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• I won First place for the Carmen Nylan Writing Contest in 2004
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• latest: ninth grade earliest: second (didn't know it was anime at the time)
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• 1) graduate college and be somewhat solvent 2) become a professor 3) save the world
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myOtaku.com: Irish de Fenal


Monday, March 8, 2010

Are You Still Alive?
Most of the folks whose blogs I followed have not posted in a good two or more years. Sometimes I feel a bit alone, sometimes I wonder if maybe something happened. After all, if you only know someone via blogging, how can you know if something happens to them or not?

My life certainly has changed greatly in the past couple of months. But if feels as if my feet may be up under me after all (thanks to God and family and friends, without whom I would be surely lost). I'm still loving school, but I'm finding the desire to write again, and to blog again. It's a strange feeling, but a better one than I've been feeling, that had taken up residence in a nest beneath my breast within my heart, and that I hadn't realized was even there. It's scary how something like that can happen. Then you wake up look back and go: what the Hell? I think, that if we have nothing else in common, we human beings are best at lying to ourselves. And by God the truth hurts when we finally have to face it, but it is so much lighter and the world so much brighter when it's actually there for you. I am quite a lucky and blessed person. I'm just sorry that it took me longer to find the truth than it did, it would have saved me pain and heartache, and yet it is pain and heartache that God is so good at transforming to His purpose. There is nothing so terrible, no evil too great, that God cannot overcome and turn back to good.

Just wish I was more observant / smarter and would avoid the bad in the first place! :p

To those of y'all still out there, I'm thinking of you; to those of y'all who may be gone perhaps I'll finally get to meet you when the Final Age is fully present.

'Til next time...
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