Thursday, August 2, 2007

   I'm losing myself...

Currently listening to: You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison_MCR Yesterday From Krusty Knuckles: OH NO! the post ran out! I bet Gramps had something to do with this. Yep. Gramps caught me. He must have very good hearing or I am very loud. *shrugs* Well, I had guilt written over my face so I said sorry and ran to my room. Sat in the dark waiting for punishment and having it not come. Then tossing and turning because I got a headache everytime I put my head down. Scared myself because I hear alot like(The heater in the garage, the refrigerator, an airplane pasing by) Finally fell asleep. Woke up. Turned on the t.v. in the living room. Turned it off. Went straight to the dishes.(This is at 1PM) Gramps isn't home(Church..group..thingy) He calls and asks if I want a hamburger from Burger King. Though he says he doesn't care if I eat or not..he gets me food. So no one needs to worry about my eating habits. Gramps yells at me if I don't eat. So I had french fries. But they forgot to give him my hamburger. So he made me go there to get it. but he ended up getting it and I just watched..pedestrians.(I was wearing a bandana, clothes I fell asleep in, socks with sandals: My usual cleaning outfit..somewhat) I ate..and got full. Couldn't finish the rest of my hamburger. Watched t.v. while my stomach insides jumped. Finished the dishes. Feeling guilty about upsetting gramps I started vaccuming, swifting, sweeping, dusting, and lifting things. I had to move a tall Picture frame thing(It folds and can fit, maybe 24 pictures), four dining room chairs(I blocked off gramps' door..good thing he didn't try coming out) my mom's piano bench(Full of music books and on top were four text books and printer paper) and the coffee table(Didn't have to lift it..much) After the cleaning I practiced my viola for 45 minutes or so. Washed clothes and then took a short shower..before the shower saw a bug on the wall. Sprayed at it with air freshener. It was alive and jumped down and crawled into a hole in the wall....Oh yeah when I washed my clothes I saw another spider...just when I was about to post that I hadn't seen any spiders in a while >< Oh I called my mom. She saw a giant bug on her bed(In the hotel) So she put a glass on top of it got a napkin then threw the bug out the window. She didn't have time to wait for hotel staff to deal with it. She kept saying how big it was. She thought it was a roach. Of course, she's the one who doesn't like to kill bugs..*insert eye roll* Oh yeah I forgot to tell you yesterday that I accidentally pulled out my gray/silver/white hair. I was looking for it found it and pulled too hard. Inu: And if you can believe it she save that hair. She put it on her desk and didn't lose it. She put it underneath papers and didn't lose it. Now it's taped to her wall and she worshi- *hits him on the head with a broom* That's what you need to be once in a while. Quiet. Inu: @_@ Baby... Oh and gramps forgave me. :3 That's why I'm on his computer. I was on my computer but..there are a lot of very..inappropriate pop-ups not meant for my age... Mir: Porn? *sticks fingers in ears* I can't hear you!! LAAAAAAAAA!! Mir: So it is. May I use your computer maybe there is a demon inside of it and I can e- Sango: *hits him on the head* Don't even try it, monk. Today Hope the jumping in my stomach stops soon. It's annoying. I can hear it over my ipod. Jaken: Now isn't that amazing. *pokes my stomach* Get off! *WHACK* Jak: Why me? @.@ Question Has any one ever told you they hated you? Um...What is the color of your...erm..kitchen? Do you like the August theme? I did it kinda of short notice...^^; Icons of the day Pic of the day Announcement Inu: Is that big enough? When did you- nevermind. Okay, this is for people who know what Ouran High School Host Club is. Well, there is a roleplay that is going on at HaruhiFujioka's site and we need someone to play either Tamaki Suoh or Mori(Takashi) Um..thank you for reading and see you all tomorrow!! :3 Much love *hugs* Inuyasha hug the people. Now. Inu: *pats people on the head* That's all you're gettin from me... Fine...Have a wonderful Summer day! ^^ Even if you have school A.J. Listening to: The ghost of you_MCR On an impulse I bough their whole CD. Oh and um..I was going to say something else but it escapes my at this--AHA! Site visits: 13 Comments: 13 I almost didn't get to anyone at all. ^^;; Okay now I'm really gone. A.J.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Laaaa.

