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Thursday, March 30, 2006


  It seems like no matter how much I'm sleeping at night I'm still waking up exhausted and doing my best not to fall asleep during the day. Ergo, when summer break comes around my first day off I'm staying in bed all day.

Life's an interesting place to be, but I try not to dwell on the nit-picky things to much. Like "biological clocks." The other day I finally talked to Super Ego for the first time in months and she asked me: "Does the phrase 'biological clock' mean you relationship or babies?" (okay, that's a paraphrase with all the important parts in it). To say the least, that took my breath away. I mean, for heaven's sakes we're not even twenty yet! (By the by, 'biological clock' is a reference to women about their eggs being all chirpy and wanting to become little human beings in case anybody reading this was also unsure of what the phrase means). Me? Yeah, I'm looking forward to having kids -- after settling down with the man of my dreams for a couple of years -- but I'm not worried about it. It's not something that I find myself thinking about at least once a month. I haven't already figured out that I want a son more than a daughter. I'm just happy knowing that I'm dating a really awesome guy and daydreaming about maybe one day getting married to him. I'll worry about kids when that time comes. In the meanwhile: I'm in college and I have the rest of my life ahead of me. Every day is new and wonderful and filled with new things and I get to enjoy it all to the fullist. I get to walk home with Batman, discuss random things with C. K. over coffee, get e-mails from Acrocanis and others, and not to mention worry about what the meaning of life is and ponder how to write a good research paper on crucifixion. I'm sucking the marrow out of my life! I'm not sweating the small stuff. Well, kids are a big deal, but they're not here yet ... so I'm not worrying. So go out and enjoy the perfection of a dogwood blossom and the scent of wisteria.

'Til next time ...

I love you Batman. @}--',--

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