Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Okay, I'm in need of some help here, please...
Okay. One of my friends, we'll call her Kristina.
Is dating my other best friend, we'll call him Tony.
(Haha, Ew... Kris and Tony dating... Thats yukky.... Anyways...)

Prologue...

So Kristina and Tony have dated before, okay?

Kristina cheated on Tony numerous times.

I'm stuck in the middle, because Kristina told me of all the times she cheated on Tony.

I figured, the right thing to do would be to tell Tony about it all.

So I do, and Kristina finds out and starts bitching at me about it.

Words get said, fists fly, we're all friends again.

Then, at our Festival Concert...

Afterwards, when we were watching the Senior tribute, Kristina tells me Tony asked her back out, and she said yes.

I got pissed, because of the last time they dated.

I said something like, "No, you're not going to do this again 'Kristina.' Remember last time how I was stuck in the middle of your guys' fights and everything? Yeah, I'm not going to risk all three of us ruining our friendships with each other so you can be with the boy you apparently 'love.'"

She said, "okay, I'll break up with him."

So she does, and I look back to where they were standing, and she's all crying. Tony gave me a nasty look, and walked over to me.

He said, "I know you had something to do with this, Shelby."

He bitched me out. I finally told him everything about how it's going to be like last time, she'll cheat, I'll know, I'll be stuck again.

Either loose a friend for telling, or loose a friend for hiding it from him.

He said, "fine, we wont date."

One day talking to a friend

He says he thinks Kristina and Tony are dating again. So I asked him why, he explained, and it made sense.

One day in Band Class

It was a free day, we were playing cards. Kristina went to the bathroom. I asked Tony if they were dating again. He said, "yes, but don't tell Kristina I told you. She doesn't want you to know."

So I'm like, okay, what the hell? I tell her everything, and she wont even tell me she's dating one of my best friends again? Okay, whatever.

I ask her about it, she says no. I nod my head yes, and she finally admits she is dating him.

So I get pissed, firstly because both of them went behind my back. Secondly, she lied to me, to my freaking face. And thirdly, they didn't break up at the concert, they stayed together and lied to me then.

One day at "Kristina"'s house

This guy, the guy Kristina cheated on Tony with, came over.

Kristina and I were at her house before a marching band thing. This guy, his name will be Adam, sat on the couch with us.

He said, "so... Two girls and a guy, what to do?"

The next part I'm not especially proud of, especially if you know who "Adam" represents...

Adam said, "everyone here is single, right?"
Me, yes.
Kristina, "Uhm, no..."

So you know what? She fools around with him anyways. It's not Adam's fault by any means. Kristina is the one who said, "yes I have a boyfriend, but screw him lets fool around anyways."

I didn't stop her, it's her own decision...

So things happen, we go to band camp, the end.

Night of the school play

Tony still doesn't know about the day before band camps, and Kristina had no intentions on telling him.

So I go to talk to my friend, Amber, who was the person passing out programs. Well I talk to her, I go sit down. Adam comes in, walks down past us, then goes back to the back.

I say to Kristina, "I'm gonna go talk to 'Adam.'"

She goes, "you stupid slut," and kicks me.

All I did was say "hi" to him and his friend who I also knew.

Then I talk to Amber more, she eventually says the play is about to start, go sit down.

I go down to where we were sitting, and Kristina and Tony gave up my seat to these old people.

So I'm like shit, I gotta sit with Adam. So I do, Kristina doesn't talk to me for like, 3 days.

And right now, I'm pretty freaking pissed. Wouldn't you be too? I mean, lying to my face twice, calling me the slut when she cheated on Tony many times with Adam, and then forgetting about me like I don't matter?

One night...

I was texting Tony. I was like, "there is something I need to tell you, I know it's the right to do, but I don't think I can."

Tony: "Well, tell me if you want to. Whats it about?"

Me: "'Kristina' and 'Adam.'"

Tony: "...Tell me please."

Me: "I'm really really sorry 'Tony,' but she cheated on you with 'Adam.'"

Tony: "...Wouldn't be the first time... Thanks for telling me, you did the right thing. Please tell me if she does anything else, okay?"

Me: "Yeah I will. Thanks."

And we keep talking about things and yeah.

Movies... Spiderman 3 by the way... Totally rocks!

Well, Me, Kristina, and an other friend (named... Samantha) went to see Spiderman 3.

Sam likes Kristina.
A lot.
Kristina cheated on Tony the first time they dated on Kristina and Adam.
Tony still doesn't know about that...

Well, half way through the movie, I look over at them.

Sam has her arm around Kristina, and Kristina is all lovey dovey on Sam. I dunno if they kissed or anything but still, the fact of the matter is, Kristina has a boyfriend.

So I'm like, what the hell ever... Why bother trying to make her stop.

Then Kristina looks over at me and say, "You shut up, you shut the hell up."

I figured, she meant it like, "You shut up, I know I gotta boyfriend. Shut the hell up, don't tell him."

So, I tell Tony, like I promised him I would if she pulled anything again. He's like okay. I'll remember this.

Now its now

Like I said, the same thing would happen like last time. Last time I was all alone, because no one know about mine, Kristina, and Tony's arguments and disagreements between each other. They had each other to lean on and get help from. I had myself. I want this time to change, because I know something is going to happen and Tony is going to let Kristina know that I told. Kristina will go off like last time, and we're going to fight again. I need someone to help me through it this time, but I don't know of any one besides us three that know every point of view from the story. Right now you're only getting my point of view. Kristina and Tony have their own point of views. It pisses me off though. Tony should have known this would happen (again). He should have know it would have happened the first time. Kristina cheated on her (now ex-girlfriend) with Tony. How can you trust someone to not cheat on you, when you helped them cheat, you know? I don't know. Tony needs to see that Kristina isn't the love of his life. Kristina needs to see that she needs to grow up and get over herself. She is causing so much unwanted, and unneeded drama. No one likes it, I mean hell I'm right damn sick of it. Rawr. I need some guidance.

Was telling Tony the right thing?

What do I do if Kristina finds out I told?

What will I do if they turn on me again?

I don't freaking know. I'm under enough stress as it is right now with work and school and issues at home. I don't want or need these two turning on me again. Those two, the real Kristina and Dustin are the only one's that at least half way understand me, I can't loose half my true friends in a sweep... I'll loose all sanity...

And (the fake) Kristina says I don't do anything to solve my problems, hell yeah I try and solve my problems. She's the one screwing around with other boys, and NEVER stops with it. She's causing the drama between her and Tony. Urgh. I don't know if I'm more stressed, pissed, or depressed.

Help?
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