Saturday, August 7, 2004

   DQ service sucks. Good ice cream, though.
I'm had an awesome time this summer. We have about two weeks will school starts, I think.

What happened to me since my last post? Glad you asked. ^_^

First, one of my sisters has decided to live here with us. I'm soooooo happy. It's awesome, and it's something that I've wanted to a long time.

Second, I got a hair cut. Completely different style. I don't even think I look like myself anymore, but in a good way. I've never had this kind of style before, and to add to that, I now have bangs. 0_0 This is different.

Anways, that's the only things I can think of that are interesting enough to tell.

My step brother went to the beach for a week (News flash, West Virginia (where I live) is not close to the water). Well, he's going to be back tomorrow.

We went to Dairy Queen today, and although I got one of those new, and especially yummy, Cookie Batter Blizzards, the service there sucked really bad. I swear to God we sat in the drive through for twenty minutes. I was ready to give them a piece of my mind, but then I got my ice cream and it was all better.

\m/(^_^)\m/

By the way, I've started a new story, here's a preview:

The stars were shining brightly as one girl walked through the park.
She had straight red hair that reached the small of her back and odd, green eyes. She wore form fitting blue jeans and a plain black tshirt with white sneakers. Her hair was up in a pony tail and she wore no makeup, but was still quite pretty.
Knowing it wasn't a good idea to be out at night, especially in New York's Central park, she quickened her step with the intention of getting home quicker.
The reason she was still out was because of her boss, who was about 90 and way past his retirement date. Many times people had asked him to retire, but he never would.
There was a sound somewhere near her and the girl looked around, but kept walking.
When there was sudden pain in the back of her head and everything went black she knew she should have taken the company car instead of walking home.

Should I continue?
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Monday, July 26, 2004

   Birthday Song
Today is one of my little sisters birthday, her name is Gabby. She lives in Florida and we live in West Virginia. I wrote a birthday song for her. It's kinda corny, but if she reads posts at this site I want her to read it:

Happy Birthday, Gabby
One year older
How do you feel?

15 years old
been there, done that
How do you feel?

Happiness comes
Everyday
Don't let it go.

I hope that you know
everyone here
Loves you so.

Happy birthday, Gabby
So full of love
and life too.

Happy birthday
15 years old
I love you.

I'm gonna call her later and sing it to her over the phone so she can hear how it goes. I know she's going through alot of things where she lives, and I want to be there for her as best I can.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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Sunday, July 25, 2004

   Hillbilly Moments
Hey there. To answer anime girl67 about my old story: I wasn't happy with it so I decided to stop.

Currently, I'm writing some songs because I'm tired of singing along to other musicians. I want to sing my own songs. ^_^

We went to GattiLand yesterday for my little sisters birthday and I kicked butt on DDR. To add to that, hot guys were watching. *squeal* And not to mention the clerk guy who helped me with my tickets was cute AND nice. It was awesome.

Anyways, I got these fake teeth. There are only six of them and they look all rotted and nasty. My little sister, and little step brother, both have a pair. We all put them in and do these little hillbilly acts and it cracks up my step mom. It's really funny because she laughs really hard. One of my famous hillbilly quotes:

"Wait on a minute."

Heres and example of one of our little discussions:

Me: "I went to the dentist and he says them there teeth y'all got is alot of money if I be wantin' some new 'uns."
Dad: "You could just go carve up a tree and make some wooden ones."
Me: "Yeah! Like that there Goerge Lincoln!"
Dad: "You mean Abraham Washington."
Me: "Yeah, thats the one. I always get them switched around."

It's really fun to mess around like that. My step mom got a picture and I definatly want copys. It's awesome.

Anyways, I'll see you all later. We're going to wallmart and I want a new CD.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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Thursday, July 22, 2004

   Hi there everyone who actually reads my posts
Wow, been a while. I always start a post with that.

Anyways, this friday, tomorrow, we're going to a plce called GattiLand, which, if you don't know, is like Chucky Cheese only it's got more games that aren't really little kid-ish.

I've been having a good summer, and I'm sad that it's over. I don't want to go back to school. I kinda do though because I'm gonne be a high school junior and I'm looking forward to meeting boys and stuff.

My plan this year is to get better grades as last year, star in a few school plays, maybe the musical, and get a boyfriend.

I have a good feeling about this year. It's neat. Something tells me I'm going to have a good junior year.

I've been having a creative summer. After I wrote a long and awesome movie, which got erased, I stopped writing for about three or four days. Then my comp wouldn't let me write anything cause it kept messing up. I almost went insane. When it finally started working I've been writing ever since. I think that my scripts and short stories are coming along very good.

Well, I'm gonna go. I'm roleplaying in a few msn groups to spark my creativity and kill my writer's block. Ta.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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Saturday, July 3, 2004

   How Long Has it Been?
Finally, my internet decides to work. I'm happy about that.

My dad says next friday he's bringing me home a new tower, which is cool, and much needed.

I've been writing a movie, and it was damn good, over 50 pages of good-ness, when my computer decided to destroy it... yeah, I cried... no lie, I worked so hard on that.

