Currently: Lucky I didn't fall getting to the computer
Current mood: Sad/Mad/Busy bee
Currently listening to: Chop Suey! -
System of a down
Quote of the day What does not destroy me, makes me strong.
Hey guys...girls too....
What's new
*sigh* I ate breakfast. Vaccumed, helped mom put stuff away, swept the floors, waxed the floors, washed dishes, practiced my viola, made a fan art, and found out my supposedly best friend hates me.
I did everything I said I was going to except mop. I don't trust myself in a kitchen full of knifes and electrical objects with a bucket of hot water. I got my letters done too.
When I went on Yahoo I saw my friend made an icon that said quote "Ashley Johnson [n.] A term referring to one as a skanky whore who eats dirty socks :|" Un quote.....
*goes to her corner to think* She hates me for reasons unknown.....*sobs*
Everyone: "..."
*stops sobbing for a minute* That definition lacks creativity. Dirty socks? Come on she must have a wider vocabulary. I'm sure she could come up with something better if she actually used her brain. Too bad she cheats off other people so she won't fail. Wonder if she has a brain. Me a whore? Yeah right. She's the bitch who everyone thinks is funny in a cruel way. What did I do to her. pfft..and to think I actually wanted to give her an ipod nano. Yeah like I spent this whole day to get money for her. I am way too nice trusting and gullable. Why should I trust anyone at that damn school. They just live off of embarrassment so they can laugh with there twisted humor. How sickening. People who are so artificial and pleased with the way they act and treat people. How they can treat kind people with such disrespect. I'm still trying to figure out why I can't hate them....I wan't to so badly but I can't because I'm the kind of person who can't hate anyone but fictional people. My classmates are so fake and relentless.
Everyone: *blink*
Kik: H-how?
Sess: She's smarter than she is let on to be.
But, is there a reason they all hate me. Have I done them harm in some way. What did I do to deserve this...I don't know...and now I'm just making myself think more and that's making me sad. I'm so pathetic *sobs again*
Everyone: *blink*
*sad smile* Well you all don't deserve to hear this sob story. You are very good friends and I am lucky to have you all. I'll try making this a more enjoyable post.
Today
Well..*ahem* I'm going to my real friend's house(I've known her for about 8 years, we keep in touch even though we don't go to the same school) I'm getting my Christmas present. We can spend the rest of the time taking and having fun.
Questions
Are you a dog or cat person?
Did you notice the new songs on my playlist?
How would you feel if I changed my site to an unexpected theme?
Have you ever been cruelly treated by someone you trusted? What did they do or say?
Could you ever hurt the one you love? (accident or purpose)
Have you ever felt like saying "Screw the world" and hiding in your bedroom and hope every bad thing goes away? Have you ever wished everything bad in the world just dissapeared?
California quotes
There is science, logic, reason; there is thought verified by experience. And then there is California.
Tip the world over on its side and everything loose will land in Los Angeles.
California is a fine place to live—if you happen to be an orange.
Nothing is wrong with Southern California that a rise in the ocean level wouldn't cure.
Anime
People I'm okay I promise. I just really need a hug...You can PM me if you want..but only if you want I won't force you. I just really enjoyed some PM's I got yesterday. Well everything I was going to put in this post doesn't seem as important so good bye.
Sess: She left..
Kik: Yes, what's wrong?
Sess: She didn't put A.J. down like she usually does.
Oh I forgot something again didn't I?! OOps! Soooooooorrryyyy!! ^_^ HEHEH!!!!!
C.P.
Sess: ?
*runs to eat cookies*
Oh! I know I forgot something again. The reason it says currently lucky blah blah blah.... is because I waxed the floors too much and it's like a skating rink. I keep slipping and sliding in my sandals. ^_^ Oh right blabbing agin. I'll leave you now. Wait! My fan arts are up. One is Light from death Note and the other is Kagome.
A.J.
Damn bad habit *anime vein*
