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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Joshua Taylor, the boy I thought I loved...
Lied to me.
Stopped trusting me.
Stopped caring about me.
I did something wrong.
And he wont tell me what.
Or why.
Why, he drug it out.
Why, he broke my heart.
Why, I still love him...

Well Josh? What is it?
You gonna grow the balls to tell me to my face?!
Or are you just going to sit there, and lead me on.
Again.
Answer my fucking questions!
For freaks sake!
I sit here every freaking day!
Waiting for you to answer the one question that has been on my mind since you stopped caring!!

WHY?!

Josh...
Please.
You have no idea how much this hurts me.
I love you.
I want to know what I did to make you stop trusting me.
Please...
PLEASE...

You're not going to read this...
So what's the damn point?

I try to talk to you about it.
Then we both get upset and stop talking about it.

Please... Josh.
If you do actually read this.
Answer my question.
If that's the last thing you ever say to me, was "I think you hate me, Shelby."
Then so be it.

I love you.
You don't know how much.
I cry, writing this.
I love you, I love you, I LOVE YOU.

Why wont you answer me?
I cry your name...
You ignore me.

It's tearing me up inside.
I guess it's my fault.
I wont get over you.

...

Please answer me.
WHY
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