Friday, May 14, 2004

   I did dream:
A lot actually. Some stuff involving Spike *chi* and then backpacking and sliding down waterfalls. Actually I think the whole backpacking episode came before the COWBOY BEBOP episode. Yeah, it did. Anyway, that is not what I came to talk about ("came to talk about the draft").

Last night for the first time in awhile I had my nighmare about spiderwebs and spiders. No, I am not arachniphobic. However, becoming dinner for the adorable little eight legged creatures does cause one discomfort.

It basically involves me in a narrow area surrounded by spider webs, and me successfully manuvering around them. At some point I almost always wind up crawling along my stomach. Now the webs are highly sticky and have dark neon blue with hints of green spiders (yes, I do dream in technicolor) in them. These spiders are highly poinsonus and about the size of my hand, they do not exist anywhere but my mind...I hope. I'm crawling/walking between these webs, actually in this dream I'm running and feeling very excited about something, and subito I get part of me caught on a web. I think it's my hair, and then more of me gets caught. I start freaking and thrashing and panicing and all that good stuff. I also remember every time this has happened before (I lucid dream and can remember past dreams in my dreams, and people wonder why I have times differentating reality from fantasty) and get very mad at myself for being so incredibly stupid and getting caught in the webs when I sure as heck knew better to be running so close to them. So I'm screaming for help and crying and about to be killed by this spider, and this other person who was in the dream comes and saves me. Standard: grey, can't really see him, what I did see of him I now can not remember, taller than me, strong, kind, apparently a friend of mine. So he pulls me out of the webs and

I go into the dream about Spike. What, you are disappointed? Well I'm sorry I do not really remember. It sort of just fades to black after I stand up from all the webs. Then I'm in English class with my teacher from last year fixin to watch KNOCKIN ON HEAVEN'S DOOR and eventually I become a character in the movie (which was only loosely the movie, weird dream thing)and spend the rest of my dream hanging out with Spike. Which isn't so bad now is it?
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