Monday, April 2, 2007

   Topic: Uhm ME NOT UM......SAD ANYMORE...NOT LIKE I EVER WAS!

Current mood:??? Uh...overwhelmed with happy feelings. For some reason I feel elated. Currently reading:Nothing..I finished the other book already... Currently:..nothing interesting for sure.. Hey. I bought five books on Friday. I read three of them during the weekend. I have two left to last me the week. I have a feeling I'll start re-reading some books. FINALLY AFTER WEEKS I HAVE SPRING BREAK STARTING....Friday....And mom..is leaving for Arkansas..This is the third different state for the third month since she's started this! Next week...Las vegas(with me for once) week after that..New Jersey...week after that! Maryland! And she'll be in oklahoma when I'm in great america...maybe. What went on yesterday Hmm....mall. Mom had to get a new battery for her watch...the guy left on a lunch break right before we were at the front of the line. I was busy reading my book so I didn't notice. Mom got me a brownie, went to the bank, and then Starbucks for me while I tried buying an ipod out of a vending machine...of course I needed a credit card..but I don't have one so...off we went to Target. They ran out....off to the watch place, then to target somewhere else. They had two left. I bought two small locks for my backpack. One is in my mother's desk and one is on my night table. The key is around my neck(Mom doesn't trust me to remeber a locker combo) This is pretty much so no one takes my cell phone...though I wouldn't care half as much...I do not like phones much but they don't resent me so I only use them for emergencies..which don't happen often. When mom was getting lipstick I kept asking her questions.(Why people wear make-up..why they buy it..why they...I forget.) She quaintly puts it like this. Sit down and Shut up. I reply. I was sitting down and then I got up and now I'm following you hurtling 50,000 questions per second. After the mall mom went to the post office alone. I was walking into the house, saw gramps' note saying where he was and I slip trip over a box and end up falling down three steps to my garage..with no shoes on. How glad I am that I was wearing socks... I went on the computer was going to answer PM's but then I heard the garage door. So I tried turning off the computer as fast as I could(I thought it was gramps) It was my mom so I was racing around for nothing. Well...I washed the dishes..it wasn't tortuous. I washed some dishes, took a small sip of root beer, read a chapter of my book and back again. The music helped too. I used my CD player and a small case that wraps around my waist. Mom didn't want Inuyasha theme songs blasting from the tv.she called it noise.. Well I spent the night finishing my book thinking I should've bought ten instead of five because I go through books like I go through anything..that is chocolate edible and has no sign of nuts that can kill me after two hours. Today I'll be happy, cheery even. I'll stay away from my classmates as if they were the plauge. I will take any of my possible communication abilities. As in deleting my myspace, deleting people off of my yahoo messenger and taking off phone numbers from my cell phone. hmm..just remebered when we were in target and I had to run to get new locks because the other one's cost to much for my mother. I remeber running all around the store and going back and forth in front of cash registers looking for mother. She is visible after the fourth run and I feel like I'm going to fall down with swirly eyes like an anime person. @_@ She didn't want to hold up the cash register. So I ran around the store for nothing...dodging clueless people who stop in front of the aisle. How I did it all in semi-heels. *shrugs* Today my bannment from the computer is lifted. My computer should be FIXED TODAY! If it isn't I have no idea how my brain will respond. Sometimes I feel as though I don't control my body at all. My brain tells my body to do things that I do not wish to do. And for some reason I taking the same logic as the author of the book I just read. I'm creeping my self out and mom thought I was going crazy yesterday..(mostly because I couldn't talk right and I was..erm not acting myself) Oh that reminds me..can someone Magnus lensherr's aka Stephanie's e-mail address...my bannment has prevented me from visiting any sites and from copying down e-mail addresses.... Questions 1) What is the most annoying thing you've ever encountered? 2) What do you think Sesshomaru would look like with short hair? 3) I didn't write it down so i think it'll take me a while to remeber..also I'm trying to download itunes at the moment. 4) Do any pranks on april fools day? Get pranked on April fools day? 5) Have you ever wanted to be be a spy? Why or why not? If not a spy what have you dreamed of being? I am so glad april fools day wasn't today...I believe my classmate would do things...scary things.. Quote These aren't my quotes and just because I put them up DOESN"T I repeat DOES NOT MEAN I AGREE WITH THEM! I just find them and put them up to encourage or whatever they mean to you if anything at all. There is much to be said for failure. It is more interesting than success. -Max Beerbohm Anime I have a feeling i have seen this before.....on this site actually...um..hmm Poor Shippo... Sh: Hey I'm right here! Oh you're right! AND YOU'RE SO CUTE! ^_^!! *glomps shippo* HEHEHEHEHE XD Sh: Sesshomaru and Miroku were right..you are childish..but I am too! ^_^ YAY! ^_^ Hmm...well I was going to say something here but of course I forgot it...hmm...*thinks* Nope nothing. Have a nice day! ^_^ Oh yeah! Thank you to the real yojimbo for teaching me how to finger print! Oh I JUST REMEBERED THE QUESTION! *zooms to q section* Okay I added another quest...*remebers something else* Be right back! *zooms to What went on yesterday* Okay! I'm done..I think...well bye. ^_^ A.J.

