Wednesday, April 12, 2006

   Going insane *sighs*

Oi vey... *sighs* Sorry if this journal sounds like a rant and stuff, but it sort is... I'm also sorry about my lack of activity here, and in producing artwork, and I'll be giving a reason for that really really soon. (In fact, probably even now!) These past weeks have been crazy to say the least. One of the managers at the store I work at has been transferred to another store that's opening nearby. Sooo... that means extra money to give more hours to others. So yeah... I was working 8 hours a week with that other manager there, and I didn't mind it one bit. I had time to do my school work, hang out with my friends, and even play FFIX. I really liked it, and the little bit of extra money was good for saving and/or paying for the small amount of supplies I needed in college. Well, this all took a turn for the worst (absolute worst) when that one assistant manager left. Now I'm working 27 hours a week (I quite literally get up at 5:45am every morning, go to work and work until noon (on Tuesdays and Thursdays), and 4pm (on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays), and on Saturdays, 12pm-8pm. Now, on Mondays and Wednesdays, I have class from 6:30pm to 9 or 10 at night, and then I have a 45 minute drive home. And on Tuesdays and Thursdays I have classes from 12:30 until 9 at night. Fridays, well, I have youth group to attend just so that I can continue to do design work for them. So basically, I have no time what so ever to do anything. I'm drowning in work, and I don't even have time to do my own school work (I'm horribly behind on a project in my Color and Design class, and I'm pretty much flunking everything else thanks to my heavy work schedule. My B+ average just went down the toilet. ;_; *waves goodbye to scholarships*) *sighs deeply* So yeah... I'm slowly killing myself from lack of sleep... And yeah, doesn't it figure... I've been trying to get my foot in the door in my youth group, trying to become their head designer, and today I finally get a call from one of the head youth leaders there asking me to come up with a postcard to say thank you to those who have donated to the group. Of course, I accepted since it's been the break I've been waiting for to happen ever since my brother left for the Air Force in November. Sooo... I'm gonna be up late almost every night this week working on this postcard so that I can have it done by this coming Sunday morning to present to the youth leaders. (I'm gonna be running on two hours of sleep instead of my usual four, woo hoo! ...not... *sighs*) I hope I don't have to work next Saturday either... It's my big day, and I don't want to fall asleep in the middle of my wedding. ^^; (FFXI wedding, hee hee...) So yeah... If I'm never seen here again after about four months... I probably died in a car accident due to my lack of sleep and mental breakdown. Until next time... known as Alsandair said to be 312 years of age confirmed as a male bloodlines are that of a vampire believed to live at the manor played by Mistress Aya Html & Image © K. L. Designs 2005

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