Wednesday, January 16, 2008

   Need comments...
I have good and bad news. Then I have a little story to tell. First the bad news:

The bad news is I sprained my ankle really bad. It hurts and Im not liking the idea of traveling with crutches... especially around MY school.

Good news:

We may be getting a puppy!!!!!!!

The little story:

The mists curled around Keira and hid the world from her. She lifted her face and stared before her. It was the deciding day and her future rested in the hands... make that hooves, of the being before her.

"Step foreward Keira." The crimson being said to her. This being was a crimson kirin. His name was Jeminae (pronounced like Gemini).

Keira moved before him and kneeled. Jeminae was her friend but she had learned to respect him for the divine creature that he was. Jeminae moved toward her and lowered his head.

Keira fidgeted and flicked her gray tail nervously as the crimson kirin spoke.

"Today you regain all the godly powers that were once yours. For today you shall meet yourself and overcome the great trials you once took." His horn glowed and he bestowed a jem onto Keira's forehead. Keira yelped and shook her head. "This jem will change color with your mood. Different powers will be at your use depending on the mood."

He stepped away and straightened to his full height. "From now on you will be known as Tiriana, for from now on you will be a god. A god just like your past life as Sumati!"

Tiriana stared at Jeminae, her jaw dropped in surprise. Her grandmother had been nearly right to assume she was to change the world. Then she wondered what Sumati's name was before she was renamed for her godhood and so she asked the kirin.

The kirin smiled at the new goddess. "Why, her name was Keira." He turned to look at the mists. "Tiriana, it is time for you to move on! I know this land doesn't look like much now but it is a lovely land. If you nurture it well it will be a paradise for all wolves to find."

Keira nodded, "What is this land called?"

"It is called Chalan and you, Tiriana will lead the pack that will be the authority here." Jeminae said.

"What is the pack's name?" Keira asked.

"It is called Echoes in the Mist. Now go, Alphess of the Mist, Ruler and Protectress of Chalan, go and over come your trials. May you regain all your powers and more!" The kirin watched as Keira disappeared into the mists. He reared, whinnied, and then galloped off. I hope that this time she does not die before she destroys the evils that plague this land. If she succeededs, the mists will lift and the curse will be replaced with a blessing.

***See? Keira's name was meant to be changed. Its a god rank thing...I just wanted to know if you guys liked the name Tiriana, and alot of you do. Don't worry! You can still call me Keira! Tiriana is a title name- like king or queen. Though when a character talks to her as an underling or of important matters- they call her Tiriana. If a character is talking to her a friend and equal then they call her by Keira. Though gods call each other by their godly names.

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Monday, January 7, 2008

   ehm..bad day...
Well... I had a b-day party to go to Saturday. My friend, Cassie stayed the night friday to go to it. We had an ok time. We went for a walk and found a case filled with CDs. They were all crap though. I can see why someone probably threw them out a car window. I got to stay at Cassie's house.
We drank but I payed for a 6-pack of Zimas. It was $10. I had 3 Zimas and a coke with some gin. I was really sick... I know I had too much. We had church Sunday and after that I went with her to her boyfriend's (Emmett) house. I felt really awkward. I didn't know anyone there and Emmett and Cassie were sitting there kissing... Can you blame me for feeling out of place? We went skating... Then after an hour Emmett kinda stopped skating with us and I thought it was because of me. So me and Cassie skated for a bit and when there was 15 min. left before the rink closed, she went and talked to him. I skated for 5 min. before I sat out. Its no fun skating alone, you know? Then after another 5 min. they got up and I guess Emmett left the rink and Cassie told me to come on. While they took off their skates, I waited near them 'cause there was no place for me to sit and take mine off. When they were done, Emmett walked away and Cassie took off after him. They left me alone and I wasn't pleased. I was sure it was because of me then. When my skates were off and returned I went to find them but couldn't. Then they walked outside and we got into the van. Cassie didn't talk to me at all but she chatted with Emmett. I felt really sad and guilty. So I cried and clawed at my hand. I decided to tell my family I did it while skating. Anyway, Cassie didn't talk to me on the way from the rink back to Emmett's house. Then when they stopped there, she saw my hand and asked me what I did. I told her and she got mad at me. Then guess what? When I needed her most she walked away from me! She said she couldn't keep Emmett waiting even though her friend needed her, she went to him. She didn't talk to me on the way from there to the church either, she chatted with Emmett. Emmett and his dad left and I tried talking to her but she ignored me. Of course I was angry that she had been ignoring me all night. We got into her dad's car and she still wouldn't talk to me. We stopped at a store and her dad got out. Then I asked her why she wasn't going to sit with me. She told me she hated how everytime something happened between her and Emmett, something went wrong with me internally. She said I had to stop feeling guilty for ever little thing that happened between her and Emmett. She said I was stupid to do that to my hand and that she only got to see Emmett twice a week. She said I saw her through the week but thats during school and you can hardly talk during school. Then her dad came in the car and we drove to her grandma's. Cassie got in the back with me as her dad went inside. She yelled at me some more and I started to cry again. I said I was sorry for being stupid and I said it so I wouldn't lose my only friend. Her dad came in the car and he took me home. Im still upset at her. Am I right to be? Or am I really being stupid about it? I know she only sees him twice a week at church and all but it seems when I'm around he has a problem of some kind. She says its not my fault and that he likes me but I don't think so. Sunday was like a slap in the face for me. When I see them kissing or cuddling, I feel lonely. I don't have anybody like that. I guess I clawed my hand out of guilt (I really thought I did something and Cassie didn't really tell me it wasn't me until we were in her dad's car and even then she doesn't know what his problem was) and out of lonliness...
Cassie has a boy friend, what does she need a best friend for anyway? I know Im nothing but a pain and a burden to everyone. I shouldn't have gone skating, maybe things would have turned out differently but you can't change the past. Thats a harsh reality.
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