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Sunday, April 1, 2007

   Happy April fool's day!!

Current mood:Jittery and ready to blast music and read another book all night Currently: Hmm...I just finished eating japanese food and watching the kid's choice awards and spongbob squarepants Currently reading:I don't know yet I would like to say sorry for not getting to some sites yesterday.....gramps caught me and made me turn off the computer. Aparently the week doesn't end for him on Friday...or Sunday... What's going on? Well...I read a book all day....I finished two books yesterday. The one I finished about...5 mintes ago was like a murder mystery psychic kinda thing. Blue is for nightmares...It made me start thinking about how blue my room is....My room(literally) Is blue(Mom painted it two summers ago) My bed sheets are blue...my rug is blue my chair is blue..my bean bag foot rest is blue..my clothes are blue(And if they aren't they're black) Then I noticed how my room looked like the night sky. I have glow in the dark stars on the ceiling. My rug has moons stars and suns all over it. And I have a mirror that has the sun and stars on it. The trim on my wall is ful of clouds and stars and moons. Then I kept rushing to the computer for google on reading playing cards and what flowers mean. In the book lilies mean death. Oh..don't worry I won't start turning into a girl who reads too much into the supernatural...though I did ask the cards about my ipod and it mentioned jealousy...and a dark haired kind hearted man...I could only think of my teacher...gramps has black hair(My dad has more gray hair) Gramps has been grouchy every day...so I don't think it meant him...Okay I'm done on this subject. The kid's choice award...I wanted FOB to win..it was the first time I've heard dance dance in two weeks...T_T I feel pathetic >< Um..that is all..move along.. Today ??? Someone's gonna check out my computer? Questions: 1) How tall do you think Sesshomaru is? 2) What is the nastiest thing you've ever seen? 3) The worst injury you've ever gotten? QUOTE Do not fear mistakes, there are none. Miles Davis Anime We have to play that song in orchestra...no one's heard it before and they sound terrible... Hehe..*cracks up laughing* Mir: -__- It isn't funny... It is to me! XD HA! Lol.. Mir: Sesshomaru's right you are childish. Well D-duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh D-U-H Buuh byeee friends!! XD A.J.

