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Birthday
• 1991-01-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky
Member Since
• 2006-07-03
Occupation
• Band student! XP
Real Name
• Shelby.

Personal

Achievements
• EKU honors band 3 years - 8th grade, freshman, and sophomore. Honors society, Wind Ensemble two years, sophomore-clarinet, junior-bass clarinet
Anime Fan Since
• About five years.
Favorite Anime
• No preference.
Goals
• Get top band at EKU Honors band this year =]
Hobbies
• Music, Stuff...
Talents
• I'm a good kisser, tehe.

myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba

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Friday, September 8, 2006

Urgh....
My mother is always trying to change me. Do I have no opinion? I had an opinion about the new way chores are. Wednesdays I have band until 5, and lessons at 530-700. My mom says I get that day off, and so does my brother, when he doesn't do any after school activities or anything that makes him stay after school. I thought it was unfair both of us got off, when he's not working. I told my mom this, and she screamed at me saying I was lazy, life ain't fair, I have no right to say that, and to shut up. I rebuttled and told her she's playing favorites. I got scremed at, being called an ungrateful child, and got my cell phone taken away. So, I went in my room after I did my chores for the day (it was Wednesday, no doubt), and cried. I cried so long and hard that after about two hours I had no more tears. My mom said I was ungrateful, undeserving of what I have, not good enough to be considered part of this family, ect. That's why I cried. I really needed to talk to Josh, but it was too late to call his house, and I don't know his cell phone number yet, so I was stuck in my room balling, because my mother took my last chance of having some form of love in my darkest time. I don't think she realizes how importnat that cell phone is, as a connection to the ones that love me, and that I truley love.

Oh, so today was Rebel Alliance, and after, it would have been the perfect time for me and Josh to kiss, Dustin even yelled "Do it now! You both know you want to!" Yet, we didn't. Also, Wednesday when I went to my lessons teacher's house. It's a little down the road from Josh's house We walked to the corner, where there was a parking lot and alot of bushes where we were sitting, so no one could see us. That, would have ben the perfect time to do it. We almost did, about six times, but didn't. It will happen soon. Maybe the movies tomorrow, maybe after rehearsal Wednesday before my lessons. We never know.

Quote:
"Every good Marching Band has The Runs!" - Dave Webber, Band Director, Rebel Brigade
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Monday, September 4, 2006

It's depressing...
To find out your exboyfriend was using you. For you to be his first kiss, just so he wont fuck it up with her? To want me to go past second base, so when he does it with her he wont fuck it up? What the hell. And to ever think, I thought he loved me. I thought I loved him. What the hell was wrong with me?! What is wrong with me!? I hate love, but I love love. I hate the pain it causes, emotionally...and physically. But, I love the feeling of being loved. I don't know anymore. I love Josh. I love him I love him I love him. But I don't want to get hurt again or find out I was being used again. *sighs*

--Please, those who know who I'm talking about, do not say anything to him.--

There's no quote today... I'm not in the mood.
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Sunday, September 3, 2006

Parade, Band Room, and a Kiss.
Parades are the gayest thing ever. I fucking hate them, especially with a sousa. I was fine untill the very end. We went table top, which is something I can barely do with out falling let alone march with the damn thing like that. We had to do that while going up a hill. The sections getting yelled at by Duck when Allison and I are practically dying. Allison sat out the last about 30 seconds. I ran up back to the block. Then died. I put my shit away then went to the band room. I got a posikle, and sat against the metal lockers with Josh. We sat there for like twenty minutes, then left. We stood around poking the eachother the whole time. Then I was thirsty and went back to the band room to get a coke, but it was locked. Josh and I walked to the green fence thingy where the air conditioner was. Then, the best possible thing that could happen, was about to happen. Josh and I were about2 cm away from finally kissing, then my dad comes. Urgh. After a month it was going to happen then it slips away!!!! This has been a very very bad day.

