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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
Yeah so I need some advice and guidance... (Warning::: explicit shiz in here!!)
So seriously. Tuba girls have a thing for pit guys. Josh and I broke up, by the way. We were better as friends anyways. and {someone} asked me out and yeah!
(Im not putting his name on here for reasons that you guys don't know, so yeah)
But yeah, so {someone} and I have been going out for 6 days so far. and Friday, 5 days of dating, we did something kinda bad. I'm not gonna say it on here since it's kinda personal. But, I can tell you Shooby is still a virgin! So no need to worry there.
I told Dustin what {someone} and I did something, here's the massages. (this is the explicitish stuf I was talking about...)
It starts when we start talking about it...
Dustin: i cant remember who, but they said that he was like that. he loves sex. damn it, it has to be true, you two only just started going out. please promise me this shelby, do not do it with him. you want to wait, ask my sister, you dont want to have a baby, at least until you get out of high school. learn from her mistake. please shelby.
[Shelby]: You honestly would think I would do it with him? He's already asked about that, and I told him no, I was waiting. he said okay. And I know my limits, and how far I'm willing to go for a guy at this point. He's not going past that point, I promise you.
Dustin: .... i am not going to forgive him. i dont care anymore, from this point on, im an avenger. he will recieve tenfold if he hurts you, or anything of the sort. btw, blowjobs are considered sex. im sorry, but this is my true nature.
[Shelby]: it's okay... what are you not going to forgive him about?
Dustin: for asking you that horrible thing. i will not forgive him for doing this to one of my best friends. never.
Then we talked about something else.
So like, I dunno. I noticed I've been changing alot recently. Sexual activity is one of the things that I have really progressed quickly in. And I guess {Someone} is kind of the reason... but he doesn't make my desicions.. So I dunno.
I guess, I can say I'm kinda scared about my future... Wether or not I'll let my hormones get the best of me... That's happened before, and things were fucked up for about a year of my life after that.
I don't want that again... What should I do??
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