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Saturday, March 31, 2007

   Topic: Penguins

Woah I haven't been here in a while. I n eed to catch up with my guestbook signings and PM's. Current mood:Am I supposed to have one yet? I just woke up.. Currently:Watching Jimmy Neutron(commercial) About to eat:Bacon sasuage and a waffle Sorry I haven't been here..don't want anyone thinking I've been brushing them off....I was banned from the computer(by gramps...) and mom lets me get on because she thinks gramps is overreacting. She called someone to fix my computer today. What happened..um..when did I leave? Oh yeah Thursday. All I remeber is crying(school) and eating pizza(home). Friday Laughing..at funny stuff...at stupid stuff...at people's stupidity. My teacher told me who he thought stole my ipod. Five people agree on that one person..but I have no evidence. Well I went to the bookstore and bought five books and had a starbucks hot chocolate. They didn't have the volume of Kenshin that I wanted so I pulled myself away from the fiction and mystery section top the teen section...I think I would've gotten every book there...if I hadn't already had at least five of them. Yay now I have five more. Here are the names. ttyl gossip girl you don't know me pretty little devils Blue is for nightmares I love the color blue...hmm..the Kid's choice awards are tonight..hosted by um...what's his name...give me a minute to think............Oh yeah Justin Timberlake..I spelled that right? right? Oh and happy early april fool's day. ^_^ Here is a valentine's poster I did for my school art assignment. Finally finished retouching it. I'm not sure if I should put it in color or not. And I messed around with it on the computer so this is what happened. I printed it out. I think it looks pretty. Questions 1) Ever forgot to put your seatbelt on? Anything bad happen? 2) Have you ever swallowed gum? 3) Are you a baseball fan? Quote: Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm. Winston Churchill Winston Churchill failed sixth grade. He was subsequently defeated in every election for public office until he became minister at the age of sixty-two. He later wrote, "Nwever give in, never give in, never,never,never,never--in nothing, great or small, large or petty--never give in except to convictions of honor and good sense. Never, Never, Never, Never give up." Anime funniness(and some not-anime stuff) Yeah..my last post wasn't actually finished because I was banned right in the middle of it..so you got the same questions, quotes and pics...hmm...I'll add more. Questions 1) What is the nastiest thing you've ever seen? 2) The worst injury you've ever gotten? Hmm...I remeber I think I was banned because I was up at 2 in the AM. Gramps thought it was time for school and yelled at me to get ready..I was like O_O I'm getting ready for school at 2:16AM?! He finally realized what time it was and went to bed. Quote I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work. Thomas Edison Thomas Edison experimented with over 6,000 materials to use as filament in a light bulb before he found the one that worked. Anime *steps on Jaken* Ooops I didn't see you there. You okay? J: @_@ Uhh.. Sess: Don't mind him... Hm..I've never played that game. Is it fun? Sess: It is when you win.. *sigh* Now I want a doughnut...but your face looks so cute! ^_^ Sess:... *glomps him* hehehe ^_^ Aww..you were so cute when you were young. *glomps him again* *_* Sess: "...you are such a child" Duh...*hugs him* Um...uh...lala I have some work to do..it's not good for me to leave this place often. A.J. P.S. Mom is taking me to Las Vegas for spring break. ^_^

