Wednesday, November 9, 2005

   Name Change
Well, sertain persons Know about this site now, and even though it's unlikyly that they will visit (they don't have tha adress)or find me, i've changed names and places. He might still figure it out though, he's not stupid. i'm at least trying! The guy I'm like in love with is now Ian!
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

   Questions I've Been Asking Myself and Their Answers.
Ok, I was thinking yesterday (I know, scarry)and I was just asking myself some questions about Miky.

1) Do I really like him?
Yes

2)Do I want to give/get hugs from him?
Yes

3)Do I want him to kiss me?
I think so.

4) Am I unaturally sad when I'm not around him?
Yes, for me any way. (I'm like always happy)

5)Is seeing him the high point of my week?
Yes

6)Am I sure about my feelings?
No

7)Do I want to stand beside him?
Yes

8)Do I look foward to talking to him more than finishing a suspence movie?
Yes

9)Do I really get that warm, happy, tengly feeling whenever I think of him, or is that just me being weird?
Not just me.

10) Do I have any idea what's going on with me?
Not in the slightest.
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

   Ninjutsu Halloween Party
Today was the Ninjutsu Halloween party! It was soooooooo much fun! We played several games and got lots of candy. I was wearing a midevil looking green dress with long, droope sleaves and gold triming. My long, golden hair was done half up half down in ringletts. I must say that I looked pritty good. Miky went as a "native american ninja", meaning he was wearing his nornal out-fit and minimal war paint. He looked good too. We talked about random things, the food, cans, costumes, medical world records, funny stories. He told me that I could be good at like any thing if I just tryed hard enouph. I belive him, I can be a fast learner, I can be anything when I want to. I've been thinking about what you said, Salem, and my brother agrees with you. He thinks I'm in love with Miky! Oh my. I''m not sure, what dose it feel like to be in love?
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

   My life since I last updated
A lot has happend since I last updated! Wow! Well, the first major thing is that my mom locked her keys in her car at the Hollywood Video and asked my brother and I to bring her the spare on our bikes. I took a wrong turn and ended up at Blockbuster. By then it was getting dark so we went to my friend Alex's house. His dad drove us to the Hollywood video, then took my brother and our bikes home. I staed for about 1/2 an hour waiting for my mom. It was dark out when my brother's best friend Brando and his mom came running into the store half hystarical and said that my mom was freaking out. I didn't blame her because we had been gone with no way of telling her that we were allright for several hours. Eventually we wound up back at home, every one about to cry, and we watched the first part of Rose Red. On a happyer note, I saw Miky today! I was unaturally depresed when I didn't see him on Monday, but am now unaturally happy. We talked about more weird things, and he asked me why I wasn't there on Wensday. I have riding on Wensdays, so I can't go. He said that when winter came, I wouldn't need to ride as much so I could come. Unfortunatly, I can't, I have to ride Bowie three days a week. Saddness, I shuld have told him that he needed to come on Mondays more offten. But then I asked him what color his eyes were; you could tell that he was surprised, but he told me. He has dark grey-blue eyes and like really REALLY dirty blond hair. *Sighes dreamily* So hot. I also met his sister, she's nice, but kinda shy. We said buy like 3 times and then he rolled down his window and WAVED! AT ME! Such Joy! That is a good thing, right? Right? I think I have more than a crush on miky, but I'm not sure. I'm so inexperienced when it comes to this sort of thing. I do know that I get a horrible tension in my stomach when I'm waiting to see him, and just being around him makes my week! Oh my. It's 9:15 pm and I need sleep.
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Friday, October 21, 2005

