Monday, August 7, 2006

Why the F and I so nervous!? T___T
Currently Listening To: Hoobastank - Crawling in the Dark
Currently Hurting On My Body: A massive skitter bite on my back.
Currently Reading: Zi-kun's fan fic, second chapter: April Fools! (Go read it!!)
Current Mood: Confused, nervous, a little depressed.
Currently Should Be Doing: My summer assignment that's due in 3 weeks >.>

So, tonight after marching band rehearsal is Josh's any mine first date. I'm so freaking nervous and I have no clue why I'm freaking out so much! He's like, one of my best friends then he asks me out and all teh sudden I'm nervous? What the F?! Ra-chan tried to help me... Honeslty she only made me more nervous. *shifty eyes* Like, I'm so nervous I'm going to forget my money of eff up when I say his name or something like that! T___T Am I just being retarded? Jeeze. On the phone with him I'm fine. When I'm talking to him in person I'm fine. Now, since we go from best friends to boy/girlfriends, it's all different... Why? It's annoying the hell out of my why I'm so nervous. What should I do if he tries to kiss me? What if he holds my hand? What if... So many what if's!!!! T____T And like, everytime I think about holding his hand or if someone mentions holding his hand, I get butterflies and really nervous. But, I also get really happy. And I start to day dream about what might happen and start think about him and he's all I can think about! >.<

MEH... Someone give me some advice?? t-t

Quotes:
"You know whay I just realized?" - Josh
"What?" - Me
"Your dating a retard!!" - Josh

"I'm killing people with a bouncy ball!! YAY!!" - Josh
(He was playing a FMA game for PS2.)
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Friday, August 4, 2006

   Pain... So... Much... Pain...
So, in a nutshell, here are all my injuries at camp:

~Twisted right ankle,

~Sprained left ankle,

~Massive chaffing,

~Dislocated knee (twice), and

~Massive blood blister on my left foot.

But I am now home, and I have some news. Here they are:

~Paine is the most annoying rookie I know! How the F do you dress behind you where you can't see!?

~My room was bitchy the last 4 days and everyone tried to strangle atleast one other person.

~I made myself march up "The Hill." I fell at the mess hall, then got back up filled in a hole from someone passing out. I got almost up to the top of "The Hill" and I fell again. Dan Barnhill helped me up, and I marched the rest of the way up to the top. We were marking time, then our drum majors dismissed us. I fell over, and started crying. Josh and James helped me to the stairs (My room was upstairs). Boys aren't allowed to go to the girls' rooms, so Duran and Danniel had to carry me up the stairs. The whole time I was crying because my ankle hurt so bad.

~We learned 57 out of 72 sets at camp.

~We marched "Murder, Murder!" and "In His Eyes," and went on concery formation for "Facade" because we didn't know all the drill for it yet. >.>

~7 Tubas!! ^^

~Josh asked me out. I said yes! ^___^ Allison, the other tuba girl, is dating Bobby, who is in pit. And I'm dating Josh, who's in pit. Tuba girls have a thing for guys in pit! ^^

That's my week in a nutshell. Or atleast the important things.

I'm home!!!!

No Piccy, but here's some Quotes:
"Silly faggot, dicks are for chicks!" ~Dustin Sheppard (Sorry if that offends you)

"Your at attention, that means you don't pick your nose or scratch your ass!" ~ Some dude from another band.

"Tuba's, right sholder." ~Logan (Section leader)
"Reset!" ~Webber
"Urgh thats f*cking gay!" ~Duck (in our section)
"Duck!! .... I know" ~Logan
(If we say the f word, we have to do 10 push ups or 2 laps.)

"Paine! Stop running now! I'm your section leader!" ~Duck
"Did you just say your his sexy leader?" ~Me

"Shelby, will you go out with me?" ~Josh
"Yeah... sure." ~Me
"Now, hold hands dammit!" ~Dustin and Duck
*twitch twitch* ~Josh and Me

*someones phone beeps on the bus*
"Holy F!? Why the F is Dr. Beat on this bus!!??" ~ Dustin

Tis my week! Glad to be home!

