you use to say you loved me
you use to say you missed me
you use to say I was your only one and that no one can break the bond between what we had
But Now I realized that you lied and cheated and didn't mean any of those words you said
You used me like a toy
you played with my heart like I was a doll you got tired of and just threw my love away like a raged doll
So now I lay in the dark and cry
I cry these words out loud:WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESREVE SUCH PAIN,DREPESSION,AND LONLINESS.ALL I DID WAS LOVE A BOU WHO MADE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL IN A WAY NO ONE CAN MAKE ME FEEL!
But guess what it wasn't love who betrayed me it was me my own fault
But now thisis is how I feel about love
Love is like a person you trust and open up tooo.
It's like a person that you can count on
But guess what love can turn on you
It did it to me
It felt like a person who I cared for so much truste so badly
just took a dragger and stabedd me to death.
Now I realize while I lay there on the floor in my own blood and tears
That love really did betray me and left me to die
In a way I never felt before
But guess what? I forgive love for what he's done and what he just did because now I realize that pain can go away but love.....
love never leaves even if you hate him so muxh his memories are still there to haunt me to death
telling me to move on or die of grief for him I choose to.......
I never really answer love afer that
so now I wait for love to return.
But in the mean time I cry of all the memories I have of him.
I still cry T T
and this is sooo true.