myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba

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Birthday
• 1991-01-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky
Member Since
• 2006-07-03
Occupation
• Band student! XP
Real Name
• Shelby.

Personal

Achievements
• EKU honors band 3 years - 8th grade, freshman, and sophomore. Honors society, Wind Ensemble two years, sophomore-clarinet, junior-bass clarinet
Anime Fan Since
• About five years.
Favorite Anime
• No preference.
Goals
• Get top band at EKU Honors band this year =]
Hobbies
• Music, Stuff...
Talents
• I'm a good kisser, tehe.

myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Welp...
I lost two friends in three days. One of them I have a decent understanding why. I think it's stupid how she ended a friendship over her boyfriend. The other one, I don't understand at all. Dustin stopped talking me. He wouldn't say "hi" to me today, and when I asked him how he was, he said, "pretty shitty, how bout you!?" He hasn't said a word to me after that. He's my best friend, and I want to know what's bothering him so I can help. I mean hell, it's the least I can do after everything he's done for me. I don't think he wants my help, or he doesn't want to talk to me right now. It freaking hurts like hell. I told him I wasn't feeling happy earlier, and he said, "you gonna go cry about it?" That hurt... I said "no," but I did cry. I know he has his ups and downs, and how sometimes he may not want to talk to me... But does he have to ignore me? I feel like I'm losing my best friend... Maybe I'm just over reacting... I hope I am. Dustin is the reason I'm not dead. Now it's like he could care less if I put a shot gun to my face. And the past about month, he's not talked to me a lot either. Gad, it's like Josh except with Dustin. I think I'm heartbroken, because of my best friend. I don't want to lose him... He and a few others are the only things I have in my life. If I lose him, I lose what little sanity I have...

God help me.
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