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

   Topic: *shrugs* You pick

Current mood:Tired/angry/sad/hungry Currently:Hoping gramps doesn't catch me again Currently reading: Normal girl(Finally finished the other one) Listening to: Shinjitsu No Uta Well I was having any fun just now. Gramps was yelling at me for everything. He said I was lying cheating and scheming. I was just getting a waffle and toast. He yelled at me for putting butter on my toast. T_T I had to run and lock myself in the bathroom. The second time I cried..a lot. First because of gramps(He acts like he wants me to fail,doesn't trust me, and believes I'm going to hell..T_T) then my ipod...and classmates..and convincing myself that they all hate me..and then after all of the crying I thought of Magnus(aka Stephanie aka mistress of magnus) and started crying..again...I just found out that when I try to hold back tears it gives me a giant headache. What's going on My first period was switched with my math class. We started walking to the play. It was freezing cold and windy..our math teacher didn't want us to wear coats because we had to show our uniforms. I didn't have a coat on anyway. While we were walking I saw a couple of kids with an ipod nano that was silver(I kept yelling at them but they didn't hear me -_-) I talked to the sister of a classmate of mine(She's in 7TH GRADE). She called me a bitch about *counts* four times and had the word f**k in every sentence. She said she knew who stole my ipod but wouldn't tell me. Everyone has an idea of who did it..except me. After that I told the girl(who's 'friend' called me a whore) and she said I was one. Then the rest of the people in the class ask me why I'm so..um..how do I put this....why I let people step all over me. I really don't know..T_T The musical was done really well. Some people wanted to buy their lunch in the cafeteria but the teachers wouldn't let them. They happened to be the same people who were mean earlier. They kept begging me for food but I just sat there eating while they stared. (thank you mother n.n) I was trying to get as close to my teacher as I could.(I'd rather be w/ the teacher than with my class) A lot of people noticed I was wearing make-up. *ahem* The eyeliner refuses to come off of my eyes! I have no vaseline so...it's stuck. When we got back to school we had three classes. Two guys asked me for binder paper and the same guy called me stingy..again. I did let someone borrow a pen and pencil(I actually got them back) When I gave the guy some paper..he didn't take it. In american Idol I like Lakisha,Melinda,Phil and Chris.(Had to write down the names) Sanjaya had an..interesting hair style. Today My mom is coming back. I don't want to think about school. I plan on destroying it with a flame thrower. I forgot my question section yesterday and I am sorry v.v I actually recieved a question. ^_^ YAY ME! XD That made me happy quick. From Hoaryu: Do you plan on doing anything somewhat big this weekend? Unfortunatly nope..maybe the mall to buy more books.. Questions: 1) Ever forgot to put your seatbelt on? Anything bad happen? 2) Have you ever swallowed gum? 3) Are you a baseball fan? Quote: Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm. Winston Churchill Winston Churchill failed sixth grade. He was subsequently defeated in every election for public office until he became minister at the age of sixty-two. He later wrote, "Nwever give in, never give in, never,never,never,never--in nothing, great or small, large or petty--never give in except to convictions of honor and good sense. Never, Never, Never, Never give up." Anime funniness(and some not-anime stuff) Well, buh bye! ^_^ A.J.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

   Topic: Whatever you want it to be

Current mood:Mad,sad,happy,confused and awake Currently listening to:Shinjitsu No Uta Currently eating:Cocoa Puffs Currently reading:The Painted Veil still.. Currently talking to:My mother What's going on: Well yesterday mom flew to Austin Texas. At school some guy called me stingy because I wouldn't give him binder paper. 1) I'm not his mother 2) He should've been prepared I got a little more obsessive about investigating. I talked to people and went a little too far. I kept talking like they were suspects....well they are suspects..anyway I got nothing..everyone jumped when I said I'd give whoever told me something about my ipod an ipod nano and twenty bucks. M'kay..today was a little Deja Vu for me because..Mom left to another state just like she did last week. It was very rainy today(Like last week) and at orchestra they had brownies again that were the same exact kind. I had pizza and graham crackers and instead of staring at garlic bread I stared at the teachers brownie..>>; I had already had three so..*ahem* At dance...I got make-upified...there were no pictures and I was wearing make-up for nothing. While we were dancing I was having a lot of fun. The songs were a little odd though. We went from something like hip hop/rap to the Jonas Brothers with the year 3000 then we skipped to Eragon -Avril Lavigne then we went to Backstreet boys....um..well it wasn't that bad..after that was Britney Spears with Toxic. Well for some reason these songs got me hyper and I danced better than ever. I had fun and was actually laughing(considering I was scowling all day) Oh the make-up won't come off my face!!! I thought I looked like an egyptian queen. My cousin(who did my make-up) thought I looked good. My lips are pink and my eyebrows are purple and I can't GET THEM OFF! What's happening today: Field trip...math test..I have no idea what the day will be like. QUOTE Every Strike brings me closer to the next home run. -Babe Ruth Babe Ruth struck out 1,330 times during twenty-two seasons of play. (He also hit 714 home runs) Anime Ouch... M'kay. Happy Birthday to Artichoke! Sorry I'm a day late but your PM box is full and I can't give you a card. Hope you had a good day yesterday!! ^^ Well........................................let's see how well I can get through today. Oh and sorry to the people who had to suffer me sobbing over my ipod..most of the people I commented on..I was just reminded of it...wah..T_T P.S. Me misses Magnus..TT_TT (aka Stephanie) A.J.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

