Tuesday, September 14, 2004

   *sigh* today is like a monday

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urgh, sitting in study hall freezing my butt off. this morningin marching band we had to march in the pouring rain. and i'm still not dry. that and my hair is curling in all sorts of bizarre ways.

that and i've got guy problems. most girls have problems getting guys, some girls have problems keeping guys. WHY DO I GOTTA BE THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM OF GETTING RID OF THEM!?! seriously, if i was into dating and stuff, this would be great, but, thing is, i'm NOT. somehow all these guys are under the impression that i like them, so it's like i'm leading them on without even konwing it. the real problem lies in the fact that i don't like them. i see these guys as really good friends, why don't they get that?! i feel like a really cruel person for seemingly toying with these guys' hearts, but i'm not doing it on purpose! honest! i just happen to be a very androgenous tomboy, so i hang around alot of guys. sue me.

to remedy the sick feeling in my stomach that developed when i learned all this yesterday, i decided to hang out with my best friend, who is a girl btw. usually she's with her boyfriend, so i haven't gotten to hang out with her too much lately. we went shopping and then tried on homecoming dresses, always lotsa fun. there was this one dress that i tried on that looked like tinkerbell's dress. heh :P

other than that, life's not bad. i think my real relationship problem is that i'm waiting for someone who doesnt exist. romance annoys me, but only when it has to do with me. i like to read a stories and manga and stuff with a certain kind of romantic element, but romance just isn't my thing. ugh, i think i should just swear off on guys for now. (not that i was looking in the first place... o.O) i think that's about all for now.

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