Doing: Nothing Yesterday Woke up. Gramps sprung me with a "Get Up We're going to IHOP" message. I had some pancakes(This was at 1PM) And bacon and hot chocolate. Practiced the viola. Listened to viola music while commenting sites. Had viola lesson. Watched some Ouran videos. Came off the computer(Gramps' doing) He turned it back on and did..weird stuff that messed up the screen. I fell asleep waiting for him to leave and woke up at 11PM. He told me to go to bed and that I shouldn't be watching t.v. that late. -_- He must not hear my t.v. at 1-4AM in the morning over his(He falls asleep with it on) Well since I couldn't go back to the comp I watched re-runs of Naruto, Bleach, FMA, and Inuyasha. For Inuyasha they were filler episodes that I had missed. And it is now 2:45AM my time 5:45AM Otaku time Oh and my stomach...well it didn't hurt..I could just hear it all day. And it's happening right now...it's like someone's jumping around in my stomach. I've decided not to eat too much because I don't want anything bad to happen. It's drinks only now on. Oh yeah, my teacher wants a lesson on moday but he can't cuz I (Finally) have a doctors appointment. It's my Physical. I have no idea what they're going to do but they better not touch me with a needle...man that thing hurts. Today I'll be forced to wash the dishes. That much I know. I'm happy I finished my art for elvesatemyramen's contest. Soo close to not making it. Questions Have you ever missed a deadline? What happened? Would you rather have the flu or a cold? Hm..maybe I have a stomach flu? Inu: What's that like? I don't know..I've never had the flu before. Quote It’s better to have never felt the happiness of love than to be tortured by the pain of it ending. ~Mike Icon of the day Pic of the day

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

   Push, Push, Push...

Currently listening to: Satisfaction_Benny Banassi & The Biz Yesterday I woke up at 7:15AM. Why? I have no idea. I guess I wake up 6 hours earlier if I fall asleep at 1AM than when I sleep at 3-4AM. Ate breakfast and finished reading New Moon. Had my daily dose of Gramps yelling. Fell asleep until 3PM. Had a major stomachache...for a long time. Gramps cooked chicken nuggets for me. Smelling and looking at it made me sick to my stomach. Actually everything made me sick. I had lie down on the couch until 6:00PM. My room was even worse. It smells like vanilla and that just made me feel worse. I called mom to ask what was wrong.(I thought I needed to eat more vegetables) She thinks I have food poisoning from Sizzler. She wants me to stay away from greasy foods. No more french fries this week..>> But at least I don't have to eat gramps' cooking. He can be a good cook. It's just that I'm a picky eater and everything he makes, makes me sick. Past meals: He made a sandwhich with almost everything on it. Mayonnaise(I hate it) Mustard(I hate it more) and some kind of lunch meat(I only like salami and turkey..sometimes) he also put I can't beleive it's not butter on it. And he sat there and made sure I ate it. I was there until midnight when I finished one half..xP Thanksgiving: Mom was in some other state..for some reason..I might've been 8 or 9yrs old. Gramps made me eat everything(I usually only have turkey) So I had turkey, cranberry sauce, some pie, and dressing. He was scaring me so much that I ate everything at once. Inu: You mean you stuffed your face and tried to gulp it down? Yep. And I couldn't have anything to drink until I finished it so...I puked... Oh yeah. He almost made me eat catfish until mom had to tell him ten times that I was allergic...of course he wouldn't beleive her and thought I was faking. Sheesh... Today Art. Viola lesson. More art. Questions 1) Bland or spicy? 2) Red or Blue? 3) Um...Whats your favorite search engine? 4) Answer this riddle. How many letters are in the alphabet? Icons of the day Pic of the day Gramps is mad because one: He says I'm lying about my stomach hurting. And now he says he doesn't care if I don't eat until mom comes. He's angry because mom said he was trying to make me eat..and he says he wasn't so...that was scary. Well I hope you all have a good day today..^^ Oh right...I visited: 30 sites Comments: 15 Yay..? Okay. About the doorbell. My parents really don't care so they come in without ringin it anyway. Oh and my door used to not be able to close because of the cable cord for my t.v. So I had mom drill a hole so I could close it. I doubt she would ever let me have a lock and I'm usually out in the living room anyway. Yes I've read NEw moon. And I am very excited for the new book Twilight. Just 7 days till it's out. I'll have to buy it in Illinois. Good thing my ban will be lifted. ^^ Oh yeah have a nice day everyone!!! :) Inu: *whispers* Mood swings... A.J. Listening to a t.v. show