   A Good Day
Yesterday was very good. I wore the pritty, automy outfit I've had planed out for a week, did ok in french, got alot done in LA, did well on the geography test, didn't do my geometry homework but wasn't penilized, we just skiped geometry to go to an asimbully, aced the biology test, started a lab in biology, got a free piriod to do my homework so I had like none, and made some progress in art. Then the really good part started. After school, we went to Medea Play and I got THE THIRD INUYASHA MOVIE! GO ME! Then we went to ninjutse, where I think I saw Miky STARING at ME! I came in, said hellow, smiled and turned the corner, looking at him until I almost hit a corner. His head was turning, his eyes folowing me, and he had an awstruck look on his face. Thank you Mother for buying me that outfit! Then I got to work with Miky, and it wasn't as bad a last time, he didn't have to teach me. Bad part, I acsidently fliped my brothers friend to hard and he had to sit out for a while. Saddness. But Miky came over and made me feel better, like always. And it wasn't just him being there, he was actually conforting me with words! YAY! Then, he told me all I needed was practice at the end of the lesson, and I could be a better sword fighter! On a sadder note, he had to leave early so we didn't get to have any of those talks I look foward to. Sadness. I missed him like five minuts after he left!Then we went home and had Kat over and we watched some anime! Funness. Snd then I went to bed and had a dream about Miky! He's becoming a recuring element in my dreams. G2G, buy.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   Dream
Ok, here's a suprise, I DREAMES ABOUT MIKY LAST NIGHT! What is wrong with me? I'm going to see him today *dreamy look*, and I've had my outfit planned out for a week! I'm soooo pathetic.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   Miky...
I wa thinking about him last night, it kept me up till like 10:30. I miss him, it's been a day and several hours since I last saw him amd I miss him! I was just thinking about how when we talk, even about stupid things, it seems like every thing in the world is right and nothing could posibly go wrong. His smile seems to light up the room for me and his laughter is like the sound of rain or the wind blowing through the trees (both are very good sounds fyi), making me feel unreasonably happy. What is this? I don't get it. All I really want right now is to be with him, talking about SOMETHING.Hopefully, I'll get my wist tomorow, though truthfully, I'd rather see Miky today and just ditch riding on Wensdays. Maby I could ride on Tusdays, Fridays and Sundays...that could work.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Sadness
Yesterday, we went to ninjitse. It was very fun, but then Sensei Benson lined us all up and told us he wasn't happy with some of us. See, he had been sick the last two or three times when we had been bad. Well, it wasn't all of us who were bad, just my brother and two of his friends. So Sensei took away their belts, demoting them to the lowest rank! Oh, I am so embarased, now I'm the only green belt in the class! I now sit next to Shane and Miky in the begining and end line up! And here i am, while my brother is so depresed he's thinking about quiting, smiling stupidly because Miky was there and I had a chance to talk to him! What is wrong with me! Should I be sad that my brother's so down, or happy that Miky didn't atack me once during sord fighting yesterday? Can I be both, sad for my brother and happy for me? Uh Oh, my brother's standing behind me! G2G
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

YES!
I'm SO HAPPY! Turnes out that porter was just saying that he liked me to get people off his back about Rachel! What a relife. He's still a repulsive little leach, but at least he dosen't like me. On a more soap opra note, I worked with Miky the other day! I was sooo enbaresed because he had to teach me and i'm not the best student. Then Grashoper (Our asistant teacher) told us that she wasn't liking our behavior (I was good, she told me!). Here I am feeling that it's my fault because that's how I always feel when ever there is a problem, and Miky can still make me lauph! Oh the drama!

PS. I had to change my name because my mom didn't like me giving out my real first name on the internet. I like it.
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

   Porter
OH GOD! The ugliest, fattest, dumbest, winny, worst smelling, anoying, and many other things LIKES ME! What did I do to deserve that? If I tell him that he's a repulsive little fat leach, he'll go off and start crying. And he won't stop for weeks! Why can't he just leave me alone! GRRRRRRRRR. any advice about how to get him to leave me alone other than just telling him? This guy can't take a hint, you'd think that he would understand that I wasn't interested in him by the way I keep going on about Miky. Did I mention how HOT Miky looks in a tight, black T-Shirt? Wait, I'll drool over Miky later, right now I'm bitching about Porter. God I hate him. Yet again I need help!
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