Quote:
"So, I guess lets do it now?" - Josh
"Yes." -Me
*We lean in*
"Shelby, let's go now!!" - Dad
"Okay Dad..." - Me
*~*It doesn't happen...*~*
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I am Shooby!!!!!!!!!
Shooby is my new name.

My drum major Adrienne said so.

So did the tubas, baritones, and bass clarys.

Woop.

Quote (Starts at bottom[I'ts myspace, so it's gay])

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Shooby
Date: Aug 24, 2006 10:47 PM

Haha, thank Gawd for that rule being disowned!!! Oh yes, you are a bad boy.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Duck
Date: Aug 24, 2006 9:22 PM

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck oooooooooooooooooooooooim a bad boy lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Shooby
Date: Aug 24, 2006 12:47 PM

HAhahaaahaha so did you.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Duck
Date: Aug 24, 2006 3:29 PM

Hahahahahahah u said shit

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Shooby
Date: Aug 24, 2006 12:06 PM

Holy shit Duck, calm down!!! lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Duck
Date: Aug 24, 2006 6:49 AM

U on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Shooby~
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sorry about my last post. You want to know the story behind it, here it goes. I was three way calling Dustin and Josh. Dustin mentioned something about marrige (I know, fifteen and thinking about it, unsmart, ne?). Well, he think's Josh and I are going to get married because he is to pathetic to dump me and I actually like him. So Josh was kind of pissed since Dustin called him pathetic, and so was I. We all started fighting over just about everything we possibly could. Then we all said screw it, lets go to bed and forget about this, sorry sorry sorry night night night. Then, my mom calls me upstairs and tells me some new about my aunt how she's got cancer, and how my mom has some disease from her medicine. Also, apparently we might move next summer to Columbus Ohio for my dad's job. It's either move or he gets an apartment up there and comes home on the weekends. I really hope we decide to get an apartment. So, that's why I was all emofied the other day.

So I found three new schools I want to go to for college besides Eastern. Colorado College, Colorado Springs, CO. Colorado University Colorado Springs, CO. Or, California Western School of Law, San Diego, CA. I want to go to Colorado University since it offers a music education and a law major. Also, I found out that Josh is planning on going to the Air Force Acadamy in Colorado Springs, so if what we want works out, we will be with eachother in college. Only, on the otherside of town. Kind of like now >.> UG I can't wait to get out of this hell hole!!!

Kids at my school who duel and can get a ride home from school Monday!! Wear all black, and dress nicely. We are holding a memorial for two Yugioh cards. Dustin's Red Eyes and Josh's Dark Magician. Meet at the band room at 2:30, rady to go. Kris is bringing her camera, Dustin is going to play Taps with the American flag behind him (*tear* Dramatic.). And we are going to get Mr. Webber to be the minister guy. And we have caskets for them. And Raven's making an AMV of the two cards. UUUUUH. It's going to be amazing. Those of you not at my school, I shall post it here once we get it up on YouTube.

Thou shall not be displeased.

~Shooby~

Quote:
"I like poking your cheek." Josh.
"Why?" Me.
"Because, it's better than poking your arm."
"So? That's retarded."
"My new name for you, is Pokey."
"Pokey?"
"No that sounds gay never mind."

"Eurhgh" - Me
"Eurhgh" - Josh
*This repeats for a few seconds, He was copying me.*
"Woah! You guys are doing it on the phone!! >.< Lemme leave and give you your space."
*SLAPS him next time I see him*
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

The Darkness.
Is there no light in dark,
With a broken heart?

Is there any hope for a shattered soul,
A being, hiding in an emotional hole.

Is there hope for a broken heart?
Or is she forced to live in the dark?

A heart, the shed light.
There is no will to fight.

She dies, alone, in the dark.
No sound of a lark.

A heartless being,
Drowning and bleeding.

Drowning in her tears.
Bleeding from her fears.

Tears falling,
She cannot hear her calling.

Her calling, to the light.
Where there is life, right?

She cannot get away,
Now her heart must pay.