   Topic: Failure

Current mood:Undescribable Currently reading:The Painted Veil Currently listening:To mom watching Desparate Housewives Sorry for disappearing for the weekend and I'm here to say I'm not dead..at least I don't think I am..I can't tell anymore. What I've done: Friday I was at home...I slept until Saturday. Saturday I got mom to take me to the bookstore. I got three new books, one Rorouini Kenshin vol.2, and a book of quotes I had seen the week before last. I pretty much read saturday that and watched t.v. Oh yeah I was looking up spy stores in the area(I'm getting obsessive over finding my ipod but I don't want to drag the police into it..just more people saying I shouldn't have taken it to school(I shouldn't have trusted anyone)so I'm trying to find a way to check for finger prints...)Sunday..hmm...I got three architectural books, had some gummy worms and went to the movies. I saw the last Mimzy and Pride. I thought both movies were good and I enjoyed them. Today School...the principle talked to our class on Friday and offered buying the theif an ipod just so they would give it back. My mom's willing to offer a reward for it...this weekend I've been making up different scenarios in my head..some ended up in me getting my life back to normal...others had me beating cold people at their own cruel game...others.just..made me sad. *ahem* I have dance pictures today...I have to dress up in a sparkly blue jumpsuit, wear make-up(pink lipstick....), and wear fake eyelashes. *shudders* How I'll get that junk off my face, I don't know how I'll even..*starts mumbling to self* Questions 1) Ever had something stolen from you? What was it?(physical or not: ex: dignity,pride,heart,etc) 2) What is something you'd like to forget about? Failure Quote You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you. Walt Disney Wlat disney went bankrupt. Several times. Anime *scans pictures**blink* Okay that's done. I've had a string of bad luck this past week. Let's see...My ipod was stolen, strike one, my computer won't turn on and I have to use gramps(And because I can't turn it on I can access my pictures..or my music) strike two, and my ipod shuffle won't play....strike three....Either the world is against me or it came too early...friday the thirteenth is NEXT month. *sigh* I have a field trip tuesday and we're getting report cards this week...joy...pure joy I feel towards that..as much joy I would feel if I was bitten by a poisonous snake and spider then stung by a bee(wasp) Hmph...have a nice day. Currently: Using my headphones as earplugs..they aren't working very well A.J.

