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Tuesday, April 24, 2007


   Not too happy.....

Current mood: See picture to the left
Currently listening to: We might as well be strangers

Yesterday

Hmm...zoomed through classes, tests, and idiots. Two guys got kicked out of the classroom and later banned from P.E. I was pretty zombie-like.

Ride home: Worst time of my life. Gramps asked about homework, I told him, he got worked up, I got irritated.

When I get irritated I lose my kind side completely. I might be overly nice but when people get me mad, I become a very nasty person. It's as if I never smiled in my life. First I act bored and keep muttering "whatever" to get them to shut up. Then I try to tune them out, but without an ipod it's a little difficult. After that I try to talk over them and then say nevermind and then try to fall asleep. When that doesn't work, I resort to arguing and yelling.

Gramps got me mad, and I got him mad with my nasty attitude. Argument city and then a yelling contest. Then we got into a fuss about homework. Gramps printed out 20 pages off the internet for three frickin questions.

He started making fun of me and saying I will never succeed. He thinks I'm stupid and don't want to learn. He won't let me read books....He thinks I don't want to learn anymore and that I put in no extra effort. I put enough effort in school dance and viola. Now I have to work extra?! I have summer school too. And mom's going away for three days...let's hope gramps doesn't kill me. Gramps says I won't make it in highschool and will be kicked out. I feel like he wants me to fail....He seems like the opposite of a grandparent.

Found out that my dance make-up pictures are on the same exact day as my orchestra concert. That's the bad side of having two things in one day. *sigh* I feel like I'm getting real boring..

Today

Continue science test. Mom leaves for Baltimore. I'm left alone with an unencouraging, overbearing grandparent who thinks I should be walking to my mom's old highschool.

Questions

1) Make up your own question and then answer it.

2) Ever think something is wrong with you?

Quote

"Don't mistake kindness for weakness" -From my teacher Mr.D

Well mom just lectured me on honors english and essay. I have to make a list of forty sentences before she comes back...

A.J.

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