.

Miyuki didn't have time for chit chat and leapt forward to take him head on. "Damn you." She shouted as she aimed for a punch. Tsumi got his block ready, but he found out it wasn't aimed for the place that he thought it was heading for. Miyuki smirked as she knew Tsumi fell in her trap allready and kicked Tsumi straight in the stomach.

Tsumi stepped back by the shock of the blow, his lungs empty of air. Before a few seconds, Tsumi gained his breath, "Is that the best you can do?"

Miyuki growled at the back of her throat. She lunged again and kicked at his legs. Tsumi jumped and punched Miyuki in the face. Before long, Kiba soon kicked Tsumi in the back and made Tsumi fall off his 'soapbox' he was about to talk on. "Don't you dare touch Miyuki in such a fasion."

Yuuki knew that it was no use standing there. She was the daughter of a youkai exterminator and a monk. She had to fight. So she unsheathed a katana her mother gave her and lept into battle.

Kousen watched as everybody fought, and he didn't. His hands were itching for a little violence they could cause. He had to enter the battle. Tsumi and the rest paused for just a moment. Tsumi spied Kousen, "Did I ever tell you, that I was the one who killed her mother."

Kousen gasped at this, "What."

"I killed your mother just before she was about to give birth to you. She was a wolfdog like yourself, and I wanted to marry her mother. If I did marry her mother, then she would have been a wolf raven youkai. So would you. You know wolf ravens are accepted into the tribe as much as any wolf."

"I don't give a damn about that acceptance stuff. All I care about now, after you told me, is the revenge for Kiba, Miyuki, Yuuki, Ayame, my father, and my mother. I bet if you never came into our lives then we would have a happier life." Kousen felt a angst rise over him, and he noticed it was nighttime. And the just-about-full moon rose in the sky. He swore the moon wasn't bright once more, and two stars, that were by the moon for a while, were gone. And he knew what that meant

"What are you going to do about it!"

Mother, Father, please give me the strenght I need to defeat him. Kousen pleaded. Everybody stared at Kousen and Tsumi during their conversatons, until now. They all stared at Kousen. Kousen didn't know it, but behind him were two ghostly figures. Kousen spied behind him and saw them both. And he smiled.

The two were his own mother and father. Kouga and Akuma stood their, "Hello Kousen." Kouga smiled.

Kousen didn't want to say anything, and he couldn't. Akuma and Kouga instantly held on to their son's shoulders. Kousen gasped, and he felt a sense of strenght he never knew before. His mother and father were giving him strenghth. Kousen felt the power of both of them. Yuuki gasped at him, his body glowed like the moon itself. Kousen stared at Tsumi finally with new eyes, eyes that were an electrict blue. His white hair was whiter than new-fallen snow. And his glare sent a chill right through you.

Tsumi couldn't stop staring at Kousen, and didn't get a chance when Kousen lifted his right palm, and a shot of bright white flashed from the palm. Tsumi was caught in the light. The raven screamed in a defeat of terror and was dissolved into nothingness. Kousen dropped his palm to stop the flash.

Kouga and Akuma both let go of their son to set him free of the power. Kousen caught breath for a bit, before facing his parents. "Hello mother, hello father."

"Hey" Kouga ruffled Kousen's hair. "Hello Miyuki." Kouga waved to his daughter.

Kousen kept on staring at Akuma, "Mother, why did-"

"We wanted as much revenge as you did. No doubt about that." Akuma smirked, "Your father just wanted to tag along." she rolled her eyes.

"You can't be the only one who gets to see the pups." Kouga growled.

Akuma again rolled her eyes, "Well, I guess we better get going."

"Your mother says hi Miyuki, she just couldn't make it. She wished she did but she had something to do." Kouga mentioned to Miyuki. "Kiba, you take good care of her you hear? Or I'm going to have to tear your head off and take out your stomach through your neck."

Miyuki giggled, there's the original over-protective father meeting his duaghter's mate.

Kiba gulped, "Don't worry sir, I will take care of her."

"You too Yuuki. Keep Kousen out of trouble" Akuma smirked.

"I'll be sure to." Yuuki waved.

Kousen stared at his mother slowly walk away with his father, and he felt it again. He couldn't stop himself and ran towards his mother and wrapped his arms around her. "I love you mother."

Akuma turned her head, and smiled. She slowly attempted to turn her body around and grasp him in his arms again. "Don't worry Kousen, if you need me, I will be at the moon." She brushed his hair between the dog ears.

Kousen slowly tore apart and smiled to his father too, "I'm sorry father, for accusing you of hating me and all that stuff. I love you father."

Kouga nodded, "All is forgiven. If you need me, I will be with your mother."

Kouga speed off into the sky, Akuma glanced back at her son, I'm so proud of you, Kousen. She smiled and left for the sky as well.

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