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

   Topic: Material possesions

Current mood:Less dead than yesterday Currently watching:American Idol Currently wondering:How I’m going to tell mommy that someone stole my ipod Hello people!!! ^_^ What’s Up Well, yesterday I felt pretty tired and I hadn’t done my homework. Stressful scary got through it luckily. Well no viola lesson again. Apparently my teacher was in Mexico. My reaction was, “WTF?! O_O” Well I managed to stay awake all day. I visited a few sites, made a few birthday wishes and drew something. I read my book too and was listening to music from my computer. Well I have a prime suspect for the crime of ipod theft. It wasn’t the guy I suspected at first but I have some sources that tell me it was him. This guy was from my old school (He was expelled) he once gave me a haircut with school scissors (that I didn’t know about) and found my hair inside of a desk. He can’t be expelled from 8th grade so he was home schooled. He came back for some reason. A girl in my class (nice girl) said who he thought stole it. I know the guy will never admit it..*sigh* my ipod is gone forever…and I have to tell mom…okay I’m dead -_-. The girl, who I believe called me a whore, told me that her friend made the icon. Reasons why I don’t believe her: I have no idea who this friend is, they never met/talked to me, and they have no reason to call me that unless they knew me. >< That bold faced liar. Why am I surrounded by liars in real life! *calms down* I pretty much watched t.v. until mom came home. What was weird about that, I craved all the foods mentioned in the commercials. I saw an eggo waffle commercial…I ate eggo waffles drowned in syrup. I saw spongebob eating popcorn…I really wanted popcorn (we were out of it >>) Then I had spaghetti for dinner with garlic bread. For some reason I wanted bread dipped in olive oil >>;;; Okay enough about food! Um…American idol blah blah blah…mom cares more about the show than I do. What’s new School…I so want to annihilate that place. Questions 1) Do you own anything from crayola? (pencils, crayons, blah,etc.) 2) Do you ever ask yourself questions? 3) S-sn-nakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *runs away* 4) The last nightmare you had? NO EXCUSES TYPE IT OUT! NOW! Thank you. ^_^ 5) Are you Republican Democrat or whatever other things? (I learned them but there are too many @_@) I do not need therapy. I’m not that insane hehe..am I? o_O Naahh…Oh yeah I made a new wallpaper. Sesshomaru of course. *grins* I have nine wallpapers featuring him. I didn’t sneeze all day, gramps bought me honey, and mommy is home. Things are getting better…slowly.Oh I had tea with the honey…it tasted weird to me so I added…more honey…a lot more..it was way too sweet. @_@ Before I used to hate honey. I’m not sure if it was because of my hatred of bees or not. Quotes The law, in its majestic equality, forbids the rich as well as the poor to sleep under bridges, to beg in the streets, and to steal bread. You can never get enough of what you don't need to make you happy. The most pitiful among men is he who turns his dreams into silver and gold. We must rapidly begin the shift from a "thing-oriented" society to a "person-oriented" society. When machines and computers, profit motives and property rights are considered more important than people, the giant triplets of racism, materialism, and militarism are incapable of being conquered. Martin Luther King Jr. There are only two families in the world, my old grandmother used to say, the Haves and the Have-nots. The world has to learn that the actual pleasure derived from material things is of rather low quality on the whole and less even in quantity than it looks to those who have not tried it. Money is like manure; it's not worth a thing unless it's spread around encouraging young things to grow. Perhaps it is this specter that most haunts working men and women: the planned obsolescence of people that is of a piece with the planned obsolescence of the things they make. Or sell. Anime I'm more likely to cry over an ipod than over a boy. :P Mom says every computer I touch breaks -_-. I keep getting random songs stuck in my head (Lion King theme songs, songs that used to be on a few sites, and songs on the raio that I hate.)I think I'll lose more of my mind without my ipod. If I was going to say something here I think I forgot already so I bid you adieu. Thanks again for the 1000 visits (now 1013 or something) A.J.

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

   Topic: Hell

Current mood:Half dead/half sick/2% living Currently listening to:Axel F Crazy frog Currently:Wishing I didn't have to get up for more tea. *sniff* Hey pronouns! I mean..um..pillows! Yeah pillows. *grin* Sess: They are people..not pronouns..or..pillows. If someone lays on them they become a pillow... What's up? This morning...I could barely move my body around the house. I thought if I had to stop moving that I would collapse. Gramps said I was moping around. At school..my teacher kept asking what was wrong. Students asked me what college I wanted to go to and when I said Stanford they said if I went to the high school I want to go to I won't learn anything. My gramps and my mom are both teachers..in every subject. Most of the day was spent with me reading my book, thinking of ways to kill certain classmates and sneezing. The girl, who called me a whore, yelled at me to stop sneezing. I so wanted to grab that pretty little neck of hers and strangle her. Throttle her. I wanted to see the life from her eyes disappear so badly! Oh, I could think of a thousand ways to decapitate her with my uncut nails. *evil smile* And the rest of the class...mwhahahahhaha oh the possibilities. Too bad if I try anything I'll go to jail. *sigh* My day will come. My day will come....It was cold yesterday..it rained..I was freezing all day. I had to stand up sit down stand up sit down. It took all my energy to stand up. Since it was raining I had the duty of watching the fourth grade. It was someone's birthday and I got a small brownie(chocolate) I've been seeing these brownies a lot and I've had them three days in a row so far. As soon as I got home I collapsed on my bed..I didn't bother to even look for my ipod. Gramps woke me up...at 6PM As soon as he would leave..I would sleep again..until he go mad then I forced myself awake. *sniff* The cough started yesterday. My throat was hurting and I kept coughing. WHY MUST IT START IN SPRING! I want summer now! *pouts* Oh yeah...my ipod was stolen. I looked everywhere (Backpack, car trunk, coat, shoe etc.) for it. *sigh* Well I guess it was coming since this one guy stole my pencil and my bookmark. First I had to steal back my pencil and then he gave me back the bookmark. It only depresses me more that I don't have it. Music is one of my obsessions...and without something..I can go into withdraw..like having no internet..or worse..no anime..*sigh* I don't feel sad because every song I've ever had has been memorized by notes and words. I have bundles of papers of lyrics and the melodies are forever stuck in my head. I have music on the computer but I can't have the computer moved to my room...and I can't sleep in the living room or else gramps will just...nevermind. I had tea...we had no honey..the tea reminded me of water..only warm and green. What's new School...I'd give anything to miss it..but half of me doesn't want to miss it. I didn't want to get sick because I wanted an attendance award. School seems..like hell these days. Um...(insert topic here).. 1) Have you ever been prank called? Do you have caller ID? 2) Uh..ever felt like you were going to die from an illness? Which one? Describe how you felt. Hell quotes The hottest places in Hell are reserved for those who in time of great moral crises maintain their neutrality. Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need of hell. My life closed twice before its close; It yet remains to see If Immortality unveil A third event to me, So huge, so hopeless to conceive, As these that twice befell. Parting is all we know of heaven, And all we need of hell. I don't believe in an afterlife, so I don't have to spend my whole life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse. The torture of a bad conscience is the hell of a living soul. The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven. Travel has no longer any charm for me. I have seen all the foreign countries I want to except heaven & hell & I have only a vague curiosity about one of those. Go to Heaven for the climate, Hell for the company. To different minds, the same world is a hell, and a heaven. If you're going through hell, keep going. Anime In science we have been learning about Rube Goldberg and simple machines. We have to draw one for a test. Here’s a video of a machine like his that involves pulleys levers and fulcrums. Wedges levers and inclined planes too. *sigh* Homework, practice, goodbye. Currently listening to: Welcome to the Black Parade MCR A.J. *sniff* and thank you for the *achoo* 1000 visits..(now: 1003) *bows**achoo* Excuse me. *grabs a tissue*