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Monday, July 30, 2007

   I am alone in this bedroom....

Currently listening to: Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks Yesterday Forgot one thing. Mom went to Arizona for eight days so there was no mall, no church, no art. I did go to Sizzler with gramps. After that I went on the computer all day working on art and labeling CDs. I had also started re-reading Twilight. This must be the fourth or fifth time. I'm up to page 315. Inu: You can re-read a book but you can't read the new ones? I'll get to Harry Potter...eventually.... Things I forgot to mention since Friday: On Friday night I couldn't sleep so I devoured a bag of sweet tarts(Given to me in a mall goodie bag full of promotional nonsense) And cleaned my room until 3 or 4AM. Inu: And this is important why? Oh that reminds me. My dumb doorbell(The one on my bedroom door) kept ringing all weekend. Whether you touched it or not. When I was two rooms away it would go off. Mom founf the problem. The wire was showing and she put tape on it. That and called me a dummy..-_- Must be my nickname... Inu: I can see that. Also I had a dream..or nightmare. Don't know. It was Harry potter based. Bellatrix was chasing me..with a wand in my house. I had a wand too. We were both screaming Avada Kedavra at each other. Well...really nothing happened when we said it. Until my wand started melting and she got the spell to work. I somehow dodged it. Then I woke up in the dream. Inu: You woke up from a dream in your dream? Pretty much. I still had a wand and it worked. I was trying to clean my room but I kept messing it up. Then it started melting again...And mom came in and said to clean up the mess...then I woke up for real.. Inu: And you can remember this and not half of your life. Don't you think that's bad? That's why I'm writing my life down right now. Inu: ...right... Today I have to finish art fo a contest. Finish two other art things..just..because I want to. Write at least 5-20 stories by Friday. Practice the viola. Start reading my school reading list!!(I finished two books I only have one left) Uh...try not to anger gramps this week (Only If Possible) Um..I have a lot more stuff that I want to do but really can't...sadly. Oh right I got to: 9 sites Got: 14 comments Wow. o_O Questions Do you like to answer questions? Why or why not? Name one anime character that gets on your nerves. For me that would be... Inu: Jaken? Inuyasha. With his bad temper..and insults. Inu: What about Sesshomaru? Well, he's quiet, keeps his comments about me to himself and I have an obsession with him. What do you think? Maybe your brain is broken. Quote “Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.” --Unknown Icons of the day Pic of the day Oh almost forgot. Bleach episode was okay. I just hate the to be continued. I wanna see the battle now! Oh and LS is right. That ending song is inappropriate for all of the bloodshed. Happypeople..pft. Have a nice and eventful day friends. ^^ A.J. Listening to: MakeDamnSure_Taking Back Sunday

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

   Right here, right now

Currently watching: Naruto Yesterday Watched Hairspray. An excellente' movie. ^^ After that we went to starbucks and had brownies. I watched Jumanji at home and then worked on some art while commenting on sites since I hadn't been on all day. Remembered about ElvesAteMyRamen's contest. Started freaking out. Remembered I needed to post. Today Church Mall Home Art Viola Question What is your favorite anime at this moment? Quote "I won't run away anymore... I won't go back on my word... that is my ninja way!" --Naruto Icon of the day Pic of the day It's a Naruto day!!! *hugs* Bye people!!! ^^ A.J. Still watching Naruto

