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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba


Monday, September 4, 2006

It's depressing...
To find out your exboyfriend was using you. For you to be his first kiss, just so he wont fuck it up with her? To want me to go past second base, so when he does it with her he wont fuck it up? What the hell. And to ever think, I thought he loved me. I thought I loved him. What the hell was wrong with me?! What is wrong with me!? I hate love, but I love love. I hate the pain it causes, emotionally...and physically. But, I love the feeling of being loved. I don't know anymore. I love Josh. I love him I love him I love him. But I don't want to get hurt again or find out I was being used again. *sighs*

--Please, those who know who I'm talking about, do not say anything to him.--

There's no quote today... I'm not in the mood.
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