Birthday 1988-12-26 Gender
Female Location Colorado Member Since 2003-08-07 Occupation Student (Sophomore) Real Name Kari
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Achievements 16 Years of Life and Finding true love and having the feeling be mutual... Anime Fan Since 2003 Favorite Anime Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Angel Sanctuary,Hellsing, and some other ones as well Goals To be a Forensic Pathologist and to Marry Chris Hobbies Listening to music, Reading, and writing poetry, spending time with Chris Talents I play the piano and write poetry
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Sorry I haven't updated in a while... I've been so busy! And currently I really shouls be trying to get some sleep, oh well. So how have all of you been? Hopefully well...
Anyway, I worked everything out with Felisha and Holly, but Jordan is another story, I honestly think that her and I are done I'm not so sure any more, I have no clue what will happen with all of this.
Chris and I have been getting along really well, but we're going through a bit of a hard time right now, and neither of us is really sure how things will turn out. But for now that's all I'm going to say about the matter, til I know for sure what is going on....
On a totally different subject, Has anyone listened to Anna Nalick's CD "Wreck of the Day"? I'm listening to sample tracks from it right now and it sounds quite impressive... I might just have to get it...^_~
Well for now I'm going to go, I am a bit tired, so I do believe I'm going to go and try to catch some sleep.
~Adios! Comments (1) |
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Your soul is caring. Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.
Well this weekend ended out wonderfully... not, I can't stand this shit anymore! My whole family is starting to fall apart and I'm starting to think that it’s mostly my fault! I can't seem to get along with them to save my ass any more. The only one that I can get along with is my mom, that's when I don't piss her off or make her frustrated. All my sister and I do is fight anymore (That is when and if she is ever around...) I can't even trust her anymore, I can't tell her anything, because she has become a nark, it's almost like she has regressed in age instead of becoming more mature! We got in big fucking fight on Sunday, all because she wouldn’t help me do the dishes (Oh yeah it was wonderful Chris got to hear it all because I happened to be on the phone with him when all of this started), she has got to be one of the hardest people to get along with. She doesn’t do anything anymore; all she does is bitch and make everyone else’s life a living hell! And then there’s my dad, who is such an asshole sometimes! But other times he can be the most fun person to be around. I swear though the only thing he cares about anymore is if the house is clean, and I am dead fucking serious! Half the time when anyone gets into a fight with him anymore it all started with the house not being as clean as it should be by his standards. And according to him I have such an attitude and “who the fuck do I think I am?” And then There is my poor mom who has to be the neutral one in the family so we don’t all kill each other, I feel so bad that she has to be our counselor (if you will) I can’t even imagine what kind of stress that puts on her…I can’t wait till I can move out! Oh! And the other day my dad said something to me that I think that he might end up regretting, I had asked him if it would be alright if Chris and I went and saw a play, and he told me “yeah whatever, your such a pain in the ass, I can’t wait till you graduate and then you can just get out of my hair.” (Or something to that extent) Yeah let’s just say I’ll remember that and I hope he does too when I go to tell him that I’m moving out as soon as I turn 18. And another thing that irks me to no end about my family (with the exception of my mom) I know that neither my sister nor my dad like Chris, especially my sister. What pisses me off most about that is the fact that neither of them would even think about taking the time to get to know him! They are both so judgmental! They just don’t understand…
"No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone"
-Three Days Grace "Home"
Lately everyone (other then Chris) has been pissing me off, I don’t know if it’s just me or what, but it’s amazing! I have just finally realized how two faced some of my friends are, it’s amazing to me how quick they are to talk shit about someone. I used to think that I had gotten away from that when I stopped hanging out with all of the popular girls, but as I can now see I was very wrong. They are just as bad, everyone is the same really, and it’s all such bullshit
This has been the hardest year of my life so far, and it just seems to be getting harder by the day, My grades are for shit, I can’t get along with my own family, my friends (if you can even consider them that) are assholes, I’m getting fat , and the list just goes on and on. You know who ever it was that said that their sophomore year was one of their toughest years was 100% right.
I just don't know anymore, Chris is the only person that I know I can trust, and that I know truely cares about me, I mean I know my family loves me, and don't get me wrong, I love them all dearly, but sometimes, I'm just not sure if they care or if the even want to be involed with me, maybe I'm just taking it too far, but just don't know what else to think anymore...
~Adios
Yes I am still alive and kickin' for any of ya'll that might have been wondering....
^^^I Love this picture, My baby and I Kissing in front of the school, I tweeked the colors a bit...^^^
^^^This is what it orginally looked like, but I like the other one better what do ya'll think?^^^
Sorry that I haven't updated in forever and a day, I've been so busy lately I just haven't had too much time, I know I know, I've neglected my Otaku duties of keeping ya'll posted on my life, I'll promise that I won't do that very often! ^_~
But anyway! Chris and I have been together for 6 months! (May 4) I Love him soooooooooooo much! We've been getting along great for the past week or so, although we kind of got into it last night, but it's all good now! We've had quite the interesting week last week, but I won't go into details, But things have been pretty nerve racking lately....
Oh yeah! and as I promised here is the picture of the bouque of flowers that Chris got me for Valentine's Day, aren't they georgous? I dried them and they are setting up in my room, they're still beautiful! ^_^
Well I think that I'm going to go for now! I'll talk to ya'll later!
~Adios!!
You are Sally! You are the voice of reason, but it seems nobody listens. You try and save the day but end up getting saved. Hey, at least you get Jack right?
^^I Love this picture! I think that this is my favorite picture from prom that I have seen so far!^^
Well Prom was on saturday, and it was one of the best nights in my whole life! I got to spend so much time with the person I love, so I couldn't have been happier that night. I had so much fun (Granted Chris and I got into a pretty big fight, but we won't talk about that) But other then that It was great. After prom we went to after prom of course for a little while, then Chris, John, Sam, Felisha, Libby, Holly, Kaleb,and myself all went and spent the night at Felisha's house, that was fun too! We watched the Blue collor comedy tour. But the best thing was that I got to cuddle with chris all night! Finally!! I was so happy!
Well, It's pretty late and I should probably got to sleep!
******But before I do, I just want to make a comment, I'm actually really disappointed, on the last actual post that I put up (Who is that girl I see stairing straight back at me?) I Only got 1 comment (Thank you very much to Sitarose for being the only one to comment, I am very greatful for that!) You know, I put a lot of thought into that post, and I pretty much spilled out my guts for everyone to see, and not even my "best" friend could take a few minutes to read it and make a comment, thanks a lot Jordan...******