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

   Deleciously warm

Currently listening to: Last Christmas_Cheetah girls Yesterday Didn't get breakfast until I finished my book. Now I can get started on Harry Potter. Came out at 3:45PM and ate, then watched T.V. Computer and commented. Finished a fan art request. Started writing my story in a journal. Had tacos. Watching the Spongbob Squarepants movie. Today Going to see Hairspray. Question Are you a morning person? Um..nope. Usually if mom wakes me up in the morning I can be quite cruel. Quote Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves. ~Albert Einstein Icon of the day Pic of the day Have a fun Saturday!! ^^ A.J. Listening to: Bei Mir Bist Du Schoen_Regina Carter

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Friday, July 27, 2007

   Shh.............Shhh..It's oh so quiet

Listening to: Get Up_Ciara Yesterday Woke up at 1PM. Ate breakfast. Went on the computer and visited sites, made art, made a birthday card, looked for pics. Did the same thing for hours. Practiced viola. Had a cousin come o our house. Had pizza. Found a silver hair. Inu: Doesn’t that mean a human’s getting old? Not necessarily. I think it’s cool. Only I can’t find it anymore…v.v Comment count: 12 Visit count: 28 Yay! Okay. It’s Friday so a story…after slacking off for 5 months….Wait..if I post a story half the people will have no idea what I’m talking about….and I never finished that other site for all my stories in order….Oops. Inu: You didn’t think of that at all? Nope..uh..I’ll save it for another time. ^^ Inu: Slacking..again…-_- Today It’s Friday. Um….The stuff I did yesterday minus the cousin visit. Ugh….my posts are getting boring..>> Question Ever watch the sunrise? Ever watch a sunset? Quote Happy people plan actions, they don’t plan results. – Denis Wholey Icons of the day http://i58.photobucket.com/albums/g248/misfitfary/fallingfeels.gif Pic of the day Well..um..that’s it. Bye. ^^; A.J. Listening to: It’s oh So Quiet_Lucy Woodward

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

   Blue bells taco shells ring around the rosy...

Let You Down_Three Days Grace Yesterday Was woken up by gramps at 11:50AM. He went somewhere until 1PM And I ate breakfast went on the computer. Turned on my computer. Then Turned off the other computer. Looked through my archives after answering PMs and commenting on sites.(I got to everyone again! ) I saw how when I first started posting there were'nt any comments. Then my first friends(sora kairi 4ever and LS) Then I remebered my story...v.v Still sorry about that..>> and also my posts were really really short before. o_O And full of pictures..mostly of sesshomaru..but still pictures. Inu: And the only difference is the post is longer. You still post pointless pictures... Did I ask for commentary? No. And also I actually got 19-23 comments. I didn't even remeber having that many before..cept for when I was forcibly removed from the Internet and had to leave theO (Never..again) I also got...really...really guilty..I deleted friends that had commented on me at least once and I'm so sorry!!! YOu all should hate me. I can't believe I even deleted a friend..it's so...WAHH!!! Inu: Calm down.. Oh shut up! Who ask you huh? WHO EVER ASKED YOU? You've insulted me almost every single post and I'm sick of it! And I am a horrible friend because I deleted those who I thought were not commenting me. I was so cruel. *sobs* Inu: It isn't your fault..for once. Yes it IS! I went from 138 friends..to 121! It dropped by 17 friends! Isn't that wrong..? I feel horrible..how could I? Inu: I think you need a cookie about now... I don't deserve one!!!!!!!!!! Inu: *jams a cookie in my mouth* Kcaft kie cav ilk? Inu: *gives me milk* Kag: You understood her? Inu: *nod* At least I got to 27 sites today. And I also got 12 comments again. Yay! Practiced the viola. Uh..I had dinner. Family bonding time(Me and gramps arguing and mom laughing at us) that's all. Today Sit down and write my stories in my journal then type them out and then give them to ya every friday like someone responsible is supposed to do! And comment on sites every five minutes. Then art. Then color my own art. Then paint. Then practice the viola. Question When was the last time you felt guilty?Why? Do you have an annoying young sibling that always asks you why? Why do you think the world is what it is? Do you think our world will come to chaos and discord until it finally ends altogether?(The apocolypse) If you had to guess a time, when would it happen? Quote And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones. But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him....[Jesus] said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit. And he asked him, What is thy name> And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: For we are many. Mark 5:5-9 Icon of the day Pic of the day Hmm...I want another cookie.. Woah..mom just randomly salsa danced with me. o_o; Hmm..well I was listeing to "But it's better if you do" so I got into it. Until she stopped and spun me around..wasn't ready for that..Well have a nice(Weird,normal,scary, etc.) day! ^^ Oh Oh!!! Right...Happy Birthday to Knight Edge! ^_^/ Almost forgot sorry. >> A.J. Listening to: This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race_Fall Out Boy

