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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Sadness, not for me, but Josh.
Josh called me to cancell our plans for Thursday night. I asked him why, he said, "Well, my dad wont let me. And my great grandma died today."

He sounded really sad, then I felt guilty for back stabbing him and while I was on the phone with him, I was thinking all those things and started crying.

I don't think he noticed. I kept apologizing to him, for what I don't know. Everytime he would stop talking I would be like, "I'm sorry," and gave my opinion or something.

He might have noticed I was crying. My voice got high and cracky and I started to sniffle. And he knows how I sound when I cry over the phone. If he did notice, I'm pretty embarassed.

I'm just really sorry. I love him, and he's hurt and there's nothing I can do about it.

(No, I am not dating him. He and I have become more close, and he is one of my best friends again.)

I want to help him, but he still won't open up to me and actually talk about his feelings. He didn't do that even before we dated.

I just hope he'll be alright. She's his last great grandma...
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