I went to the movie's and saw White Chicks with my little sister, who is visiting from Florida, and I went and saw Dodgeball with my friend, Brooke. My plan is to go see Spiderman 2 with my friend Seth, Elizabeth, and Brooke, and adding to the fun of that, Seth's cousin, Micheal, wants to meet me.

Seth says Micheal wants to hook up, but I've only talked to the guy on the phone and any guy who says "I want this chicks digits" anywhere near me doesn't have that much of a chance, I find that disrespectful.

My dad rented a movie for me. "Ghost in the Shell", which I recommend for everyone to watch. It took me two times to watch it to actually understand the whole plot. Confusing, but good.

Um... anymore news... my daddy gets three days off work so he can spend fourth of july here. Yay!

I've also been thinking about wether or not a should go to Florida to spend a week with my abusive, alchoholic mother. I know it sounds unsafe, but I've been such an emotional wreck because of the fact that she has no idea about how I feel about the way she used to treat me that I think I need to go down and talk to her before it's too late.

Sorry, it's been so long. I've been kinda busy... not to mention the never ending phone calls I've been getting from Seth. He never knows when to quit. For some reason, everytime he calls, he wants to talk about Brad...

Well, hopefully I'll post again soon, if not. Have a good Fourth of July.
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Friday, June 11, 2004

   Howdy
Been a while.

My dad and step mom left yesterday to go get my little sister from my moms. I'm excited for when she gets here.

In the meantime Brooke and I have been hanging out doing absolutely nothing exciting and eating chinese food. I guess eating chinese food is exciting...

I'm very glad that school is out. It's a relief to not have to worry about anything that has anything to do with school. I miss my friends, but that's okay, I'll see them again sometime.

I'm going to go do more uninteresting things.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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Sunday, May 30, 2004

   Dreamland
Today I'm going to take a break from DDR because yesterday I almost threw up and last night I had a weird dream.

It was like a continuation from an old dream where I got this chip in my left side of my brain so we could play this army game. After we finished the game, the kid that put the chip in my brain called me and said that I should get it taken out. I was like "how?" and he said I could get my step mom to take it out with a dagger. I was like "where's the chip?" and he told me the left side of my brain. Then he said that if I don't get it out I could lose my hearing.

First, how do you get a chip out of your brain with a dagger?

Second, why would I put a real chip in my head to play a fake game?

That was a weird dream. Anyways, I'm going to go. I have a headache and I need to take a shower.
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Saturday, May 29, 2004

   Hmm...
My friend is obsessed with a very uncool someone. I don't like him and he's not a very great person to be acquainted with. I don't know what to tell her to get over him and move on to someone better. She say's she 'loves him' but I don't thinkg she really does.

Next topic, forget about 'new guy,' I don't want him anymore.

I'm not obsessed with anyone even though Karshara say's I am, I'm really not... even though we just talked about him for 15 minutes, it's not obsession.

I just borrowed the Dance Dance Revolution game and it's cool. I'm kick butt on it. Noone challenge me, I'll wipe the floor with you.

Anyways, let's talk about the guy I'm not obsessiing over. He's cute. He's funny. He's sweet. He's nice. He's... him. I don't like him for how he acts and what he says sometimes, but I do like him for who he is and I think that's more important than anything.

I found something out about someone yesterday. So much deception and manipulation seems to be going on around me. It's really bad. I feel bad for the people that this is happening to, I want to tell them, but I'm not in that type of position.

Why are guys so damn stupid? God, their always doing and assuming the most idiotic things. It's pathetic.

I'm going to go now because it's 2:15 in the morning and me and Karshara are going to do something since someone *cough*Karshara*cough* can't sleep because they are obsessed with someone else *cough*Josiah*cough*.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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Friday, May 28, 2004

   New Guy
I've got myself a new crush. ^_^ His name is going to be kept confidential because I don't want to be talked to about it and I don't want anyone to talk to him about it.

He's not the cutest thing on earth but he has a good persomality.

Chico is leaving today. She's a senior and today is her last day. It's sad but I'll get over it, she and I are going to keep in touch.

Anyways, there isn't much to talk about... last night when I was in the shower I had a sudden burst of comedy. It's funny, I was doing a stand up comedy routine in the shower and it was really funny.

Anyways, Ms. Harrison is talking about some sort of improve game and I have to play. See you all laters.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

   Happiness and Prayer
I had a great birthday. I have to thank Crimson Fox again for the birthday shout out. That was really sweet.

I got alot of cool stuff and I'm happy with all of it. My stepmom's sister got me this prayer box and I put a prayer into it. I'm happy, my prayer is working. ^_^

I'm in love with God. Yesterday I was studying my vocabulary and the words all have something to do with religion and that led to me listening to the Passion of the Christ soundtrack and that led to me praying. It was a very passionate prayer because I started crying and it opened up my eyes and carried on to me having a good day.

It's such an awesome feeling to be in love with the one person who will always be there and never, ever leave. I'm very happy and it's hard to explain the feeling.

This is the only thing I have to say. I had a bad day the other day and soon after that this happens and my relationship with God grows... that's not the word I want, but it'll have to do. I don't know if any of you get it, but I'm loving the world, God, everyone else, and myself with everything I can right now and it's so enlightening.

I'm going to go do my work. I'm praying for all of you.

\m/(^_^)\m/
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