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myOtaku.com: It Stole My Tuba
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Monday, January 1, 2007
I've lost all trust in everyone where I live...
I've kept a secret for someone, about him and me. And what happened, was before he told me to keep it secret, I let it slip to someone I thought I can trust with everything. And that person (will be called "A") let slip to the person I kept the secret for's brother (Brother will be "B", secret keeper will be "C"). So, B told A's sister, who by the way has the biggest mouth in the school...
However, I didn't know A let slip to B... And knowing how C was, I figured C told about our secret.
When I found out B knew about the secret, I IMed "A" About it, and here's what it is.
Shelby: So you know how C said we wouldn't tell anyone about us yet?
A: yeah. who'd he tell?
Shelby: B, and B told [A's Sister]
A: really..how you know?
Shelby: [A's Sister] told me
A: how'd you know C told B?
Shelby: how else would B have found out? whenever C calls, hes not around his family and he calls from his cell phone.
A: hmm...
Shelby: yeah.
Shelby: its just another broken promise, no big deal...
A: um...i wouldnt jump the gun on C too quick...
Shelby: why not?
A: bcuz C didnt tell B...
Shelby: then how did he find out?
A: it kinda slipped...i let one thing slip, then B guessed it from there. i told B specifically not to tell anyone..
Shelby: oh.... well B told {A's Sister]..
A: and i think i know C'c strategy with this...[A's Sister] has the biggest mouth ever. i mean it too. she cant be trusted with any secret what so ever.she ends up telling people.
Shelby: why would B do that though?
A: he could. but idk why he would.
Shelby: okay....
A: im sorry..he said somethin like "haha you know what sucks? C aint got no one to ring in the new year with haha." i mumbled (but B heard) "i wouldnt be so sure bout that."
So! C didn't tell B, so now I know I can trust C. However, I lost trust in A... I told A alot of things... Why should I believe A wouldn't let slip those things?
I pretty much stopped trusting C when C lied and broke promises in 06. Then I guess my gullible-ness showed up when I started trusting C again...
But now I trust C, and don't trust A or B or A's Sister... Course the only other person I trust 100% is Dustin... Everyone else has at some point let something slip about me...
Sometimes I wish I could move. So I can start over, you know? But I can't leave Dustin and C here... I love them too much to do that to them...
And just when I think I can trust people again... This is what happens.
Shit...
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