No more bleeding, no more tears,
No drowning, no fears.

It is over, she is done.
The Darkness, has won.

Thanks for reading. I am done now. My Darkness, has won. Don't try and help me. I will not accept it. And no, I am not PMSing or any of that bull shit... Now, why I wrote this?

I AM DEPRESSED.

Do I look happy to you, honestly? Do I look healthy, honestly? Have you ever seen me when I am alone? I cry, every night. I get sick every night. I sleep all day and night. I'm either not eating, or always eating. I'm loosing my hair. I'm loosing interest in things and people I love. Yup. Thats right. All the symptoms of depression, right there. Face the facts, Shelby. You're depressed. Happy now, everyone? Shelby admitted she is depressed.

Have a nice day.

~ME~
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Friday, August 18, 2006

Dude. Our show this year is AWSOME!
Wanna listen to it? Go Here:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=70215439

The first song on there is Murder, Murder the opener. The second one is In His Eyes, the ballad. The last on is Facade, the closer. Yay for band geeks ^^

The player might be gay and like skip the first 8 seconds of a song... It's like that.

OH! The last song, is the Chuck Henson Remix. For those of you who don't know, Chuck Henson is the guy who announces our bands at Band of America competitions... Which sadly my band isn't going to any this year T___T BUT! I have a schedule for our shows!! Here teh goes!

September:
3rd Florence Y'all Parade
15th Preview Show
16th Cambell County
23rd West Clarmont
30th Danville

October:
7th Loveland
21st Rebel Classic
27-29th Contest of Champions - Murfreesboro, TN

November:
4th Midstate Championship

BAND KIDS!! Tell me if you have ANY thingies with me, PLEASE!! I wanna meet y'all!! ^^

Sorry it was all a band post >.> I'm a dork like that.

~Shooby~

Quote:

"Lu lu lu I;ve got some apples. Lu lu lu You got some too. ~ Butters, South Park
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Monday, August 14, 2006

Who has no life?! ME!!!
YAY! I have no life other than freaking band and school for the next 3 months of my life!! Then after that, my life is school and job >.> What do I have to look forward to? >.<

T__T So apparently, with my bad ankle and knee, I shouldn't march! Which pisses me off. Because, if I don't march, I go to the pit and play there and stand on the side line and play. And, If I do that, I pwe Josh $50 for going to the pit again. Last year I broke my foot at the 3rd to last proformance, and I sat and played my bass clary in the pit and had random bell thingies I did. I REFUSE TO LET MY BROKEN BODY CONDEM ME TO THE PIT!!.... Even though it's fun playing on precussion things ^^

So the summer assignment is gay. I have 4 things left to do >.< I can do three of them if I set my mind to it and maybe... Like, read the book >.> But the other one is gay. I can't do it. Anyone wanna help? >.< This is it:

Ass. 8
Think of current products and services, listing five products or services which use a mythological figure or symbol for thier business in thier logo, and explain the message they are trying to convey to the costumer.

I got trojan condoms >.> hehe.

Well, Like I said. My life is band and school for the next three months. -.-

~Shooby/Sai-chan~

Quoteth:
Shelby: I have your shirt!!

Dolly: YAY!!

Shelby: And I saw Evan!

Dolly: Noo!!

Dolly: ToT

Dolly: how is he?!

Shelby: Hes good! He got taller >.>

Dolly: o.O really/

Dolly: *?

Shelby: Yeah just a little bi

Shelby: t

Dolly: oh! lol, i thought you said he got a little "bi"

Shelby: XD Yeah Evan's bi!

Dolly: that would be like, the apocaplypse

Shelby: Dude.. it totally would

Dolly: *thinks about it for a little bit*
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Friday, August 11, 2006

Josh has bouncy balls!!!
Yeah, in the FMA game, he had bouncy balls and was killing gollems with it!! What were you thinking of?! -.- Pervs...

Anyways. Ra-chan(untimatelifeform) Pimped out my site for me! I'm just a little obsessed with fairies and stuff at the moment.