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

   Topic: Now

Current mood:Horrible just horrible Currently listening to:Grip! Inuyasha Currently:Feeling like I'm about to puke... *achoo**sniff* Good morning...? What's up? Yesterday I had no school so I woke up really early for some reason. I saw mom before she left and I haven't been on a computer since she left.(Not counting now) I did my homework as I read my book and got ready for orchestra about 3 hours early. Ever since mom left I have been sneezing...a lot...4spm(sneezes per minute) I had a bag of cough drops and 7 cups of water(One right after the other. I took a hot shower too. Nothing seemed to help. My hands were cold my head was hot, I felt like someone was banging my head with a hammer. I got dizzy when I moved too fast and I couldn't get through my homework with out sneezing. Gramps thought I was creeping all day when I wasn't. I just walked in and out for water and he thinks I'm creeping. When I came out from my shower..he said I was creeping. I hadn't eaten anything but breakfast and cough drops before orchestra. My apetite was gone. He got mad that I hadn't eaten anything. He yelled at me to put my book down in the car. He took it away.(I somehow got it back before he noticed anything) As soon as I got into the building I was hungry and I needed to go to the bathroom. I had three brownies. I was sneezing all throughout orchestra. (My sneezes are loud and happen randomly) My friend said my nose was red. Then dance...oh joy. We did fast exercises a lot of spinning around(bigger headache) and then we had to lay on the floor(WHERE 500 OR 600000000000 FEET HAVE BEEN!) I tried doing everything with no hands...never even try to do the splits with no hands. For our dance...we added new parts..we go to the floor spin on one hand and land....with our legs crossed.*sniff* I was so tired after that. Gramps got me a hamburger for dinner(He knew I'd be hungry) Well I enjoyed it...barely ate it all. I went to bed at exactly nine thirty. I read my book until 9:30 and went to sleep. I woke up three times..it took me forever to get back to sleep and I started feeling worse. What's new? I woke up a third time and decided to post(2AM) At first I was thirsty.(Three cups of water) *sniff**gets more water* All of the lights were off and it looked like I was the only one home(WRONG) I got my glass of water and there gramps is in is doorway. Okay let's wrap this up....bathroom goodnight bedroom reading gets up leaves room gets more water turns gramps' computer on four times until it actually comes on and that's everything until now. *sigh* I have school and a lesson I haven't practiced for. A's to Q's I got from you From destinyssweetman: What's ur favorite kind of animal? wolf *achoo* From DarkBlackFear: Whats the most stupid thing to happen to you and what did you do about it? uhhh...being slammed into a brick wall over a basketball and almost breaking my finger. I acted like it didn't hurtt...then it did hurt..i paced back and forth..went to the office for an ice pack..cried because it hurt a lot... Thank you for the 19 comments yesterday..*achooo* and sorry I couldn't return the f-favor...*ACHOOO**sniff* I hate my nose right now... A's to my own Q's I just don't want this section anymore..too much work. Questions 1) Have you ever had a nose bleed? I've never had one before *sniff* 2) How many bookmarks do you think you have? Um...around 15.... Whatever is next.. The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time. The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle. How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. The word now is like a bomb through the window, and it ticks. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present. Eternity is not something that begins after you are dead. It is going on all the time. We are in it now. Anime randomness... M'kay *achoo* I need to take some allergy medicine...cut my claws..erm..nails and um...try not to die of boredom and/or headaches....goodnight Currently playing: Fukai Mori Lalala....A.J. Oh yeah..happy first day of spring. *sniff*

