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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba


Friday, September 8, 2006

Urgh....
My mother is always trying to change me. Do I have no opinion? I had an opinion about the new way chores are. Wednesdays I have band until 5, and lessons at 530-700. My mom says I get that day off, and so does my brother, when he doesn't do any after school activities or anything that makes him stay after school. I thought it was unfair both of us got off, when he's not working. I told my mom this, and she screamed at me saying I was lazy, life ain't fair, I have no right to say that, and to shut up. I rebuttled and told her she's playing favorites. I got scremed at, being called an ungrateful child, and got my cell phone taken away. So, I went in my room after I did my chores for the day (it was Wednesday, no doubt), and cried. I cried so long and hard that after about two hours I had no more tears. My mom said I was ungrateful, undeserving of what I have, not good enough to be considered part of this family, ect. That's why I cried. I really needed to talk to Josh, but it was too late to call his house, and I don't know his cell phone number yet, so I was stuck in my room balling, because my mother took my last chance of having some form of love in my darkest time. I don't think she realizes how importnat that cell phone is, as a connection to the ones that love me, and that I truley love.

Oh, so today was Rebel Alliance, and after, it would have been the perfect time for me and Josh to kiss, Dustin even yelled "Do it now! You both know you want to!" Yet, we didn't. Also, Wednesday when I went to my lessons teacher's house. It's a little down the road from Josh's house We walked to the corner, where there was a parking lot and alot of bushes where we were sitting, so no one could see us. That, would have ben the perfect time to do it. We almost did, about six times, but didn't. It will happen soon. Maybe the movies tomorrow, maybe after rehearsal Wednesday before my lessons. We never know.

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"Every good Marching Band has The Runs!" - Dave Webber, Band Director, Rebel Brigade
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