Which is creepy, because Josh is making me a fairy deck. I just found this out today. In an hour and fourty-five minute phone conversation!! XD

I'm watching RENT. It's such a sad movie!! T___T I started crying (again) when Angel died!! That's just terrible. T___T

Bleh. So tomorrow is schedule pick up for sphomores. I know my schedule allready. Just not the teachers. We did this arena scheduling thing that messed up my entire future. I wrote to the school board about it... But I wont bitch about that.

And the Freshman Acadamy. And our sucky principal. OMGAH! Our pricipal retired! We got a new one! Who was in BAND! YES! Finally someone who knows what it means to be in band!! XD

So, my schedule! *ahem*

1st Semester
1. English 2 Honors
2. Wind Ensamble (Boo yah! XP)
3. Geometry Honors
4. World Civ Honors

2nd Semester
1. Algebra 2 Honors
2. Wind Ensamble
3. Computer Apps.
4. Chemestry 1 Honors

>.> Apparently one of the harder schedules of the sophomore class. I don't know how I'm going to do it all. All the honors, marching band, lessons, conducting class, and a job? *sigh*

Lets pray I don't die before Christmas.

NO!!! T___T Mimi's dying!! *tear*... I should tell you, I have always loved you. *awsome guitar thingy* *pulls out a lighter* >.> Oh... Ahem...

I dunno what more to say. Excpet. This. Which freaked me out when Dustin said this >.>

So apparently Dustin thinks Josh and I are going to get married... O.O It scared me!! And Josh. Freaking sophomores in highschool and he thinks we're getting married???... thats a little scary. I asked him why he thought this... He said "You actually like Josh. He can't break up with you..." And more that you don't get *shifty eyes*

Awe. RENT is over. T_T

Well. I'm off. Thanks again, Ra-chan, for making my site P-I-M-Ped!! XD

~Shooby~

Quote:
Shelby: I have been deprived of sex for fifteen and a half years!!!!
Shelby: Thats graping torture!!!
Raven: O___O
Shelby: Muwahahah!!
Raven: so...>.> you want sex?
Shelby: EEEW!!! No!!!!
Raven: but...but..you just said that it's torture being deprived of sex
Shelby: >.<
Shelby: WAHHH!!!
Raven: your confusing me!!
Shelby: Retards confuse me!!!
Raven: you confuse yourself then!!
Shelby: So?
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Tuesday, August 8, 2006

YAY! I didn't totally eff up!!
^^

No kiss.

We held hands.

And now I feel more confident.

Yay.

So basically, it was the best night of my life!

(So far)

Well, You don't get details. XP So yeah.

Onto tonight's band rehearsal.

"The best first rehearsal after camp, ever!" ~ D.Webber.

It was awsome and us low brass/drumline chicks are beasts!

Allison, the 100lb tuba player, fell, and got back up.

Kaite, a baritone, broke her ankle and marched til she fell and couldn't walk.

All the low brass chicks hold massive instruments!

Shelly, 3rd biggest bass drummer, had threw up 3 times at band camp, and is still sick now... But still marches!!

I HATE >>Marching<< WOODWINDS!!

It was thier night to pack and help with the pit.

But, only 3 woodwinds stayed after to help.

The tubas, 3 woodwinds, 1 bass drummer(Shelly), 1 snare, 1 tenor, 3 drum majors, and the pit were the only ones who helped.

So, woodwinds are running tomorrow.

I'm damn glad I switched!! *wink wink*

Well, it's like 12:25 and I'm dead tired. So I'm off.

Have a good day!!

~Sai-chan~

Quote:(If you haven't seen XMen 3, DONT READ... Slight spoiler.
*Mystic gets shot with cure and looses powers. Is laying there naked*
"You should be glad I'm not a pervert" ~ Josh
"How so?" ~ Me
"If I was, I'd be jacking it right now!" ~Josh
*We get wierd looks from the other people there*
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