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Monday, August 7, 2006


Why the F and I so nervous!? T___T
Currently Listening To: Hoobastank - Crawling in the Dark
Currently Hurting On My Body: A massive skitter bite on my back.
Currently Reading: Zi-kun's fan fic, second chapter: April Fools! (Go read it!!)
Current Mood: Confused, nervous, a little depressed.
Currently Should Be Doing: My summer assignment that's due in 3 weeks >.>

So, tonight after marching band rehearsal is Josh's any mine first date. I'm so freaking nervous and I have no clue why I'm freaking out so much! He's like, one of my best friends then he asks me out and all teh sudden I'm nervous? What the F?! Ra-chan tried to help me... Honeslty she only made me more nervous. *shifty eyes* Like, I'm so nervous I'm going to forget my money of eff up when I say his name or something like that! T___T Am I just being retarded? Jeeze. On the phone with him I'm fine. When I'm talking to him in person I'm fine. Now, since we go from best friends to boy/girlfriends, it's all different... Why? It's annoying the hell out of my why I'm so nervous. What should I do if he tries to kiss me? What if he holds my hand? What if... So many what if's!!!! T____T And like, everytime I think about holding his hand or if someone mentions holding his hand, I get butterflies and really nervous. But, I also get really happy. And I start to day dream about what might happen and start think about him and he's all I can think about! >.<

MEH... Someone give me some advice?? t-t

Quotes:
"You know whay I just realized?" - Josh
"What?" - Me
"Your dating a retard!!" - Josh

"I'm killing people with a bouncy ball!! YAY!!" - Josh
(He was playing a FMA game for PS2.)

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