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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba
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Sunday, December 3, 2006
Still not over him...
Something happened today.
I was talking to my friend.
We were talking about something that happened last year.
I meant to say, "John, I love you."
Since he is one of my best friends.
But, insted of saying "John."
I said "Josh."
You know what that means?
When you think you are over someone.
And that happens...
You're not over that person at all.
In fact, you're in love with that person.
It tears me up inside.
I know I will never have him back.
And I cried, when Tony explained it to me.
I cried, because I knew in my heart it is true.
I still love Josh.
Even at 15, I just have this feeling.
It's not lust, or puppy love.
I know what puppy love is.
And I know what lust feels like.
This is more.
More, meaning a deeper feeling then that of childish crushes.
You don't believe me, I know you don't.
You're thinking, "She's 15, she doesn't know love."
Question is, do you?
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