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• I won First place for the Carmen Nylan Writing Contest in 2004
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• latest: ninth grade earliest: second (didn't know it was anime at the time)
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• 1) graduate college and be somewhat solvent 2) become a professor 3) save the world
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myOtaku.com: Irish de Fenal


Wednesday, December 1, 2004

*heavy sigh*
I feel down right now. And not just because I still have the sniffles a little.

1) just read an article about AIDS (today is World AIDS Day for any of y'all who care). That in itself is enough to make a day bleaker, I think. The increase in HIV among females, the bigotted idiots who are helping to perpetuate it, the way the disease seems self perpetuating.

2) feeling even more cynical about the theory of "love." Although there was a good point in class today, I'm about fed up with the emotion. Makes me want to lock myself in my room again and not leave except to eat, go to the bathroom, go to the library, and go to church. Just call off all relations with members of the opposite sex. But then, that's just me being cynical and still feeling a little discombobulated from not being able to breath properly.

3) my nose is stuffed and I had to take Nyquil last night. I do not like sleeping when drugs are in my system, it ruins my dreams.

4) just got an e-mail from a friend of mine. Who has spent the past five days drinking. Is moving out of the house. Planning on quitting school. Yeah... On the brighter side, I don't think he's driven drunk recently (I kinda got upset the last time he told me...one of my worst fears is having a loved one die in a car accident and driving drunk isn't the best way to prevent that from happening).

So, yeah. Feeling a little melancholy at the moment. I went to sleep last night at seven. Probably do close to the same thing tonight. Going to come home from work (six), eat, revise some papers, take a shower, and crash. Oh, and was the dishes at some point.

Speaking of work...time for me to change and get my bum over there. Adieu.
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