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• what is 'real'?

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• I won First place for the Carmen Nylan Writing Contest in 2004
Anime Fan Since
• latest: ninth grade earliest: second (didn't know it was anime at the time)
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• oooh, hard one...there are just too many
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• 1) graduate college and be somewhat solvent 2) become a professor 3) save the world
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• writing, drawing




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myOtaku.com: Irish de Fenal


Thursday, May 22, 2008

   headachy
Wearing a headband all day isn't always a good idea. Sometimes it gives me a terrible headache.

I graduated and all was well with the world (I made straight A's this final semester!).

Then I found out that Id is going to move back home and I was happy for her. But then I got to thinking and realized that the main reason why I was happy was because she wouldn't be going broke any longer and that she would be close to her boyfriend. I consider her a friend, but no longer a close friend. And that makes me a bit sad, but more than that is the realization that I'm not really sorry about it that makes me feel sad and guilty. We've grown apart, and that's the way of the world. Oh well.

But the big thing is the doctor's appointment I had yesterday. I have to wait for test results to come back and I'm either in the pink of health or I'm headed for trouble. I'll not go into specifics because I don't want to jinx anything. But it does have me worried. I've been feeling like I've had a gray cloud over my head all day. I cried some last night with Batman and we're just hoping for the best. I'm probably making it sound more traumatic than it actually is, but sometimes you're just more down than anything else. My doctor doesn't think it will be as bad as the worse case scenario, I have age on my side at the moment so I may be able to make it out without even needing medication if I do have a problem. We'll see.

'Til next time ...

I love you Batman @}~~',~~
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