awww man is right
man guys see I'm not to type who believes
love at first sight and I take love as a strong
word I don't just say I love you to people I mean
when I say it it's cause I really mean it..
Now the aww man part is *sighs* I think I'm inlove
with phu aka my bear *sighs* see I don't wanna
love him cause that means he has some kind of
power of over me.
Also even though he doesn't notice it but he
can break my heart and I know he wouldn't
do that on purpose since what happen between
him and my ex friend le....
*sighs* oh God I mean I don't know why it's just
that whenever he's around my day just got better
when I touch him I know he's real and he's no
fantasy...and when I look at him I know I'm still
alive cause he makes my heart race and it's just
soo soo I'm soo lovestruck I'm in love
with my bear and I don't even have the guts
to tell him I like him...............
See Today we walk each other to the bus as in
whoever bus comes first into sight XD well my bus
most of the times comes first so I just walk him
and when I was walking him to his bus today it
came first O.o which is a shocker O.O lol so
my friend is behind me and she goes
"tsk tsk tsk" and I look behind me and say bye to
phu as he gets on his bus
and my friend ebony said
"Is that what I think it is?"
and I play around going "why you in my business"
and we laugh and she says "are you guys going out?"
I said "I wish" then we laugh and I go to my bus
The truth is I really do wish tho
I do I do I do.
I remember last year when I would walk my dog
at night I would look up at the stars and look
at them twinkle.. Then I see a random shiny star
and sing the little ryhme
star bright
star light
wish I may
wish I might
have the wish
I wish tonight
then I say my wish...it's been a long time since
I've done that...I might just do that again
I pray and I'll wish for it...
it's just the scary part is I don't know how
he feels about me...I mean he looks at me to and
he responds to me when I call him bear.
He lets me hold on to his arm and he doesn't
push me away I think he actually likes it
*sighs* he gives me signs and I don't know what
to say about them I mean I don't know he likes
me..I mean wouldn't he since he lets me call him
pet names and hold on to him I think he likes
me................
I'm ging to have to find out but I really do
hope he likes me well
LOVE YOU ALL
♥Shay♥
Awww Man Post Time-7:02PM