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Sunday, August 8, 2004
It's just emotion taking me over.....
Oh man today was tough, well in all actuality this whole week has been tough. Thursday (Aug. 5) Was Jere's birthday, and also the one month anniversary of his death. Today we went over to my uncle Dave's House (Jere's Dad) and we visited with him and my cousin Jenny (Jere's Sister). Jenny had a birthday party for Jere, and she made a memories DVD. She made my family a copy. So Me, My mom, my Dad, uncle Dave, and Jenny watched the DVD. It was just pictures from when Jere was born up till his last few days. It was set to music. It was so hard to watch, it all seems so unreal. I think that (at least for me) the realization of all of this is finally kicking in.
Well today just wasn't a good day in general. Me and my Dad have been going rounds for a while now. Then I had to go pick out some reading glasses ( and let me tell you, that was fun) Then me and my mom kinda got in to it while bra shopping. She told me that I was a stubborn little shit and I need to change.
I have been really emotional all this week. It all started when I found out that this girl who I used to be best friends with was missing. But not only was she missing, she is pregant too. I ended up calling her house expecting to talk to her mom, but insted I got to talk to her and she told me what happend. I am so worried about her... I mean I know that it's her life an that she can choose what to do with it, but am so scared for her. And another thing that bothers me about this situation is the fact that my current best friend can't seen to understand why it is that I am worried about this girl.
And to top it all off I have no clue what is going on between me and Evan now. He sent me an email on July 18th that really disturbed me. I don't really feel like going into to detail so please pardon my aloofness. He went off to some camp for two week and he told me that he should have been back last monday, but here it is sunday and I still have not heard from him....
I don't know what to do anymore...
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