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• Columbia, SC
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• 2004-01-29
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• student, theologian
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• what is 'real'?

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• I won First place for the Carmen Nylan Writing Contest in 2004
Anime Fan Since
• latest: ninth grade earliest: second (didn't know it was anime at the time)
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• oooh, hard one...there are just too many
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• 1) graduate college and be somewhat solvent 2) become a professor 3) save the world
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• reading, writing, backpacking, hiking, collecting candles, collecting voices, playing violin, fencing
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• writing, drawing




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myOtaku.com: Irish de Fenal


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

*sigh*
I've actually learned to think about nothing. It's not quite nothing, I think of song lyrics. I always do, they tend to be in the back of my head like my own private sound track. I've learned to control it a bit, though. Anytime I find myself starting to think something in reaction to what someone is saying, I turn on the songs instead and it helps me to pay better attention instead of going off on my own. Whenever I find myself thinking about something that could lead to an argument, I start thinking about songs instead. It really helps me keep my mouth shut. Although, sometimes I think it doesn't really help either. Like keeping quite will still cause problems the same as talking will. Although from my experience not talking and avoiding a potential blow up is better and leading to a quite sort of upset that gets brushed over is better than speaking and leading to a blow up. But who really knows. Most people know me as a chatter box. It works really well for keeping them oblivious to the fact that I don't really tell them that much about me at all, and that they don't really know that much about me. It also helps 'cause them I'm ready with saying something that distracts from what's really going on in my head. The only problem is, when I actually want to say what I'm thinking about, or need to speak instead of being quite is: I don't know how.

'Til next time ...

I love you Batman @}~~',~~
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