Friday, June 24, 2005

   he what?!?!
well, while talking with ermes ((new msn friend from brazil who is 23 and we go out)) i told him i was giving up, and well, he wouldnt. after i kept reading his messages and not responding, he went into how he wanted us to have baby inus ((he acts like inuyasha which i find a turn off)) and i freaked. i told lisey ((cory's gf)) and cory ((Samurai Mugen; older brother who recently turned 20 years old.)) and they told me about them joking around saying tht he should dress up like inuyasha. then when ermes sent me a message saying, 'just look at me...even if im a blur...look fo rthe red spot..' i just cracked. i started yelling and cussing. i got so fucking mad i was ready to kill myself for real. but i just couldnt take that crap. but im just going to ignore him totally today. also, today is the last day of school, and its a half day. ill miss all my friends... but i thinki have their numbers somewhere... i also love daniel rojas, but he lives 2000 miles away. we keep in close touch, and truly love each other. i have his phone number, address, and a ton of info about him...we just love each other sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!
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Friday, June 3, 2005

again..its off....
well, taryn and the others told damn mrs. bockettii about my shoulder and foot....well screw her!! and she wants to talk with me in private on monday, but ill avoid her. and, that fag jordan wood was staring at every girls butt ((including mine. :stare: )) so val backslapped his face and got in trouble for it. so now shes kicked out of NJHS ((national juinor honor society)) and has OSS ((out of school suspension)) yet he has none. fuck him!!! plus, while delivering papers, i stopped by keith's and he was home!! yaya!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

well god fucking damnit!!!
gaia is still on the fucking fritz
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poem
feel as though the world hates me, but i try not to listen...im locked in my soundproof cell of hate, despair, and darkness for eternity...no one is trying to get me out from what i can see, but all i do see is my death coming quicker and quicker...the darkness is strangling me now, and each breath is burning...my sight is blurring...i can bareley remember what you look like...my memories are being tainted with lost hope, and i am losing my dreams of...being with you...i dont want to die, but in this cell, i am slowly disappearing.help me...i am losing myself to somethingi cannot defeat...without your help...dont want to be left alone, but i dont want to be crowded...
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

   she doesnt hate me!!
well, i met keiths mom, and she doesnt hate me!! she even gave me a ride home !! =P well, keith and i didnt kiss goodbye, but i blew him a kiss.
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

529-8525
mr. comando #
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   Buffalo & Buddy
if i evert lose my password, i can use those answers to get it back. i did get my account back, but i was milked for everything i had..my fishing rods, clothes, gold, accesories, EVERYTHING!!! V.V
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Friday, April 22, 2005

   well, during fun friday, the girls were talking about someone ending in 'oria' so i listened in for a bit, but then i went back to golden sun..

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

my life modification
gaiaonline.com never existed
you are a full fledged cutter
you are goth
you love cats
april 21,1992 is your birthday
you like keith ryan
pain never was real for you
nothing seems real
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less than 1 day!!!! less than 1 day!!!! :P :P :P :P less than 1 day!!!! :P :P :P :P :P
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