~Sai-chan~
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

I'm off to camp today!
Oh my gah... I'm totally going to miss you guys!! T____T I talked to Zi-kun for like an hour anf 45 minutes, and my phone died! T____T So like, I know I need to steal the charger now so I can charge it at camp >.> And not like... Talk for the first night and that's it. *Sigh* Yes camp is fun, but I'll miss you all so muchies!! T___T *sigh* Well. I would give my cell, but last time I did that I got a stalker... >.> So sorry y'all. ^^;;

So Band Camp is at Lion's Camp Crescendo(gey, ne?) about 5 miles north of Lebanon Junction, KY which is about 25 miles south of Louisville. So. Yeah. If you want to send me a letter, DO NOT send it after Tuesday. Send it Tuesday, I'll get it Thursday. So, If you want to send me a letter, (I prolly wont be able to reply, mind you) Here's the address:

Shelby Willard Boone County High School Lions Camp Crescendo (All one line)
P.O. Box 607
Lebanon Junction KY 40150

Well. Here is my good bye!! T_____________T I'll be gone until the 3rd of August. I'll miss you all!! *huggies and kissies*

~Sai-chan~

Band Camp Piccy: (This is my camp)


2005 Rebel Brigade: (last year)

(sorry it's small >.>)

Quote:
A Transvestite who loves an other transvestite is called what? - Zi-kun
Hm.... A Gaybian! - Me
Fear me and all my Gaybian powers! - Zi-kun

....


I'm going to miss you all so much!! T__________T
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Tomorrow!
Is band camp!! AH!! I can't wait!!

And mt friend Sonics Dark Soul5 comes home the day I come home from camp! I can't wait to see him!

My door just opened and no ones there >.> Wierd.

I had the most effed dream last night! I dreamed Dustin's mommy kicked him out, and he came to live with me. Then my mom kicked me out and I lived with Dustin's mom. And my mom adopted Dustin, and Dustin's mom adopted me...

>.> Don't ask.

I'm posting at midnight tonight, (tomorrow?) for the last time for a week. Actually 5 days but I sleep for 2 days after camp so... Yeah.

It will be the last post for EVER!!!Forever is a week, so screw you! XP Dustin isn't getting a MyO... That whore face!!

Zack and I got into a fight after our breakup.. This is what I wrote on myspace... And I want your'alls opinions on it all...

"I freaking lay my heart out for you, and all you did was pile lies on top of lies on it... and crushed it. All the fake "I love you"'s you said to me... I told you everything about me. Things that Kris, Raven, or even Dustin don't know. And you think I'm lying? I see it now. Zac was right. Our relationship wasn't true, wasn't real. It was all fake. All the fucking lies! I trusted you with my deepest secrets, and you didn't trust me one God damn bit?! I hope your happy, you got what you wanted... I'm crushed. I thoguht you trusted me... I thought I could trust you... I feel so used... I just don't know... I'm confused beyond belief."

>.> Y-Yeah... I'm good now. It no bother me! (much) >.>

Love ya's.
~Sai-chan~

Piccy:


Quote:
"Woo... Brass Block."
"Woo... Band Camp."
"Woo... Lunch."
"Woo... Rain."
~Dustin Sheppard~
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Friday, July 28, 2006

Band Camp!!
Sunday!! OMGAH!! It's supposed to be hot hot hot!! YAY!! Good weather!!

We got our first 6 pages of drill done. And ya know what? I onlt messed up 3 times!!It was in double time in 3/4, we started on our right foot... It messed me up.

And I missed a box position once.

Poor un-band geeks. Y'all probablly have no clue what I'm saying.

No picture today, just a
quote:

Me: I think I lost my dot book...
Duck: I think I lost mine too...
Webber: I have 2 tuba Dot Books! Which two tubas get to run 2 miles tomorrow?
Me: Yeah, I have my dot book. >.>
Duck: It's, uh... In my case! <.<
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

BAND!
WAHOO!!!!! I'm hyper!!!!

I got a blod blister on my thumb from my mouthpiece. It fell when we were marching and squished my skin between my thumb and...(whatever it's called)... and it go ow.

So I'm leaving for band now. And hopefully, Dustin will get a Myo soon. Damn you.

~Sai-chan~

Piccy:

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Crash and Burn.
Josh avoided me all day. Except lunch and the end of the day... Which actually is the only time we see eachother... Since he's pit and I'm a wind >.> But anyways. Dustin talked to him for me. And Josh knows I like him now. And yeah.

Derek (Drumline, 1st bass) said something smart. I was kicking Josh's water bottle, trying to knock it out of his hands. Derek said, "first your flirtin at the car wash, now this? What are you guys, dating?" XD Derek's funny.

And during lunch, Josh went to the bathroom and I went with my friend, Renee. We were done, and Steve came out of the bathroom. I asked if Josh was in there, he said yes. I asked him to get him, and Steve said, "Josh your girlfriend wants you!" >.< *blushes* Josh walked out all slow and was blushing! XD Funny.

Band kids are the wierdest of all kinds, no matter what you peoples may think!! Thats my day really. Except we lost a sousaplayer... He got really sick after lunch. Uhm. XO <=3

Peace Love and Grape Soda.
~Sai-chan~

Piccy:

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