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

   I won't be home..there's a dead girl in a box..

Currently listening to: Pontential Breakup Song_Aly&AJ Yesterday Woke up. Had breakfast. Turned on the computer. Did art for 3 hours(Gramps came in and out) Visited all sites that had updated in the past hour. Had the "All the stuff you read is junk" Lecture from gramps. And "You're too lazy to want to learn or do anything". Continued my drawings. Commented on art. Had a viola lesson. Got my package right after he left. Put my art away. Helped gramps send an e-mail and copy something. Started commenting on more art. Responded to my GB signings(Finally) I was kinda hyper so I started signing some Guestbooks. I haven't done that in a long time(I stopped because I thought I had too many friends) I also sent out all the birthday cards I've missed this month. Mom came home and gave me a doughnut(Chocolate..naturally) I ate it. Then I had dinner. Inu: Dessert before dinner? Yep. And I also accomplished my goal for the day. I visted 24 friends(everyone who updated yesterday) and I got 12 comments(Original goal was twelve) Today Same as yesterday..minus viola lesson(Replaced by viola practice) Questions 1) Have you ever been sun burned? Did it hurt? How much? Inu: Did it hurt? Are you insane? I've never gotten sunburn... Inu: You must not get out much.. I always stay at hotels with pools or near beaches. I love the sun and amusement parks that are in hot places. I'm going to Illinois. Are you insane? Or just extremly stupid? Now shut up and butt out! 2) Who doesn't like to sit around and do nothing all day? 3) If you had to let someone cut your arm for blood or have Lycanthropy? (Lycanthropy means you think you are a werewolf..) Quote I am the Lord and there is none else. I form the light, and create darkness; I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things. Isaiah 45:6-7 Hey! That's gramps' name. I can never spell it right. >> Icons of the day Pic of the day Have a nice day and I will do my best to get to your site today! Also Happy Birthday to Samairi! ^^ o_O Mom has the melodies of P!atd stuck in her head...cool. A.J. Currently listening to: Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks_P!atd

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

   You can't stand that I'm better

Currently listeing to: There's a Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of it Yet Yesterday Got on the computer. Got off the computer. Watched t.v. Went back on the computer. Turned the computer off. Watched t.v. Turned the computer on. Watched t.v. Got dishes ready. Turned off the computer. Washed the dishes. Watched t.v. Worked on art while listening to ipod and continually switched from that to viola practice. Read my book and went on the computer. Colored my art and made adjustments. Came off the computer and went on my computer. Saved files and looked for files. Turned that computer off. Watched t.v. then answered the phone after Gramps yelled to pick it up. Yelled at again to wait 5 minutes. Then yelled at again to get off the computer even though I was standing up next to the phone charger. Had to turn off the computer 45 minutes earlier than he said I could stay on. Currently waiting for mom to come home with dinner...and stop me and gramps from arguing. Inu: Damn... That's what happens when I wake up at 7:45 AM...dumb habit of school/summer school. Today Everything yesterday except minus dish washing and adding viola lesson. I'm also getting a new book so that means..I have 7 books to finish. Question What was the hardest thing you've ever had to do in your life? If you had to choose between immortality and dying young, which would you choose? Quote But of the fruit of of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die. And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil. Genisis 3:3 Icon of the day Pic of the day Well have a nice summer day everyone. I'll try my best to get to all of you. ^^ A.J. Currently listening to: Lacrymosa_Evanescence

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