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Monday, March 19, 2007

   Topic: Birth

Current mood:Happy Currently listening to:Bring Me to Life Evanescence Currently reading:Perfume (The story of a murderer) Hello everyone! ^_^ What’s up? Yesterday I had a powdered doughnut! I love powdered doughnuts as much as I love chocolate or glazed doughnuts. Mom was mad because I decided to eat it while wearing a black outfit >> Then later I ate a chocolate brownie with a white shirt on….Anyway mom took me to the store. I went to the art store and the book store. I got a few prisma colored pencils and I got a Rurouni Kenshin manga with a fiction/literature book. After that Starbucks and a triple chocolate chip brownie. We went to the Gala/wine tasting/concert after I washed the dishes. My friend from last week came to see me! ^_^ After I finished playing we talked..and talked and talked. Apparently she has a boyfriend who is a juvenile delinquent who is now in L.A. because he got in too much trouble and has a parole officer. Her birthday is in two days (22nd) and his birthday is tomorrow. We talked about her school and my school. She’s having 4 birthday parties and for graduation she’s going to New York with her whole class. What’s new? Mommy’s going to Denver for three days T_T and I have to stay with gramps…..*sigh* argument city >>; I have no school but I have Orchestra and dance (IF gramps lets me go) A’s you gave me Cool I got another question! ^_^ This is just making me happy. I love to answer questions. A’s to my own Q’s Question 1)Have you ever been stabbed in the back by someone you trusted the most? 2) Do you like bloody things?(Like movies books…unless you like real blood..O_O) 3) what are random things you love/like? 4) Are my questions ever too personal? (If I go too far just tell me because sometimes I just keep asking stuff and just keep asking and asking and a..) 5) Are you good at keeping secrets? 6) Thoughts on the new theme? Quotes We are not born all at once, but by bits. The body first, and the spirit later; and the birth and growth of the spirit, in those who are attentive to their own inner life, are slow and exceedingly painful. Our mothers are racked with the pains of our physical birth; we ourselves suffer the longer pains of our spiritual growth. What is this talked-of mystery of birth But being mounted bareback on the earth? Anime Cool this post only took me 20 minutes!! ^_^ *cough* Man my throat has been bugging me all day! I better not be getting sick! I’ve been fine for the whole school year. I haven’t had a cold since 2005 (I had allergies and strep throat though) Here's the book I'm reading. See how good gramps' scanner is! I just finished reading the Freedom Writers Diary. It was really good. It talked about gangs, homosexuality, high school pregnancies, and race. It also talked about history repeating itself Anne Frank and Zlata. Bosnia and the Holocaust and all the problems that were overcome. Read it if you get the chance! ^_^ Currently listening to: Liar Taking back Sunday A.J. News Flash: Apparently my status is Senior Otaku o_O

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