Thursday, April 21, 2005

   my best friend...gone...
well, my best friend, my gaia account, was hacked and i lost it forever and ever..so i shall have my journal here..

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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   gaia is off line
gaia is off, and i might call jason, my new bf.
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   taryn is a big, fat bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the reason robert broke up with me is caused by taryn. if i didnt stay at taryns grandmothers for a half an hour, i woiuldve been at the party on time, then robert wouldnt have been crazed out, and i wouldnt have been mad at him and hang out with jason the whole night.see? it fits all perfectly.
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   dares, dares, dares.
today in lunch, rachel and jessica were triple-dog-daring me to hug the boys. i ended up hugging frank, zach, and jordan burden. i didnt feel too good, so i was mostly flushed. on the bus i started crying because i embarassed zach (i like zach and he knows it).
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

he's such a jackass
i trusted him, and he nearly drove me to my death (really). i am planning his demise. mushoshi's domain was cut down, so sarah and i made some sacrifices. me, i was ALLOWED to cut my wrist, and sarah threw her bocci ball in the river. I REALLY hate robert now. just to think we were friends. hes trying to give me a reason for me to forgive him. lets see how fattie is good at coming up with excuses.*smirk*
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   goddamnit!!!!!
its christmas and i cant get on gaia!!!!!!!! im using my dad's broken down laptop to write this post whuch will never be read. dad wont install/hook up internet to the new computer the familt just got this morning. dad and val are insalling games on thieir accounts, thoug....yeah, the crappy bull shit games like barbie. mom and dad are mad that i cut myself again.....i was just mad at myself for breaking up with the guy i love. yeah, robert and i broke up on the 23rd of december:( i really miss the attention and love he gave me. later today we're going to grandma and grampa(the ones i HATE!!!!!!!) for dinner.
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

   srry i havent been on for awhile
ive been at
gaiaonline.com
for awhil;e talking with my boyfriend. i have a journal on there and i write in it everyday. my username is
tori_kagome
and i love my role-playing person!!!!!
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   youth group
yay! im going to youth group with robert tonite. i keep getting this vibe that my best friend, sarah, is trying to break him and i up. i guess i am a obsessed alot about him.
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

   we're back together
robert forgave me, and now we neomail each other just about every day. i think of myself as a useless weapon. yes, a weapon. i can cause extreme damage to those around me. he told me to stop thinking of myself as 'useless' and as a 'weapon'. he feels its his fault that t get beat up on the bus because i like inuyasha(long story). right now im worried because he was supposed to be on a half hour ago. but i guess he has archery practice again. life is so hard for me. my boyfriend and best friend are brother and sister, so i am the one who has to choose sides. rob said if he had a chance, hed go to my school again to protect me.
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

   i hate him!!
my boyfriend thinks i can't do anything! i just sent him an angry e-mail telling him he's fat( and he is. i'm 10 lbs. overweight, but he's like, 50!!!!) somebody tell me how to deal with this, cause everytime i go to my best friends house i have to see him because he's her older brother. HELP ME PLEASE!! THE WORLD HATES ME!!!!!!
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